Bid Me Adieu

Whenever that I tried to sleep
And whenever that I tried to dream
It choked me so hard that I
Couldn't even find the voice to scream

But then that I closed my eyes
And then that I saw you,
Believe me, my nightmares,
All of them, bid me adieu

Why did I have to feel so detached,
And second guess everything that I do
And why did I have to be all over the place
When -- do or do not -- choices were just two

But then that I closed my eyes
And then that I saw you,
Believe me, my confusion,
All of it, bid me adieu

The stronger I tried to be
The weaker it made my resolve
Regressive so much it made me feel
As if I was never meant to ever evolve

But then that I closed my eyes
And then that I saw you,
Believe me, my perpetual agony,
All of it, bid me aideu

Deducing the worse to assume the worst
And constructing with it: a bad rhyme
Living in the past and living in the future,
I felt dreadful of what ifs all damned time

But then that I closed my eyes
And then that I saw you,
Believe me, my fears,
All of them, bid me adieu

Finding the words was hard
Thinking what they'd convey: even more
Even finding the will became difficult,
And felt as if it never existed ever before

But then that I closed my eyes
And then that I saw you,
Believe me, my writer's block,
All of it, bid me adieu