I Need a Man

I knew we wouldn't last long to reaching our goal, both of us grunting from our sexual rutting. I was close to cumming as he speared my buttery pussy when suddenly he smacked my other ass cheek causing my body to go rigid and my pussy to involuntarily squeeze his cock tight. I pictured him riding a horse and urging it to go faster when he slapped my other cheek which hurt just as bad. My screams and tears were running freely from his abuse, but the sensations his cock was giving me had lessened the pain as I calmed somewhat and concentrated on reaching my orgasm. Sooner than I wanted, he jammed so deep inside me that I felt my canal stretch more than it ever had and it hurt so much that I screamed again in pain and ecstasy as he released all the pent up juices he had saved all day.

I was sooooo close to having my own release as he flooded my insides, but the pain he caused me was too distracting to ignore and I was disappointed that Hugh had finished before I could cum. With my head still on the counter and trying to catch my breath, he softened and pulled out as my pussy farted some of his juices. I rested there with my ass gaping until my wobbly legs allowed me to stand up and pull down my dress. Turning around and wiping the tears from my face, I scowled at him and said with a angry tone,

"What was that?".

He cast his eyes down and said,

"I'm so sorry if I hurt you, and I know I promised I wouldn't hurt you, but when I saw you swaying your sexy ass under that dress, I just had to have you. You've become such a beautiful sexy girl and you're all mine. I couldn't stop thinking about you-us while I was working and I hurried back to be with you. I feel that I'm falling in love with you. I know we only just met and you only needed me as an experiment, but I can't get you out of my mind. I hope that you feel the same about me? Again, I'm sorry for what happened just now and if you don't what me here, I'll leave."

I was still angry, but as he told me he loved me, I couldn't stop my mouth from smiling a little. Yes, I was falling in love with this man, but, I would have to tell him no more rough sex from now on.

Hugh noticed my clitty tenting my dress, suddenly realizing I hadn't orgasmed. He cautiously came closer and gave me a big hug, pulling me in for a passionate kiss which eased my angry mood as I caressed this big wonderful man.

"I'm sorry if I hurt you, please forgive me." he whispered in my ear.

He let go of our embrace and dropped to his knees, lifting my dress and exposing my damp panties. Quickly he pulled them down and sucked my semi hardness into his warm mouth, making love to my clit as I leaned back on the counter. OMG It felt good as he sucked my clitty. I felt his hand reach between my thighs and use his finger to gently massage my sore wet pussy. Spreading my legs a little for better access, he scooped some of his juices leaking down my legs and lathered my clit. When he started to wank me, I couldn't take it anymore and pulled his head back to my sex which he eagerly sucked between his lips. It was such a sexual high knowing he wasn't turned off eating my pussy juices and he soon had me at my peak, thrusting my clitty between his tight lips, grunting as I released my juices into his mouth.

"Oh God Hugh, I love you too. You make me feel soooooo good when you kiss my clitty.

When I could finally breath, I smiled and jumped into his arms, kissing all over his face until our lips met in a passionate kiss, his mouth covered with my cum which tasted so wicked and sexy. I licked his face clean of my juices, enjoying being held tight in his arms, soft kisses that went on forever. With his cum running down my thighs and all the butter coating our sex, it was time for another shower. Grabbing his slick cock, I pulled him into the bathroom to shower as we both soaped and rubbed each other clean until all the remnants of the "rape" were gone.

As time went on, I had the urge to get all dolled up and have Hugh take me out on the town so we could have some fun. ( I felt more comfortable dressed as a girl now and hopefully I could pull this off in public). I made reservations at a fancy restaurant in a nearby town and went upstairs to find the perfect outfit to show off my new persona. Searching my Aunt's closet again, I found a black bodycon dress that reached just above my knees and hugged every curve of my body. I decided not to wear a bra since the dress would cover my girls nicely and with a pair of seamless panties it would appear that I wasn't wearing any underwear. ( I wanted to tease Hugh ). Next was a pair of skin tone stay up nylons with lacy tops so I would look sexy but not overdone. Jumping in the shower and performing my shaving and cleansing rituals, I tried not to touch my excited clitty, saving myself for later as I dried off and wrapped myself in a big towel.

