Pete and John and the Pendant

Pete and John and the Pendant

Parting ways with someone who has been an important part of one's life is never easy. For me, no matter how badly things have soured and regardless of reasons, there always seems to be a crushing sense of loss that, at times, is all consuming. But, occasionally, as has been said, when one door closes another opens.

It was the Monday after the Friday it had ended and I was emerging from a weekend wherein I had been drenched in depression, loneliness and self-doubt. At 24, this was not my first breakup but I had not yet learned how to simply roll with the punches and move on. After a mundane, marginally productive day at work I had arrived home feeling low and lonely. I looked myself in the mirror and told myself that the very last thing that I needed was another evening of feeling sorry for myself.

I showered, shaved and dressed in a fresh pair of jeans (commando), t-shirt and boat shoes, tucked the triskelion pendant inside the t-shirt and headed out. I wasn't looking for company and since it was Monday didn't expect any but i had gotten into the habit of going commando whenever I wore jeans. My usual watering hole offered too many memories so I thought I'd try a place I'd heard about that was in walking distance where I could have a beer or two without looking at the same 4 walls.

When I walked in the place seemed nice enough in a casual unpretentious sort of way. As I expected the place seemed quiet with a couple at a table off in the corner and only two other guys sitting at the far end of the bar and a third on a stool at the halfway point. There was well over a dozen unoccupied places and I grabbed one at the end of the bar as far away from everyone else as I could get, ordered a draft and started mindlessly watching a baseball game that held little interest for me.

It was at that point that I noticed that the pendant had slipped out from under my t-shit and was in plain sight. 'Shit' I thought, 'the last thing I want is to draw any attention to myself.' And I tucked it back inside my t-shirt and resumed watching the ball game.

The bar atmosphere wasn't doing much for me, so when I finished my beer I thought I'd just settle up and walk home. And then another draft appeared in front of me. When I looked at the bartender he nodded at the guy sitting at the halfway point. I looked his way, raised the fresh beer, nodded a thank you and took a sip. At first glance, he seemed rather ordinary looking but there was something about him. I went back to watching the ball game and then I heard a voice -- a soft but strong, masculine, confident voice -- 'Mind if I join you?'

Before I could respond he slipped into the seat to my left and said in a barely audible whisper 'Nice pendant.' I blushed and said softly 'I wasn't trying to flash that; I just needed to get out for a bit. It's been a rough weekend.'

'Yeah, I get that' he said. 'I wasn't sure but, yeah, you seemed a little down. I think we've all been to a place emotionally where the last thing we needed was those four walls.' He had a very easygoing manner but there was a confidence, a masculinity, a strong vibe. And I started to reply but when I turned to look at him he had turned on the stool so that he was facing me and all I could do was nod. Those eyes, that look, the vibe -- I didn't need that right then, I didn't want that right then. And then he said 'I'm Pete, by the way.' And he offered his hand. We shook hands. His grip was strong, not overpowering yet strong and his eyes -- his eyes.

And we talked and he was very easy to talk to -- a good listener who knew when to speak and when not to. And then, without meaning to, I started to unload, and I did not want to do this at all. I fought -- hard -- to stifle the emotion but it just began to overwhelm me and he listened and nodded and placed his hand softly on my shoulder. And, as a tear rolled down my cheek, I started to apologize and I looked up and those eyes, those strong, confident, powerful eyes looked at me. And then he said 'It's alright, I understand.' And the sound of his voice and his hand on my shoulder and those eyes, those amazing eyes. And I don't know why but I started rambling and told him things about myself, intimate things, private things. And I couldn't help myself. And he was so understanding.

And we talked some more and I told myself I had not intended to do this and didn't want to do this and I fought hard not to do this and then I admitted to myself that I wanted it but no you cannot do this. And I turned to face Him and I began to tremble. And He said 'I've got my truck outside. Let's go out there; this is not the place for you right now.' And I was grateful for his thoughtfulness and understanding.

Pete settled the bill and, as we walked out the door I saw that He was a couple of inches taller than me and solidly built. Oh God, and that voice and those eyes. As we reached the parking lot it began to rain and He placed His hand reassuringly in the small of my back. And His touch was at once comforting and electrifying.

