A Sailing Honeymoon Ch. 12

Chapter 12.

Loss For Words

Anna

(I've never been so confused about my feelings. I know this is all too much, too fast, for Roy. Yet, I feel a deeper love and respect for him than I thought possible.)

Eventually, I cried myself out, sat up, and looked around the empty room. Everything seemed off without Roy here, and I felt so lonely, but I was determined to give him the space he needed. I just prayed that he would come around soon because I wasn't sure how much more of this I could take.

I went to the bathroom to clean up my raccoon eyes and began to laugh about Roy's raccoon joke as I wiped off my mascara, but that only made me miss him even more. Then I turned to toss the makeup wipe in the wastebasket and wanted to cry all over again.

Roy had thrown his new shirt and shorts in the trash, and my cum-soaked pink lace panties were still in his shirt pocket. I couldn't believe I didn't notice them before, but I was pretty out of it.

I knew I could have put everything in the dirty garments bag for the ship's complimentary laundry service. But then, I just couldn't imagine someone else handwashing my cum soaked panties and decided there was no point in crying over spilled cum. I fished my cum smeared panties and Roy's clothes out of the wastebasket, rounded up my matching tropical print dress, stripped, and jumped in the shower. Then I thoroughly washed and rinsed everything out, hung them up to dry, and went to get dressed.

I stared at the small desk and thought about looking for his journal. But, on second thought, maybe I didn't want to know what Roy had written about me. Then it dawned on me that Becky's picture was gone, and I panicked until I saw the colorful crumpled-up ball of paper in the small wastebasket next to the desk.

I picked her picture out of the trash, and tears ran down my cheeks as I carefully opened and smoothed it out the best I could. I was glad housekeeping hadn't emptied the trash when they changed the bedding as I placed her picture under the fancy heavy leather desk pad to help press out the wrinkles. I could only imagine how upset Roy must have been to throw away such a precious memento, and I was balling my eyes out when my phone chirped with a text.

I prayed it was Roy as I ran to the nightstand, but it was just Terra.

"Are you hungry, my pet? No, not for my sweet pussy! Though, that is always on the dessert menu. But seriously, I know your hubby is still off-pouting. So I'll swing by your room around seven, and we can grab a little something at Sammy's. My treat."

Terra ended her text with a classic smile emoji.

What the hell is wrong with me? One minute I'm crying my eyes out over a precious gift from a sweet innocent little girl, and the next, my pussy is wet and quivering, thinking about being with Terra. Being her pet. Being her property. Then I began to panic. I needed to get my makeup on. What would I wear? Oh God, she will be here in less than ten minutes. But then, I just collapsed onto the bed and incoherently wept as my world crashed down around me.

I had no idea how long I'd been blubbering when I heard the door lock trigger. I hoped it was Roy as I lifted my head. But then, Terra came through the door, and I buried my face back into the bedspread and cried some more. She rushed to the bed, sat beside me, and ran her fingers through my hair, just like Roy, but it wasn't the same. I wanted Roy. I wanted my husband back!

"There, there... Just let it go, my pet. Your hubby will come back. You'll see," Terra whispered in my ear.

Then she pulled my hair aside and softly kissed the back of my neck. Her kiss sent a shudder through my body, and I hated her for it. No, I hated myself for it. Then she kissed my shoulder, and another wave of passion coursed through me.

Oh, God! What's wrong with me, I thought. Then Terra straddled my legs and slowly trailed soft wet kisses down my back as she ran her fingers through my hair. Part of me wanted her to go away and leave me alone, but by the time she got to the small of my back, I was a hot mess.

Terra slid her fingers out of my hair and kneaded my ass as she kissed my tailbone. Then she put a knee between mine and spread my legs as she spread my ass cheeks and slowly ran her tongue into the crack of my ass. I knew what she was about to do, and my pussy became a dripping wet, quivering cunt as she put her other knee between mine and pushed my legs further apart.

Shock waves of anticipation shot through my whole body as Terra inched closer and closer to my asshole with every flick of her tongue. Then she spread my sphincter open with her thumbs and lightly ran the tip of her tongue around the rim.

"Ohhh, my fuckin' Goddd!" I moaned out through clenched teeth.

Terra pulled away and let me writhe in anticipation for what felt like an eternity. Then she plunged her tongue deep into my ass and wiggled it with wild abandon. I moaned out unintelligible gibberish and ground my ass against her probing tongue as Terra moved her thumbs down and spread my hot needy cunt wide open. Then she shoved three fingers deep inside me and aggressively stroked my G-spot as she deeply fucked my ass with her exceptionally long tongue.