Sitting at the makeup table, I stared into the mirror and looked at the naked face of a boy, a boy who now had little resemblance to his former gender. Her wet tousled hair, soft facial skin and pouty full lips that gave the impression of a young girl just out of the shower. I took my time to perfect that image as I applied my makeup, enhancing my eyes with a perfect shade of color, lenghtening my lashes and choosing a glossy red lipstick that made my lips look so kissable. I dried my hair and decided to go for a straight look so it was easier to control. Using a straighting iron, I worked until my hair was perfectly straight, but I needed something different. I got some scissors and cut some of the long front hairs into bangs, trimming them to shape my face as I gazed into the mirror, (Omg, I'm just so hot and sexy). With my hair and makeup perfect, the finishing touch was to paint my nails and toenails a matching red to my lipstick. ( so much work being a girl- right?)

I would need to make sure my clitty didn't make an appearance tonight,so I tucked everything back and used some tape to secure myself. Pulling on the silky hi-cut seamless panties, I felt secure enough and even if I became excited, nothing was going to give me away as a modified sissy boy. Sliding on the stockings felt so sexy as they covered my soft smooth skin, the color of them almost invisible on my legs. I positioned the lacy part high up on my thighs so they would be hidden under the hem of my dress, but I knew if I wasn't careful, they might show if my dress rode up when I sat down. ( teasing my man some more?) The dress came next with a bit of a struggle being so tight, but the finished look was exactly what I wanted. My boobs looked fantastic without a bra, my nipples showing slightly thru the material as I ran my hands over my body, tugging and pulling the dress until it was aligned. My waist was nicely contoured to my widened hips and my ass looked quite delicious in the mirror, the perfect effect of a girl trying her best to look sexy. The shoes I picked were an open toed sling backs with 3" heels and I practised walking in them with my tight dress. I had to step one foot in front of the other because of the tight hem, but it made me sway my hips like a woman when I walked, each step a balancing act which looked so sexy in the mirroe. (OMG I was so turned on).

I hoped Hugh would be pleased with the way I looked and he didn't disappoint when he finally came home after work. "What have we here" he asked when I answered the front door, standing there trying to look as confident and sexy as possible.

"You are taking me on a date to a fancy restaurant and maybe some drinks and dancing" I told him with a sexy smirk. "And if you are a good boy, we will see how good "I" will be later".

* His big smile told me that I was going to have a wonderful night, so I pushed him towards the bathroom before he could touch me and spoil all the work I had done to get ready. As I waited, my mind started to worry about pulling off this charade. I had become very comfortable being a pretend woman and I hoped no one would figure it out unless I confessed my true gender. As I nervously waited, I practised walking and did some vocal sounds to perfect my girly voice until Hugh came out dressed in slacks and a open collared dress shirt. ( I guessed he changed his mind about wearing my uncle's clothes) He looked so handsome that I just wanted to devour him then and there, but our date hadn't started and I wanted to have some fun tonight.

We had a amazing dinner with lots of wine and pleasant conversation. I caught a lot of the men in the restaurant giving me sly glances that made my heart flutter that I was the object of their attention. I can see why a woman likes to show off her assets when she's all dressed up because she like to tease men with her charms. Hugh was so sweet, holding doors and pulling out my chair, treating me as a girl on a first date. I leaned closer to give him a kiss, my boobs almost popping out of my dress as I caressed his thigh under the table and whispering in his ear,

"This is so much fun, should we put on a little show?" He seemed a little hesistant until our lips met and we kissed as young lover's enjoying each other company while the other patrons looked on. The wine and Hugh's continuous attention to me had removed the last of my reservations about not pulling off this charade, so I relaxed and let the evening flow until our delicous meal was over.

With our food and a bottle of wine finished, we headed out to a nightclub down the street to do a little dancing. We sat down at an empty table and Hugh went to get us some more drinks while I checked myself with my compact mirror. ( Hmmm- everything looked good ). I did look around to see if anyone was staring at me but everyone was in their own space and didn't give me a second glance. I was just another girl out on a date which made me smile that I could totally fool the world when I'm dressed up. Hugh brought our drinks and we talked about our lives, laughing and enjoying each others company. I was glad I wore some sensible shoes when a slow dance came on as Hugh gathered me in his arms, swaying to the mellow tune as we became joined as one. After a few more dances, the wine had finally reached my bladder and I knew it was time to visit the ladies room.

