The Law of Attraction Ch. 06

This story is a transsexual fantasy.

Before reading this chapter I highly recommend that you read chapters 1 to 5.

The first four chapters of this tale were told from the prospective of James/Jamie who started out as a shy cross dresser.

This is the second chapter to be told by Ashley a hard core lesbian who becomes attracted and eventually falls in love with Jamie, the feminine side of James.

The main plot device around which the whole tale is built is Deblock therapy, a therapy that unlocks the full power of the human mind and allows 'The Law of Attraction' to fulfill people's deepest desires, in this case allowing the physical transformation of a man to a woman......

"Imagine starting to believe in yourself and your infinite possibilities. Imagine believing you deserve everything you want out of life. Imagine getting everything you want out of life.

Once you apply the 'Law of Attraction' everything is possible."

My name is Ashley, and I am an orphan who lost my parents at a very early age. I did not fare well in the state adoption and fell into the hands of a very cruel pedophile who sexually abused myself and other children both girls and boys.

The result of the cruel abuses of this man was that I grew up hating and fearing men. Also by natural inclination I was attracted to women anyway.

For some reason however I was not successful in my relationships with women, the only exception being my long time friend and lover Jackie who was bisexual. Jackie however had always honestly told me that her ultimate desire was to find a man who she could settle down and have children with.

It was when Jackie, who had been sharing an apartment with me, finally met the man of her dreams, Jeff, and moved out to live with him, that I ended up having to find a new person to share the apartment with me.

After a long period of trying to find a co-sharer and having one woman steal from me and having a disastrous relationship with another woman, I finally on impulse and against my better judgment, I decided to try sharing my apartment with a man, James.

Despite my fear and hatred of men, I finally justified my decision to share with James because he was physically weak and could be described as the type of man who couldn't hurt a fly. Another plus I thought was that there was no chance of me getting into another of my disastrous relationships with 'him'.

Over time against my expectations I formed a close friendship with James, I think a lot of it had to do with the fact that he was so non-threatening and seemed to think more like a woman than a man. Then finding that James was a cross dresser I started to become attracted to the feminine side of him calling him Jamie in my mind and wanting to see him dressed.

Things came to a head when I was dumped by a young woman that I was having a relationship with. I turned to James for consolation making him dress for me and later helped him to dress as a woman. I found that James was starting to look better in female form than even I had anticipated and the more I helped him to dress and act as a woman in private the more I obsessed over the idea of him needing to become a woman.

Then I stumbled upon deblock therapy which allowed people to become aligned with their subconscious desires and paid for a course for James, in my own mind believing that this would allow him/her to become a woman, and as James/Jamie was becoming more female every day I entered into a full blown relationship with her except that I would not do anything with her dick.

After this we had a nightly threesome with Jackie while Jeff was out of town and Jackie being bisexual sucked Jamie's dick for the first time. Later on Jeff's return we all met up together and had a night of sex where Jackie asked Jamie to fuck her. The night culminated with Jeff cumming on Jamie's tits and Jackie licking them clean.

Strangely I began to harbor the idea of wanting to feel Jamie's 'female' dick inside me.

While I had begun to contemplate the idea of Jamie's girly dick inside me however I was a long way from actually believing it would ever happen. Looking back on it this was probably a result of my childhood at the hands of a pedophile.

After the 2 wonderful weeks which Jamie and I had spent with my friend Jackie, one week after Jackie had moved out I was already missing her. Don't get me wrong Jamie gave the most incredible head and I couldn't get enough of sucking her beautiful tits which were now larger than mine, but a woman like me always wants a pussy to play with, and I suspected that Jamie was missing all the attention that Jackie had paid to her dick.

While I was thinking about missing Jackie and missing pussy I suddenly remembered Jamie's gallery owner friend Annabel and the way she had implored me to give her a call, shoving a piece of paper with her telephone number into my hand. Annabel was a very attractive woman and I liked her take charge attitude and there was no mistaking the lust in her eyes when she looked at me.

So I picked up the phone and called Annabel and was glad to hear Annabel's eager response to my voice, "You made me really horny when you came to pick up James that day." This woman didn't beat around the bush.

"Did I", I replied, innocently.

