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Click hereI could always tell
The way your phone fell when I looked over your shoulder, so telling.
I was in love
My first love
I wake up feeling like you will likely be my last love
You drove me crazy
I was crazier about you
Insecurity, pessimism, cynicism and anxiousness
All felt like forms of insanity to me
I tried to please you to keep you grounded
A full time job
I stayed
I never left, really.
You were grateful but not enough to make it up to me
I couldn't shake the feeling I wasn't doing enough
I risked myself to keep you
Someone not worth risking
I sacrificed for you
Someone not worth sacrificing for
I tried to grow apart
You found it easier to find someone else
As opposed to fixing something you, yourself had broken
You were always irresponsible
You were always charming
You were always perfect
I somehow became your mistress
I participated in your cycle of destruction
Until you grew a moral conscious
Something you had never done for me
I often wonder what I am missing
What kind of woman is she?
Two years, no regard.
A month, and you feel guilt.
I don't feel guilt
You deserve a lifetime of sadness
You never deserved me
But I want to give it to you anyway
*Typed as I thought. Simply venting.*