I was on a crazy train to the top of the mountain when I flew off the tracks into oblivion and cried out in ecstasy as I soaked the bedding the maid replaced that afternoon. After my screaming moans died down to quiet babbling, Terra pulled her fingers out of my still-spasming cunt and gently ran her hands over my ass cheeks.

"That was beautiful, my pet," She said as I uncontrollably shuddered and twitched in a state of nirvana.

I tried to say, "Thank you, Mistress!" But all that came out was broken mumbled gibberish as Terra gently caressed and kneaded my ass.

Then she lifted a hand, and a second later, it came down with a loud "crack" on my ass! I howled out in pain as I spun my head with fire in my eyes. My state of nirvana shattered. Terra just grinned at me. She knew that as pissed as I was, she had me under her thumb, and I would bend to her will.

"It's okay, my pet. I know you're not into pain, but I just love that deep passionate fire in your eyes, and you are so beautiful when you're angry!" Terra purred. "Now, let's get you dressed and get some dinner," she stated matter-of-factly.

And there it was; I was safe under her wing and felt an overwhelming need to please her. In fact, I wanted to flip Terra over on the bed, tear off her shorts, and attack her surely dripping wet cunt! But I could tell she was serious about me getting dressed and going to dinner, and besides, I knew what was on the dessert menu!

She climbed off the bed and helped me up. Then I looked at the huge wet spot and blushed.

Terra kissed my cheek. "It's okay, my pet. I'll take care of it," she assured me with a gentle smile.

Then she pulled out her phone, tapped out a quick text, and I gave her a questioning look.

"The bedding will be changed before we get back from dinner," she confirmed.

"Um, you might want to wait on that. I haven't had my dessert yet!" I replied with a naughty smile.

"You are so precious," Terra exclaimed as she caressed my face.

Then she wandered over to the suitcases.

"So, what did my suburban goddess pack for two weeks of fun in the sun with her hubby?" She inquired.

"Well, I was thinking about wearing one of the new outfits I got on Cozumel," I replied, hoping that would please Terra.

"Oh, I'm sure you bought some new outfits just for this special occasion. Let's see what we can find," Terra said as she gestured toward the suitcases.

"Well, I did buy a few new things," I replied, and opened my just-in-case suitcase with all the special occasion items I had packed.

She poked around until something caught her eye.

"And what do we have here, my naughty little missy," Terra playfully chided as she held up a short red plaid school-girl play skirt.

"Um... Well, that was supposed to be a surprise for Roy. But, to be honest, I forgot it was in there," I confessed.

I was strangely embarrassed about the skirt and suddenly conflicted about some of the more important things I had conveniently forgotten: like my marriage vows!

"Well, I think it's perfect. Now, where is the little white blouse? And let's find some heels that will really make it pop!" Terra giddily said as she tossed the skirt on the bed and began to dig for the blouse.

She quickly found the long-sleeve, long-tailed, practically see-through white blouse and a pair of black four-inch pumps. Then she dug around and found the white stockings.

"Oh, you're so naughty! I Love it! Now, we just need one final touch. Ah-yes, these are perfect!" Terra exclaimed as she pulled out a pair of bikini-cut white cotton panties and laid everything out on the bed.

"Okay, let's get your makeup on and get you dressed. I don't want to keep my little brother waiting," Terra said as she urged me toward the bathroom.

"Little brother?" I curiously inquired.

If my suspicion was correct, it would explain some things.

"Well, he's not blood. But in some ways, we are closer than brother and sister. I was eleven, and Todd was eight when I took him under my wing," Terra wistfully replied.

I had sensed the deep bond between them. Yet, something about the way they touched and communicated without talking made me think they were much more than lovers.

"Hmm... That does explain some things," I insinuated as I applied my makeup.

"It's a long story, but the short of it is... We were just a paycheck for the shit bags that fostered us, and I've always looked out for Todd," Terra stated with fierce passion.

"I can tell he looks out for you too!" I replied.

"He'd better! Or I'll kick his big dumb-ass," Terra chuckled with deep love in her voice.

I got the sense Todd would rip the head off anyone who laid a hand on Terra. But then, I was pretty sure she could fend for herself, and I could understand why he was so fiercely loyal, considering how I felt about being under her wing after only a few days.