He had an older Ford pickup that had been customized and was in pristine condition. When He opened the passenger door for me my eyes opened wide -- a bench front seat. When He got in I mentioned the seat and then He turned to me and said 'Yes, getting the bench redone was a must. Those center consoles seem to just get in the way.' And He again looked in my eyes.

And then He turned in the seat facing me and said to me 'It's clear that you're in a very tough place emotionally and I fully understand. You are hurting and you are confused and you don't know what to do next. As I said earlier, we have all been there.' And the reassuring warmth in his voice was comforting and I could feel my defenses begin to dissolve.

'He understands', I thought. 'Oh God'. And the tears streamed down my face and I broke down and then started to apologize again and He said 'It's alright and it will be alright.' And He moved over close to me in the seat and He took me in his arms and held me. And I felt His strength around me and then his hand was on the small of my back and then lower inside the waist of my jeans and He pulled me closer. And the comfort of His strength and the allure of his masculinity drew me to that place where only the physical manifestation of This Powerful Man could provide the reassurance that I desperately needed. And I looked up to Him with the pleading need that He must have known that he had tapped into, and I slid down and laid my cheek against the bulge in his jeans as the pendant dangled from my neck. And He placed his hand on my head and gently mussed my hair and whispered 'It's alright, I am here for you, whatever you need, it's alright.'

And I turned my head slightly and kissed the growing bulge and he spoke reassuringly to me and rested his hand gently on the top of my head. And with his other hand He unbuckled His belt and then I unbuttoned his jeans and pulled down his fly and He was commando and huge and gorgeous and cut and hard and I took Him in my mouth and I felt His Power and, Oh God and I worshipped Him, mewing, sucking, needing, wanting and licking. And I unbuttoned my jeans and unzipped my fly so that the waist of my jeans was now loose. And His hand found its way down my back an inside my jeans and He fondled my ass and fingered my hole and I started humping the seat. OH GOD!! And I wanted, no I needed this, desperately. And he spoke reassuringly to me as I sucked his cock. And then He said to me 'Let's go back to my place where we can be more comfortable.' And I mewed and looked up at Him and my naked desire for Him soared and it couldn't possibly have been more obvious. And his amazing cock in my mouth was reassuring.

And He took me home to His place just outside the city in a highly wooded area with a long driveway. It was a 3-story contemporary with an enormous picture window facing to the south in the direction of several other homes barely discernable in the dark and the rain and the woods. And as we walked up the outside double wide stairs to a huge 3^rd floor deck His hand held the waist of the back of my jeans and He knew He was taking possession of me at least for that night and I wanted that -- desperately.

And He unlocked the door and as we walked in He turned to me, placed his hands on my shoulders and said in a soft but strong masculine tone 'It is clear that you are quite vulnerable right now but it is equally clear that you have needs, emotional needs, instinctive needs. And I am prepared to satisfy those needs but only if that is what you truly want. Look me in the eye, August, are you certain that you wish to share your body to me?'

And, without hesitation, I stepped away from him, removed my shoes, jeans and t-shirt so that, but for the pendant dangling from my neck, I was completely naked, dropped to my knees with my legs spread wide apart, my back straight, head up, leaning slightly back on my heels and my hands on my thighs palms up, with precum dripping from my cock, and, looking longingly in His eyes, begged 'Please, Sir, accept my submission to Your sexual will.'

And He looked deeply into my eyes it seemed to my very soul and said 'It is much too soon for you to completely submit to me and for me to accept your submission but for tonight I will take control of you, help you go where your needs are driving you and I will protect you and keep you close to me.' And a warmth washed over me and I felt safe and good and for the first time in months, felt wanted.

He then, reached down, took me by the hand and helped me to my feet And then He stepped back and my 6 ft, 170 lb, taut, fit frame, was standing before him, naked and aroused and dripping precum and He looked me up and down and said 'Turn around' and I did and He said 'You have a very nice body and that is one sweet ass and I like that you are shaved from the neck down.' And He pulled me to Him and He kissed me deeply, passionately and He fondled My ass and I mewed. And He said to me 'You are a beautiful prize, August, precious and rare and I am going to show you off -- perhaps to no one or perhaps...' And His voice trailed off

And then He said: 'Now walk out onto that deck and turn right -- that is to the south. Stand naturally and smile but do not slouch and then when I tell you to, turn around so that your back is to the south. Do you understand?' 'Yes, Sir' I replied reflexively. 'Good -- proceed'.

