I Found a Man

Author's note, Thanks to all my followers and the wonderful comments on my stories. Please excuse all my grammar and spelling mistakes. I am not a writer and only wished to tell this life journey of Robyn and give her a special life. This story continues and ends for my girl. She has become what he always felt she was, "a woman". My first two stories explain how she has progressed to this point and I hope you enjoy my conclusion. (I know I did! It is a little long, but I wanted to build up a perfect ending for her. Kiss, Kiss, LOL)

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I gazed into the mirror at my naked face and smiled at how much I've changed. My features were now totally feminine, thanks to my mother genes and some surgery to enhance my body. I was now totally what I wanted to be. A girl with something extra that I call my clit.

The past summer, fall and winter had been a bit of a struggle, adjusting to the changes made to me by my surgeon and then falling in love with someone who thought me beautiful and sexy. My mourning for my deceased lover Rick was hard to forget, but my friends kept me active in a social sense and my life continued on even though I was quite lonely. (my eyes always teared when I was thinking of him.)

The new year brought me back to reality as I prepared to start school the next fall semester. I had decided to go into computer science, because in my free time, I had become quite competent at cleaning spam and viruses from my laptop. I enjoyed figuring out how to counter attack these annoying pests and was getting good at stopping them from downloading on my computer. I even cleaned mom's laptop which she told me worked like it was almost new again.

This last summer was hot and my best girlfriend Liz (she still doesn't know about my transition) and I would go to the beach and enjoy tanning in some skimpy bikinis while watching the hunky guys play volleyball and swimming. I wasn't in the mood to go man hunting, but Liz would always pointed out a cute looking guy and suggested he was the one I should go after. She knew I was still hurting but never pushed for me to date someone, so I just laughed at her plans to get me laid and just pointed out some flaws in the men she picked for me.

With summer coming to a close and the trees changing into a golden paradise, I threw my baggage into my car and kissed my Mom goodbye. We had agreed that I would stay in the dorm thru the school days and come home on the weekends since it wasn't a long drive to the school. My mind was set on completing my 3 years of school and finding a job after graduation so I could help Mom and get settled into my life journey.

I worked hard at my courses and became a teacher's pet, helping my other classmates as a tutor for a little bit of money. I would sometimes call Mom to tell her I would be staying the weekend to study for exams, but I really just wanted to party and let loose my girly inhibitions. I would dance with some of the guys at the pub, teasing them with my seductive moves and then leave them hanging for more. I was know as a loner, but, all of them liked me and when we got together, the booze loosened some of my shyness so we always had a good time. I didn't date so I could keep my secret safe, but all my girlfriends wondered when I would get back into the dating game. Some of them were from my home town and they all knew of of my past relationship with Rick. They left me alone and probably the gossip spread to everyone in my class about my loss. They never pressed me about why a pretty girl like me didn't have a man clinging to her.

Those 3 years at college were a wonderful time in my life. I finished on top of my class and finally loaded everything back into my car to head home and the comfort of my Mother's arms. The graduation party had been that last weekend of spring and I had gone alone to say goodbye to everyone. There was a guy named Bill that gyrated towards me (He was kinda cute) and we danced and drank more booze than was needed. The night ended with him cornering me coming out of the washroom in the back of the dance hall. Both of us were buzzed and he seemed pensive for a second until he gathered me in his arms and leaned down for a kiss. I hadn't had a man make any advances towards me during these 3 years of college, just some playful flirting with a few guys that I didn't let get very far.(2nd base was fun!).

I looked him in the eyes as I waited for his lips to touch mine, finally wrapping my arm around his neck and pulling his face to mine. Our lips met and I found myself kissing him with a frantic need to touch and hold someone that reminded me of my past. (God I missed this.) I felt my clit harden in my special slit, feeling exhilarated to just hold a man as we made out in the darkened hall. When we broke for air, I said,

"Oh Bill, That was so nice, it's been so long since... anyways, thanks for making this a wonderful grad party for me. I'm sorry, but I can't stay in town now and have to go home to my Mom. You have my phone number, so text me sometime, please."

