pummel187

I am single and have been for 15 years (give or take), I had three relationships in my life the last one ended 15 years ago. I have not dated in the same amount of time, neither have I had any relations with a woman in 15 years. You may be thinking to yourself BULLSHIT but I assure you that I am 100% truthful with what I have typed here. I am not ugly actually I have been told that I am very handsome (6ft. 3in. tall 200lbs. short brown hair) I do not say these things to brag or to make myself more desirable, no I say this because people in general when hearing that I have been single all those years come up with the meanest reasons why I must be single. I was a front man for an early 2000's hardcore band.. I read the stories here when I feel lonely or I just want to feel love again, even though it is not real. I am shocked by what turns people on these days such as cuckold or wife sharing! I do not understand this.. it would break my heart to see my best friend (wife or girlfriend) give herself to another... this is why I remain single to this day, I had my heart and mind shattered one too many times.. I know I am rambling, I just don't know what to say