Things I wonder.

When did you last masturbate, I wonder?
In the quiet of the night, when lightning and thunder
Raged outside, did you find solace in your touch?
Did you explore your body, did you crave it so much?

Did you orgasm, did it take your breath away?
Did your body shake and squirm, in the most sensual way?
Did you moan so loud, in ecstasy's embrace?
Did you feel alive, in that sacred space?

Did you soak the sheets with your essence?
As you embraced your own divinity, in complete presence,
Did you only do it once, or over and over again?
Did you delve deeper, until all your desires were slain?

In those moments, who was in your mind?
Was it me, the one you yearned to find?
Because it was you, I thought of when I jerked
My hard cock, until my pleasure was worked

Over and over again, I rode the waves of lust,
As I thought of you, my passion I did entrust.
To my own hands, and my own body,
As I released all thoughts, and became wild and free.

In that moment, there was no one else,
Just the pounding of my heart, and my own pulsing pulse.
In that moment, I was consumed,
By the fire within, my inhibitions entombed.

And as I came, over and over anew,
It was you I saw, in all that I do.
For you ignite a fire, deep within my soul,
And it's in moments like these, that I feel truly whole.

So when did you last masturbate, my dear?
Did you surrender to your own desires, without fear?
For in those moments, you are truly divine,
And it's in those moments, that I wish you were mine.