"You know you did", Annabel countered.

"Look I have a proposition for you but I don't want to talk about it on the phone", she continued.

"Well why don't you come over to my apartment and tell me about it", I said, hoping I would get some action that night.

So I explained to Annabel how to get to the apartment and within 30 minutes she was at my door.

When Annabel arrived at my door looking all sophisticated in black lycra leggings, and top with a black leather jacket and black leather boots with 5 inch heels, I got wet just looking at her. This woman certainly had style and I couldn't stop myself imagining eating out her tight cunt.

I poured us each a glass of white wine, and after a little small talk Annabel quickly got round to her proposition.

"The truth is I just broke up with my boyfriend of a few months," Annabel said, "I loved his masculine ways, but the truth is that he was too full of himself.

As it happens I had been reminiscing about some of my explorations with the female sex in high school and was curious about getting it on with women as a change so to speak. The thing is though, I crave cock, and couldn't imagine a night of sex without having a fat juicy cock in my cunt."

"Hmmm... ", I said, "I guess you've have a bit of a dilemma then."

"Indeed... ", replied Annabel, "but then I got to thinking about James.

Lately he has been painting some very feminine art and he seems to look more female every day. He always was a bit effeminate, always thought more like a woman, but now he seems more like a woman than a man. I mean the way he walks and speaks, his gestures, his ear rings and long hair, goddamit, he even appears to be growing breasts.

To be honest I have often thought about pinching his shapely ass or undoing his ponytail and running my hands through his luxurious locks."

"Anyway," Annabel continued, "I was thinking about suggesting that I feminize James, he seems to be more than half way there already, because I think that his art looks as if it was produced by a woman and a pretty woman artist would be a good promotion point for his work.

As I thought about this I saw the opportunity also to have a relationship with a 'female' and still get cock, but I still wanted to experience playing with a pussy. When you arrived to pick up James, everything fell into place for me, I could tell by the look in your eyes that you were lusting after me."

"So... " Annabel finished dramatically, "how about it, we feminize James and have a three way relationship, that way everybody's a winner, I get cock and an opportunity to explore my bi side, you get pussy, and James gets to dip his, or should I say her wick."

"You seem to be very sure of yourself," I said, trying to tease her a little, in reality I couldn't wait to put my tongue deep inside her pussy.

"I'm a good judge of what people want, that's what makes me a successful art promoter." Annabel replied, "So how about it?"

"I'm in," I replied.

"So all we need to do is persuade James to let himself be feminized," Annabel said.

"Oh, I don't think that that will be a problem." I replied, trying to suppress a snigger.

Just at that moment Jamie arrived back from her shift as a waitress still in her waitress clothes, and I went to the door to I let her in. Jamie looked a bit nervous when she saw Annabel, Annabel of course had never seen Jamie in female clothes and makeup. Suddenly I remembered that Jamie as James had been out on a couple of dates with Annabel, but now Annabel would never see him/her in the same light again, somehow the idea turned me on.

As I introduced Jamie to Annabel it was obvious that she had no idea that it was (or should I say had been) James. Now I was trying very hard to contain my laughter.

I said to Annabel, "Of course you know Jamie already."

"I do?" Annabel replied.

"Well you see her regularly about her art work," I said unable to keep the laughter out of my voice.

Now Annabel took a closer look at Jamie and suddenly it clicked.

"James?" she said hesitantly, "Christ, you're beautiful."

I then said, "It's funny, Annabel came here with 2 proposals for me:

1.That I help feminize so you can promote yourself as a female artist

2. That you in your feminized form and I become her lesbian lovers"

"As for the first," I said, "I think that you would agree Annabel that the task has been accomplished?"

"Fuck yes," said Ashley, "she literally takes my breath away."

"As for the second," I continued, "Well Annabel needs a cock and I need pussy, and I am sure you would not say no to getting sucked and fucked Jamie."

Annabel then went on to explain to Jamie what we had been talking about before she arrived. She finally ended by saying that she had begun to think that Jamie would look good as a woman but never expected the beautiful woman who now stood in front of her.

I felt a surge of pride as Annabel said this, complimenting 'my Jamie' in this way. I went on to say, "You haven't seen the best of it yet, wait till you see Jamie naked."