"Robyn, I watched you these last 3 years and have wanted to ask you out, but now it's too late. I heard of your loss back home and I'm sorry for what happen in your past. I came to understand why you were more of a loner and I didn't know how to approach you. I just enjoyed watching you grow into a more beautiful out going person at school, wishing I had more confidence and ask you to share some time together with me, but again, it's too late. So what are your plans now for the future? You could work for any of the big computer companies."

"Well, I just going to take the summer off and catch up with my friends back home. Mom has some decorating things to do around the house so I shouldn't be too bored."

I kissed him again, feeling his hands slip lower and cup my ass. We ground our groins together, his hardness evident between us. I wasn't interested in dating at school, so "sex" was off the table, (just my usual hand play, lol) Bill was the first man to actually kiss me since Rick's passing and I really needed some validation that I was the girl here.

I broke our kiss and grabbed his hand, pulling him into the empty girl's washroom and pushed him into a cubicle. We kissed again as I reached between us, rubbing his hardness until my urges needed to see his cock. I helped him quickly drop his pants and underwear as I sat on the seat with his dick pointing up to my eager eyes. I grabbed his hardness and began to stroke him, flashes of my past adventures with Hugh and Rick's cocks as I sucked him with a need... a need to give him the pleasures of my mouth.

Bill's cock was average, 6.5" and not too thick with a nice mushroom head that was wet with his excitement. Perfect I thought as I leaned in and kissed the swollen crown causing him to gasp in some air. I played him with my tongue and lips until I finally sucked half his length into my mouth. (OMG I missed this.) His precum coated my tongue as I pumped and slurped his manhood, my images of my other lover's cocks filling me with an eagerness to taste his creamy hot cum. He was breathing heavy as I deep throated his cock, my nose tickled by his pubes. It didn't take much of my sucking him before he erupted his seed into me, my mouth filling quickly as I swallowed his essence like a good girl. I was so into making him feel good, that when I released his softened gland and sat back, I felt a large wet spot in my panties. My blowjob with Bill was perfect and knew I could still please a man. Sitting on my wet spot with the taste of his cum in my mouth, I wondered why I took so long? (Fuck, I missed Rick.)

"OH God Robyn, that was amazing. I never thought you would have anything to do with me. Why now?"

"Well, you been the perfect gentleman and I wanted to repay you and... have a little fun. Thanks for everything.(I licked the cum from my lips as Bill watched with open eyes.) Please keep this secret, I don't need to be called an easy cock sucker." (Even though I loved pleasing a man this way.)

We both laughed at my request and he quickly dressed before someone walked in. After dancing some more before the night was over, I said goodbye to everyone, wishing them all the best and to keep in contact. Bill walked me to my dorm that night, holding hands like a normal couple and when we got to my door, we kissed again until I knew it was time to stop anything from happening now. (OH, I was getting really horny.) I let Bill go, promising I would be in touch and went in to strip off my clothes and put on a nighty. I fell on my bed, spreading my legs and frigging my clit until I satisfied my need and filled my hand with my juices. I laid there thinking again of my other lover's as I lapped my cum, finally passing out from my booze addled mind.

I arrived home the next day and found Mom waiting on the front porch. She was so glad to see me, hugging and kissing me until we unloaded my car. My bedroom was still the same, all my old boy things having been gone for the last few years. I unpacked and hung my girly clothes with my other wardrobe, trying to settle into my old life at home, but a loneliness had fallen onto my shoulders again. What was I going to do now. No special man in my life and no idea where my future would end up.

I reconnected with all my friends that still lived in town. We did some partying and just hung out, but no one ever brought up my relationship with Rick. Everyone that knew him also felt the loss of a good man and friend. I told them it was ok to talk about him and that I have learned to let my past fade and was now trying to figure out what was next in my future.

