People ask “if you knew what you know now, would you do anything different?”
Well yeah:
I’d start with my discovery of a desire to wear women’s clothes and from there I’d change it all. I would be open and honest. I love to be a panty boy. I love the way women’s clothes make me feel. I would have permanently feminized at a much younger age. There is a woman trapped in my masculine body. Oh that’s fact. I would have let her out and embraced her.
I conformed to gender norms of a small town. I married my high school girlfriend. Bought a house and raised a family. But I would have done it different.
Hiding the truth has lead me to some regrettable encounters and some good ones. Sucked off a friend and a teacher. Had sex with my brother and all three of my moms husbands. All the time telling my self I was going to be normal. But I am now finding new avenues for sexual pleasure.
Some day I will take the steps to be free of my fake personality and come to be a free spirt. This will liberate the woman in my soul. Until then, I have a family to raise and protect from the same damaging home life I lived through.
Enjoy my stores there is truth in them. It’s just buried in the fucking dark fantasies of my perverted mind.
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In the heartlandGender
Genderqueer