Soon we were in my bedroom, and Annabel and I quickly tripped off, I was eager for pussy and my eyes quickly honed in on Annabel's juicy snatch. I was soaking wet just imagining putting my tongue deep inside her.

Annabel's eyes were glued to Jamie as she removed her clothes, and when Jamie revealed her tits it blew Annabel's mind saying "OH FUCK, THEYRE REAL."

"Yes her tits are 100% girl." I said proudly, "Nice aren't they?"

"Nice!" Annabel responded, "They're fucking fantastic."

With an amused giggle, I said, "You want a taste?"

"Fuck yes," replied Annabel, "just let me at em."

It was a big turn on for me to see Annabel roughly push Jamie back on the bed and take one of Jamie's tits in her mouth. I loved showing Jamie off to other women, I think because it confirmed in my mind just how far Jamie had progressed in becoming a woman, god damn her Jamie's tits were bigger than mine now.

I also got off on the idea that Annabel had once dated Jamie as a man, there was no way that she could think of Jamie as a man anymore, even as she took Jamie's now rock hard dick in her hand.

Once again I found myself secretly being turned on by Jamie's smooth dick, it was a beautiful girly dick I thought to myself, and even as I had this thought, I pushed it to the back of my mind. What was I thinking, I thought to myself. What kind of lesbian was I?

As Annabel suckled on one tit I greedily took the other in my mouth first teasing Jamie's nipple and then steadily increasing the suction. The soft supple flesh felt incredible in my mouth and I thought to myself as I had many times before that it would have been a crying shame if Jamie had never grown tits.

Now Annabel suddenly let go of Jamie's dick and stopped sucking her nipple and she assumed the doggie position commanding Jamie to fuck her while roughly pulling my pussy up to her mouth. Annabel's dominant behavior was really turning me on and I cried out as her stiff tongue entered my pussy.

Suddenly Annabel's stimulation of my pussy became more intense as Jamie pushed right inside her and she only broke for a moment to command Jamie to grab her tit as Jamie fucked her. It was obvious to me that being fucked by Jamie meant that her eating out of my pussy so much more intense.

It was clear that this woman clearly loved cock and by the passionate way that she was eating me out it became clear that she was also beginning to love eating pussy.

Again the thought came into my mind that I suddenly wanted to be fucked by Jamie, it didn't matter that it was a cock I told myself, it was on a girl and besides I had had many dildos inside me. Again I had to push the thought to the back of my mind.

I came five times that night under Annabel's eager tongue and by the sound of it Annabel must have come six times from having Jamie's dick in her before Jamie finally shot her load. Finally we all fell asleep exhausted from so much physical activity.

The following night I just had to get my tongue inside Annabel's juicy pussy and I got her to spread her legs on the bed in front of me while I lovingly licked her clit with the tip of my tongue then as she started to cum with an shuddering orgasm I thrust my tongue deep inside her stabbing at the center of her pleasure and tasting her cum.

At the same time I thrust my ass in the air as I went down on Annabel and had Jamie lick my cunt from behind. As I brought Annabel to one shuddering orgasm after another I had a number of intense orgasms myself under Jamie's talented tongue.

After a while Annabel had to stop for a breather, panting she said, "WOW, I've never had such intense orgasms from being eaten out before, and I've been eaten out by some very experienced guys."

"Welcome to the Joys of lesbian sex." I said proudly.

Then suddenly Annabel said, "What about Jamie, how good is she?"

"Oh, Jamie is very good," I replied, "the only woman I know who is as good at giving head as Jamie is my friend Jackie, amazing really given that Jamie has only been doing it for a short time, but then again she is a very eager learner and has been taught by the best."

I continued, "But don't take my word for it, find out for yourself, as long as you promise to do me while she does you."

"Deal," said Annabel, "but I feel like such an amateur compared with such accomplished tongues."

"Don't worry," I said, "you're a natural, and what you lack in experience you make up for in enthusiasm as long as you have something inside your pussy, and Jamie's tongue is delicious.

So it was that I sat my dripping pussy on Annabel's face while Jamie went to work on eating her out.

Annabel said, "Oh... FUCK YESSS...." before going to work on my pussy.