It was a couple of weeks being home, that one day, I decided to go shopping downtown for some small items. I went to the pharmacy and entered, hearing the door chime ring in the back office. While I was browsing the shelves, I could hear some cursing from the office and wondered what was happening. Mr.Brown called out he'd be there in a minute and I told him that was ok. Finally a few minutes later he came out to the counter and said,

"Oh. Hi Robyn, how are you?"

"I fine Mr. Sparks. How are you? It sounds like you have a problem back there."

"Yes, my computer has been hacked and I can't finish my invoices for the month. I'll have to call a geek company to fix it I guess."

"Maybe I can help? I just finished my computer courses and can maybe fix it"

"That would be great, come on into my office."

I went around the counter and entered his cluttered office and sat at his desk. His system was on and I quickly found what he was talking about. The virus was one of those that demanded money to unlock his files and I knew how to back track this type of problem, but I needed my program from home.

"Well Mr. Sparks, I'm sure I can fix your problem, but I have to go home and get something that should work and I'll be back soon."

We went back out to the counter and I opened my wallet to pay for my purchases until he waved off my money, saying it was his pleasure if I could straighten out his problems. I ran home and down loaded my newest program on a memory stick and hurried back to the pharmacy. He had some customers and just let me go back to the office to work. I turned off his broken system and inserted my stick before I rebooted the home screen for his system. When it re-booted, my program began to work, quickly erasing the problems from his hard drive before the home screen came on and then my secret anti strike program kicked in and sent my own version of a virus back into the original intruders, hoping it would kill future spam from affecting millions of others around the world. A few minutes later, Mr. Sparks came in and asked how everything was going. I showed his home screen and that all his file were still there so everything was back to normal. Finally a new app showed up, it was my own design called STRIKE and I told him to leave the stick in and it would protect his computer from now on.

"Robyn, that's so fantastic and you fixed it so fast. What do I owe you?"

"My pleasure Mr. Sparks since you were nice enough to give me my shopping supplies."

"No, no. I would have had to pay alot more than that. Hear, take this and don't say no, please."

He handed me $100. and I started to protest until he told me it was just a tax write off and I would just have to give him a receipt. I pocketed the money and thanked him before I left, happy my program really worked. I left and went down the street to stand at the cross corner, watching the bistro were Rick and I had first met. My eyes started to water as I turned to slowly wander home, sadly lost in my thoughts of him and our time together. (WHY! WHY! WHY!!)

A few days later, Mr. Sparks called and said he had a friend that was having problems with her computer and was wondering if I could go and see if I could fix it. I didn't have anything planned for the day so I agreed to his request. After getting the contact info, I called and asked what time was good to come over. I knew this person, she was a friend of Mom's. Her name was Karen and she lived on the other side of town. Dressing in some casual clothes and not forgetting another of my memory sticks, I walked over to her house and was greeted at the front door. She invited me in, asking how mom and I were doing and then offering tea and a bite to eat. I accepted her offer of tea as she lead me to her study where her computer was on the desk. I looked at the screen and saw the same hack that wanted money, so I shut the system down and re-booted it with my stick inserted. In a matter of minutes, everything bad had been erased and her computer was running perfectly. We sat and chatted for awhile until the subject of Rick came up and how sorry she was for my loss. My eyes moistened as I grabbed a tissue, dabbing them until I felt her arms holding me in a comforting hug.

"I'm sorry Robyn, I didn't mean to upset you. You are such a beautiful girl and the world is a big place, I'm sure there will be someone else that will make you happy. So, how much do I owe you? Mr.Sparks said you would probably decline payment but I didn't want anyone I didn't know come fix it so I'll give you $100. like Mr. Sparks paid you. And please don't say no!"

I pocketed her money with many thanks and left with a promise to visit again. Strolling downtown to head home, I passed the only dress shop in town. Glancing in the display window, I saw the most beautiful dress with a price tag that my $100. could afford. Hesitant at first because I didn't have a need or reason to buy it, I continued to stare at it for some time before my feet seemed to have a mind of their own as I entered the store. Milly the owner recognized me as I turned to look at the dress, wondering if was my size.

"Hi Robyn, how are you?"

"I'm fine thank you. I just saw your dress in the window and was wondering if I could try it on?"

