I am 41 years old happily (my husband thinks so) married woman, my husband James is 2 years older but I always had a secret passion to much older men. I have developed this secret passion due to the mockery from my family members after dating a much older guy in my early 20s. To avoid mockery I married a man of similar age but I always find older men attractive, well, not all old men, the man must be a gentleman. I like fit senior gents and the fact they are getting hard by seeing me naked makes me very horny.
I have been loyal to my husband for 15 years I only committed adultery in my dreams but soon after my 40th birthday I found out that my husband was cheating on me and instead of making much drama I have decided to cheat on him. At the end it all developed to an open marriage.
I have decided to publish some parts of my diary.