"Here... Just a bit more blush... And--a touch more eyeshadow... Yeah, that's better! Now. Let's get you dressed and get going, my pet," Terra purred as she swatted my butt.

I slipped on my little white panties and sat on the bed while Terra helped me roll on and pull up the thigh-high white stockings. Then I stood, shimmied into the skirt, and stepped into the black patent leather pumps. Terra helped me into the blouse. But she didn't bother with the buttons and simply tied the long tails up tight under my tits.

Before meeting Terra, I would have been mortified to go out in public dressed like this, even on Halloween. But the truth was, I would crawl behind her naked on a dog leash if she wanted me to!

"Well?" I asked as I spun and flared out my naughty schoolgirl skirt to show off my little white panties!

"Almost perfect," Terra replied.

Then she reached into my open blouse, squeezed my tits together until my nipples almost touched, and greedily sucked them deep into her mouth. My knees tried to buckle at the sudden unexpected rush of pleasure. Then Terra looked up into my eyes and lightly bit down on my nipples. I have never liked pain and have always hated having my nipples bitten. But as she slowly increased the pressure and teased the tips of my nipples with her tongue, I couldn't deny I liked the jolting shock waves of painful pleasure shooting through my body.

"Ow-ow-ow, ok-ok-ok... Okayyyy!" I cried out.

Terra stopped applying more pressure but didn't let go as the heat in her eyes went straight to my cunt. Then I saw a mischievous smile fill her cheeks as she bit down hard and quickly released my nipples.

"OOOW! Damn you," I involuntarily hollered, then suddenly felt like a disobedient schoolgirl as I dropped my head in shame.

Terra lifted my chin and gently caressed my face. "It's okay, my pet. You're still learning, and I know you tried earlier. But now, you need to... Say-it!" She commanded.

How in the hell did she know that? I couldn't even make sense of the noises coming out of my mouth earlier.

"Thank you, mistress," I shyly whispered.

"Oh, you can do better than that," Terra declared as she pinched and twisted my nipples hard!

"THANK YOU, MISTRESS!" I cried out as I fought every fiber of my being not to bitch slap her; because, deep down, I knew that would be a bad idea.

Terra tucked my tits in and arranged them so that my throbbing erect nipples showed prominently through the thin white material of my blouse. Then she shooed me out the door and held her arm out like a proper gentlewoman. I wrapped my arm around hers, and we strutted to Sammy's with our heads held high.

Todd was taking in the panoramic view out on the deck, and a hush came over the patrons when we walked in. Then he turned to see why the place went quiet, and an ear-to-ear leering grin spread across his face as he took in my schoolgirl outfit. Obviously, Terra knew her little brother's tastes very well!

"What a pleasant surprise," Todd said as he stood to greet us.

I sat to his right, and Terra sat next to me.

"I really like naughty schoolgirls! Are you a naughty schoolgirl?" Todd facetiously asked as he leered at my tits and squeezed my knee.

"I could be," I coyly replied.

Terra squeezed my other knee, then they spread my legs and began to slowly run their hands up my inner thighs. Suddenly I felt very self-conscious as I glanced around and realized most of the leering patrons were from the impromptu orgy at Gullivers. Then a finger ran over the crotch of my little white cotton panties, and my focus quickly returned to Terra and Todd.

I couldn't tell whose finger it was. But I didn't want to look down and spoil the moment either. Then I felt fingers trace along the edges of my panties and brush over my pussy lips. My eyes fluttered shut as a needful shiver passed through me, and I suddenly didn't care what anyone thought as their fingers explored my little white cotton panties!

My eyes popped open when our waitress, Mary, cleared her throat, "What would you like to drink," she asked.

"Sweet Tea," I sputtered as Todd and Terra fingered my hot cunt under the table.

I struggled to keep a straight face, and I felt like a very naughty schoolgirl as Mary took our orders and tried to ignore what was happening right in front of her. Then my left hand found the huge bulge in Todd's shorts, and my right hand found the hot moist spot in Terra's crotch. By the time Mary walked away, my middle finger was buried in Terra's wet pussy, and I was slowly stroking Todd's thick cock as their fingers explored my wet cunt.

"My-my! You are a naughty schoolgirl," Terra exclaimed as she pulled her glistening fingers from my cunt and sucked them into her mouth.

Then Todd pulled his middle finger out and brought it to my mouth. I opened wide and lent forward to suck his finger, but he held it just out of reach.