"No problem, I'm sure it will fit and you'll look amazing in it. Just go back to the dressing rooms while I get it off the mannequin."

I stripped to my bra and panties, excited about my impulse to buy something so exquisite and wanted to show Rick how I looked. (Fuck, fuck, stop it. I know he would have loved me in the dress, but now... I wouldn't be able to have him hold me and tell how great I looked.) A minute later Milly handed me the soft silky red and black striped dress and I hesitated, trying to stop the tears that always seemed to creep into my eyes when I thought of him. Taking a deep breath, I stepped into the luscious fabric and pulled it up my smooth legs, enjoying the feeling of dressing again in something so sexy and beautiful. The zipper was a little hard to reach so I called to Milly for some help. She came in and pulled me together, complimenting me how beautiful I looked and it fit so well. She teased me saying she was sure that men were going to chase me all over town. I laughed along with her as we tugged and made sure everything was aligned. The flowing dress was just above my knees and the bodice snugged perfectly around my boobs and waist. I could twirl and let the skirt rise high enough to flash a lot of skin and I knew what she was saying about turning men on.

"OH Milly, I love it. I'll take it."

"That's great honey, you're probably the only one I know that would fit it anyways., It's been in the store for awhile, so I'll give you a discount when you're ready."

I changed back to my regular clothes and when I went to pay, she discounted the dress enough that I still had some cash left over. After wrapping it and saying thanks, my spirit had brightened with the summer sun as I walked home. I didn't show Mom the dress, it was something I would save like a bottle of champagne and wear it when I thought the time was right.

By the end of summer, my STRIKE computer fix had spread around so much that I seemed to have calls everyday and was getting quite a bit of money for my program. After talking to Mom about it and with her infinite wisdom, came up with the idea of starting a business and producing my product to sell on the internet. I sat back and looked at her, wondering why I hadn't thought of that before.

So here I am, a couple of years later sitting at my office desk, recollecting how I got here with Mom's help. I now was the owner, boss of a small company that produced my product and sales on the net were starting to overwhelm the small staff I needed to keep up with the demand. I kept up with the needed updates to keep my customers safe from attack. (I even charged for these since my customers knew they were needed.) All my employees were great at their jobs and I had little to do other than signing their large paychecks. I had grossed over a million dollars last year and had been mentioned in some magazines as one of the newest, fastest growing companies in the country.

For me, life was good, except for my personal life. I hadn't been out man hunting and only hung out with my staff who were my family. We partied often with them treating me just as a regular girl in our group, everyone having heard my lost love story. To them, I was just another girl in their party and not the boss who was stuck up and ignored their employees. I wasn't pushed by any of them into any kind of a relationship and I just laughed along with the girls when we talked about men and how women had to deal with them. Bill was the last man I played with and these yearnings for some intimate loving had faded as worked consumed me with no time left for my sexual needs. (OH WELL!)

Another year went by quickly and my business was again swamped with orders when my product was voted best new computer program to buy. I hired more people to attack the pile of orders and soon had everything under control. I treated everyone once a month to dinner and some partying which made them all the more loyal to me and the company. Things were going great, yet still my personal yearnings were getting frustrated for something new and exciting. (Should I just go out and prostitute myself so I can get some? LOL) I hadn't taken any time off in those years of building up my company and I just couldn't leave work in case something went wrong. I did had an assistant, (Carla) that could run the office and fix most problems, but I was still a hands on boss and leaving work wasn't an option for me.

One day, Carla tapped on my office door and told me I had a visitor. I hadn't remember having an appointment with anyone, asking her who it was? She just smiled and said,

"I'm sure you will want to meet him. He just showed up and is waiting out front."

My curiosity was peeked by the big smile she had on her face, so I said,

"OK, give me a minute and let him in." I went to the mirror on the wall and checked my looks, fingering my now long blond streaked hair from my face. Checking my conservative attire, I smoothed my tight skirt and made sure my cleavage was appropriate for meeting a stranger and signalled Carla to bring him to my office.