I walked out onto the deck in the rain and I was instantly drenched from head to toe but I was aroused as I had ever been and I faced south and stood there with a polite smile until He told me to turn around and then I turned around so that my back was to the south. And then He said 'When I tell you to, spread your legs just wide of your shoulders, bend over and grab your ankles.' And I did when He told me to and I was enormously turned on. And then he instructed me to stand and face south and blow a kiss in that direction and come back in the house and I did.

And He took a big bath towel and dried me off from head to toe and He was still fully clothed and I was completely naked and I had never been so turned on in my life. And He kissed me and fondled my cock and balls and my ass. And he whispered in my ear that He was on PrEP and I whispered back that I was as well. And then He took me by the hand and led me to his loft and said 'I'm going to fuck you' and I begged and pleaded with him to fuck me. And He allowed me to choose my position and I love being on my back so that I can look at who is fucking me and told Him so. And then I was on my back and He lifted my legs and lubed my hole and started working my hole and He talked to me while He was working me and loosening me and then He was naked and His enormous beautiful cock was beyond amazing and God I wanted him and He pressed His cock to my hole and He rubbed it on my hole and then He entered ever so slowly talking to me and ever so slowly pressing deeper and telling me what a good boy I was and it hurt but it hurt so good and I began to open up and it hurt less and then He started fucking me and OMIGOD and he fucked me and He fucked me long and hard and deep and I'd never been fucked like that before. And then I could feel and see and hear that He was going to cum and I begged and pleaded with Him to give me His load deep in my ass and then He exploded and growled and pumped his load in me and then He slowed. And He laid down beside me and held me and took my cock in his hand and slowly started to jerk me and He talked to me and told me what a sweet piece of ass I was and He jerked me and I was going crazy and I could feel it rising and then I exploded and came everywhere and there was cum on me and on Him. And he whispered in my ear that I was going nowhere because He was not done with me and I was right where I wanted to be.

Before the night was over He fucked me twice more and I was wonderfully sore and exhausted and He seemed exhausted as well. And when I awakened as the sun came up I crawled beneath the covers and took His beautiful cock in my mouth and in an instant He was hard again and I worshipped His cock, and I sucked and licked His Cock and His Balls and that place behind His Balls and went back to His Cock and worshipped and sucked and then He started to move and moan and I sucked and fondled His Balls and then He came beautifully in my mouth and I held His Cum in my mouth and crawled up so that I was looking Him in the eye with the pendant dangling from my neck and then I swallowed like a good boy.

I laid down and went back to sleep with the taste of his sweet cum in my mouth. I believe that I hadn't been asleep long when I felt Pete sitting on the bed beside me. 'Come join me for coffee' and He pulled the covers back. And I rolled out of bed and walked down to the great room. Pete was standing in front of the picture window wearing nothing but jeans and holding a mug of coffee. He summoned me to grab some coffee and join him and I did. And there we stood enjoying a magnificent view of the wooded countryside when I realized that I was completely naked and exposed from my knees up -- and I liked it. And then wondered who could possibly see us through those thick woods? I could barely discern the outlines of what appeared to be 3 houses to the south. And Pete put his arm around me and fondled my ass and there was no place in the world that I would rather have been.

After we finished our coffee Pete asked if I wanted a shower and I said that, yeah, I did. Although I was reluctant to wash away His scent I thought it best that I not advertise to the public at large. I made my way to the master bath and jumped in the shower.

When I emerged from the shower and was toweling off I thought I heard Pete talking on the phone. So I finished drying off, combed my hair and walked out into the great room where Pete greeted me with a smile. I was more than at ease being naked in His presence -- I actually liked it. And then I heard another male voice 'Well, what we saw last night and in the window this morning is nothing compared to this! Well done, Peter!' Pete hadn't been on the phone at all.

I blushed and turned to run to get dressed when Pete said 'It's ok, August' and then, from behind, the male voice 'Please, I'm sorry if I offended you - please don't run off.' And there was that something in his voice as well -- that strong masculinity -- different from Pete's but still.

I turned to see a distinguished looking man in a what appeared to be a tailor-made suit. And I said to him 'You didn't offend me -- I was just surprised. I'll just.' But before I could finish he walked up to me and said softly 'Please -- you are simply beautiful and my day just improved by a factor of 10; please just stay.' The words were warm, courteous almost solicitous but the tone had that commanding quality to it. And he looked into my eyes. 'I'm John,' he said and smiled.