"Mmmm!" I whined like a brat.

Todd thrust his hips against my slowly stroking hand, and I stroked his cock faster. Then he smiled and fed me his finger. I greedily sucked my tangy-sweet juices off his finger as I stroked him faster and rubbed Terra's clit harder. But then, Mary returned with our orders, and the under-table play was suspended.

I was torn as we ate. I really wanted to see Roy, and I wondered where he was and if he'd eaten anything. Yet, I was afraid he would walk in any minute and find me here with Terra and Todd, dressed like this. I knew it was silly to worry about him seeing me in my slutty schoolgirl outfit after everything he'd seen and done at Gullivers. But then, I just couldn't get his angry, hurt, disappointed glare out of my mind as I picked at my chicken salad.

"Hey, what's the matter, my pet?" Terra asked, sensing my malaise as she squeezed my forearm.

"I know you told me to let Roy be, but the last time I saw him, he was just so... angry... hurt... disappointed!" I replied.

"He'll come around. You'll see. But in the meantime, tell you what. I'll have Todd talk with him. Sometimes men like your hubby will open up to another guy who understands what he is going through," Terra said as she looked at Todd, and they did their silent communication thing.

"I don't know?" I replied, not sure if it would help or make things worse since Roy hated Todd. "But if you think it will help. I suppose it's worth a shot."

"Hey, don't worry, your pretty-little-head," Todd said. "I'll remind the schmuck he has a beautiful wife who loves him; in a guy-to-guy way," he chuckled with a wink.

Mary stopped by to see if we wanted dessert. Todd Patted his belly and declined with a shake of his head. Then she looked expectantly at Terra and me.

"No, thank you. We brought our own," Terra replied with a naughty lilt.

I couldn't help myself and began to snigger. Mary just rolled her eyes and walked away. Then Todd stood, helped us up, and extended his elbows. Terra and I each took an arm, and we walked out of Sammy's with every eye in the place on us.

As we strolled toward the room, Terra checked her phone. "Ah! Good. Your bed is ready," She announced.

"But what about dessert," I asked, implying the obvious!

"Oh, don't worry about that, my pet. I have the keys to the kingdom," Terra exclaimed with a sly smile as we walked past our room.

Then we stopped in front of the Gomezes' luxury stateroom, and she pulled out what looked like any other key card from her tight jogging shorts pocket, slipped it in the lock, and the door opened. That's when it dawned on me Terra had used that same master keycard to open our stateroom door; a couple of times.

"I thought it might be awkward if your Hubby came back to the room while we were having dessert," Terra sniggered as Todd motioned for me to enter, and they followed me in.

It was bigger than our stateroom, with two queen-sized beds. Then I peeked into the bathroom.

"Wow. This is a lot nicer than our room," I sarcastically exclaimed as I looked over the twin sinks and full-sized bathtub shower arrangement.

When I grabbed the door frame, and leaned into the bathroom to look around, I didn't think about my short plaid skirt. Well, not until Todd grabbed a handful of my exposed ass! Then I jumped and squealed, and Terra laughed hysterically at my reaction.

"The Gomezes took a flight out of Cozumel. So you can have this room if you want it," Todd offered as he continued to unapologetically grope my ass while Terra giggled and snorted.

Suddenly, Todd spun me around and pulled me close as he cupped my crotch and lifted me off the floor. I threw my arms around his neck, and we passionately kissed as he carried me to the foot of the bed. He set my feet back on the floor and pulled his hand from my crotch as he broke our passionate kiss, then spun me to face his sister. Terra was laid back on a pile of pillows with her legs spread as she twirled her little nylon shorts on her finger.

"It's time for dessert, my pet," Terra proclaimed with a needy look of lust and tossed her shorts on the floor.

I wanted nothing more than to dive on her engorged glistening pussy. But Todd had me pinned against his chest as he aggressively groped my tits and pinched my nipples through the thin material of my faux schoolgirl blouse. I squirmed and moaned as he mauled my tits, and I could tell by the gleam in her eyes Terra was enjoying the show.

Suddenly he let go, and my knees almost buckled as his hands slid down my sides. Then Todd grabbed my hips and tossed me on the bed. I landed on my hands and knees as Terra crooked her finger in front of her wet engorged cunt with a wicked smile. I crawled between her legs, more than ready for dessert as she slipped her fingers into my hair, gripped tightly, and shoved my face into her hot needy cunt!