Again I felt proud of my Jamie, as she brought Annabel to orgasm 7 times while, in her enthusiasm, Annabel made me cum 4 times. Then as we stopped to draw our breaths after another hot session, I said, "Well Annabel?"

"Well Jamie is definitely no longer James," Annabel replied, "she eats pussy just like a girl, a very very good girl." This last was in a very sultry tone.

I noticed, that Jamie seemed a little warn out and this was confirmed when she asked if we were calling it a night, but Annabel was having none of it.

"What," she cried in consternation, "but I haven't had your lovely cock in my pussy yet, and that was the agreement, I get cock every night while we are in this relationship."

So Annabel sucked off Jamie for a little while to get her nice and hard before laying her on her back and mounting her cowgirl style, taking Jamie's stiff girly dick inside her.

I sat on Jamie's face feeling her caress the lips of my pussy with her tongue, while I concentrated on snogging Annabel, our nipples rubbing against each other as we kissed. We cried our ecstasy into each other's mouths as we kissed.

At times like this I felt like I was in heaven as Jamie's wonderful tongue took me to ever higher heights of physical pleasure I was becoming addicted to her wonderful tongue.

One evening Jamie had to work a late shift at the restaurant and Annabel and I were doing some heavy petting and sometimes talking while we waited for Jamie.

"You really want to experience Jamie's cock inside you don't you?" Annabel said suddenly.

Taken aback I just stared at her in astonishment.

"Don't say you haven't thought about it. I see the way you look at her dick when you think nobody is watching you. I see how it turns you on when she fucks me." Annabel continued. "I mean I know you are a lesbian and all, but you have to admit that it looks such a girly cock on Jamie.

To try to explain myself a little I told Annabel a little about my abusive childhood and how I had been repeatedly buggered by a man in authority.

"Oh my darling I am so sorry." Annabel said, "Nobody should ever go through something like that, but can I ask you a question?"

"Yes," I replied.

"Do you feel safe with Jamie?"

"Yes," I replied, suddenly feeling full of love for my Jamie, "safer than I have felt with anybody in my life." I said with conviction.

"It's just, that Jamie has the best cock I have ever experienced and she understands just what a woman wants. When she is inside you, you feel filled and loved and internally caressed."

She continued, "I love you girl, and I just don't want you to miss out on something so wonderful. Just think about it, that's all."

Finally after weeks of rehearsal the play that I was acting in opened on Broadway. The play was entitled 'Love and all that' about a group of friends growing up in LA, and I was one of the supporting actresses. Reviews for the play were good and I was happy to see myself described as 'an up and coming actress' in the entertainment press.

The play was doing so well that there was talk of extending for another season, so I was not surprised when I was offered a $25,000 retainer to appear in a second run. So returning to our apartment I was in a mood to celebrate with a $25,000 check in my hand.

When I entered our apartment however my mood was suddenly dampened on seeing Jamie in male clothes, the truth was that my Jamie did not play butch well.

I'm ashamed to say that I lost my rag a bit saying, "What the fuck are you doing at home dressed as a guy, you know how I love to see my pretty Jamie dressed in pretty skirts and dresses, or at least in a pretty top and Capri pants."

"I'm sorry," Jamie replied, trying to apologize, "I didn't expect you to get back so soon, so I didn't get ready for you."

Then I started crying, "I just don't see why you feel the need to dress yourself like a guy, when you don't even have the body for it."

Now I was really pissed, "I mean look at this," I said grabbing her luxurious tit hard, "guys don't have beautiful tits like this, or this shapely ass," I said, giving her ass a hard squeeze, "and as for your soft pretty face," I continued, "well it's just a joke trying to cover yourself up like you were a guy."

Now suddenly I felt the desire to make her see how ridiculous she looked, dressed as she was.

I sniggered in a malevolent sounding way, "for Christ's sake, look at yourself in a mirror and get real. Now I am going to fix something for us to eat, and when I am done I expect to see you in more appropriate attire."

As I went down stairs to prepare the food, I heard Jamie gently sobbing and in that moment my heart went out to her and I felt the urge to go and comfort her, but I was still mad at her for being dressed like crap, particularly when I was in a mood to celebrate with her.