And in the past 12 hours Pete had paid more attention to me than my ex had in 6 months and this other striking gentlemen had made me feel more attractive than my ex had during our entire relationship. And that feeling of warmth overcame me and I nodded and said ok.

Pete then said 'John, please excuse us for a moment.' And He took me by the hand and we walked into an adjacent hallway away from John. Pete then said 'John stopped by on the way to his office because he is one of my neighbors and saw you last night and again this morning.' I blushed. 'It's ok, really it is' Pete continued. 'It is very rare for John to come by without notice. When he showed up at my door he apologized but said that he simply had to meet you. August, he thinks you're the most beautiful boy he's ever seen.' And I blushed again.

And then I said 'What do You think, Pete?' Pete replied 'I think you should at least spend a few minutes with him.'

I replied, 'No, Pete, that's not what I meant. Do you think I'm beautiful?' And Pete took my face in his hands and looked deeply into my eyes and said 'August, you are extraordinarily beautiful, but you are more than that -- you are special and hot, sexy and a wonderful lover.' And the precum oozed from my cock and I wanted to do whatever Pete wanted me to do. 'And I said whatever You say, Pete.' And Pete kissed me and when he did every concern, every defense, every inhibition, every reservation began to evaporate and I was again becoming that sexual being that I had been before. And He took me by the hand and walked me back into the great room and then excused himself to go shower.

And I stood naked and horny before John who then said 'Would you mind joining me on the couch?' I nodded, walked to the couch and the closer I got to John the hornier I got because he was in that suit and he was hot and I was naked and I was entirely consumed by my sexual urges. I sat down cross-legged facing him with the pendant dangling from my neck so that my cock and balls were exposed to him and my cock was erect and oozing precum and I couldn't help myself and John said to me 'You are not only the most beautiful creature I've ever seen you are by far the sexiest.' And I blushed and he moved closer to me on the couch. And he turned so that we were facing each other and he leaned close to me and said 'I couldn't believe what I saw last night in the rain and then again this morning in the window and now you are here before me. You are sex on a stick and the most desirable thing I've ever seen' and he rested his hand on my thigh and his touch was electric and he leaned forward and kissed me and his tongue was in my mouth and I sucked on it. And he leaned closer to me and moved his hand up and fondled my balls and I mewed.

And then he laid down on the couch took my hands and pulled me on top of him and I rubbed my cock against his bulge and I was on fire and wanted only one thing. And I looked down at him and licked my lips and asked if I could ask him an important question. And he said of course and I leaned over and whispered in his ear 'Would you please let me suck your cock - - PLEASE?' And, hoarsely he whispered 'Of course.' And I placed my head on his chest and reached down and rested my hand on his bulge and then my head was on his stomach and then I hovered over his crotch. And then I laid my cheek against his bulge and then kissed it. And then I unbuckled his belt, and pulled down his fly and opened his pants. And his cock was huge inside his briefs and his briefs were wet with precum and I kissed his cock through his briefs and he moaned. And he watched me as I took the waist band of his briefs in my teeth and pulled it down so that the head of his cock was exposed. And then I licked the underside of his cockhead and he moaned 'OHHHHHHMYFUCKENGOD' and then I placed the index finger of each hand inside the waist band of his briefs and slowly pulled them down and his throbbing cock was before me. And I licked it from his balls to the underside of his cockhead and then I placed my fingers behind his balls and gently rubbed and took his cock in my mouth and I worshipped and sucked and licked and I was on fire and I mewed and went up and down and I was in heaven. And I reached back to find his hole and I rubbed it and he squirmed and moaned. And then I slowed and savored his cock and I flicked my tongue on the underside of this cockhead and he moaned and squirmed and I sucked his cockhead like a lollipop and then I could feel him squirm and heard him moan and I heard "OH FUCK, OH SHIT, OH OH OH' and I took all of him in my mouth and he exploded and I sucked and his cock pumped cum and I gently sucked and he moaned and I gently sucked more and licked so that I had all of his cum in my mouth and slowly let his cock slide from my mouth. And then I looked up at him and let some of the cum dribble down my chin and then I swallowed.