I have never been with a man. I am not attracted to men. For a long time, I have wanted to suck a cock. I recently decided to make that happen and put an ad on CL explaining my situation. I set something up with another first timer - but he chickened out. I tried a second time with the same result. Perhaps CL is not the place to find what I was looking for.
Anyhow - that experience pushed me back into the "keep it a fantasy" zone. I'll stay here for a while.
location
Chicago