I was very nervous to enter, but nature and the wine buzz made me open the door and quickly enter a cubicle to relieve myself. Struggling to pull the dress up high enough and drop my panties, I pulled the tape off with relief and sat to do my business. Wiping up, I just tucked myself carefully and snugged my panties to hold my little clit in place, knowing it would soon be time to head home. I heard the door open and peaked out to see a woman at the mirror checking herself. I took a deep breath and exited the cubicle to wash my hands and check my makeup beside her and she didn't even give me a second glance. In my drunken state, I started to compare this woman to myself, her face and body, her clothes and makeup. I guess I've done a pretty good job and had nothing to be envious about which made me smile at my reflection. Hugh was devouring me as I walked back to the our table, so I grabbed his arm and asked if we could go home now. He stood and put his arm around my waist, guiding us out to the car and being the gentleman opened the door and helped his tipsy girl into the seat.

As we drove, my untaped clitty was getting uncomfortable, so I lifted up my dress and pulled my panties aside, gently pulling my clitty from between my sweaty thighs and letting out a sigh of relief to feel the cool air touch my hot skin. I slowly played with myself as I closed my eyes, concentrating on enjoying my hardening clit as we drove thru traffic. Hugh tried not to be distracted with his driving, but he couldn't stop glancing at me while my hand worked wonders on my little shaft, my soft moans distracting him even more. Looking over at him with lustful eyes, I said in a slutty slur,

"I'm so horny baby, what are you going to do to me when we get home?" I let my hand slid up his leg, feeling the hardness that I have fallen in love with and I knew tonight "I" was going to be dessert. Hugh was smiling as I played with his cock, but he kept his attention on the road and didn't say anything until we arrived home. I tucked my clitty away and pulled my dress down, becoming more excited now that we were finally here. Hugh opened my door, holding my hand so I could exit the car, but the alcohol was a bit to much as I wavered in my heels when I stood up. Hugh caught me and I yelped when he picked me up in his arms like a baby. I wrapped my arms around his neck and nuzzled his neck as he carried me to the front door. Fumbling with keys, we finally opened the door and got inside with Hugh laughing at me until I was giggling along with him.

He quickly carried me upstairs to the bedroom and had me stand there as he slowly undressed me, slowly peeling off my tight dress and everything underneath. Gently laying me down naked on the bed, he quickly stripped off his clothes as I lay there looking at this magnificent man, his cock hard and dripping precum. My pussy was itching for some attention as I rubbed my clitty which throbbed to my quickened heartbeat. Hugh climbed on the bed between my legs and urged me to spread them wide while he applied some lube to our sex parts and positioned his knob to my hole. We both wanted this fuck, so there wasn't going to be any foreplay as he pushed into my tight pussy. My body easily gave up what little resistance I had as he sank his full 8" deep inside in a slow sensual push until I felt his full balls resting against my ass.

"Fuck me lover, fuck me hard", I moaned as I enjoyed being filled again with his cock. My foggy mind could only think that this was the only place I wanted to be, legs up and wide with my pussy filled with a cock. My clitty was semi hard but it didn't matter, my body was for him tonight. I was his dessert after our wonderful evening out and I wanted him to enjoy my body and fuck me til I melted into a gooy mess.

Our lovemaking was slow and gentle, Hugh's strokes long and deep, his cockhead hitting my pspot with every pump. I felt my body reaching a point that I had come to recognize as heaven, an orgasm that would devour my body and make me scream his name. Everywhere he touched aroused heat, charging me with passion, thinking of nothing but his lips, his tongue, his fingers and his big beautiful cock. He leaned down and kissed me as I wrapped my arms around his body, holding him tight as his hips rocked into my body. Soon the pace picked up as Hugh started fucking me fast and hard. I lifted my hips to meet his thrusts as our passion finally released in a big orgasmic explosion of grunts and groans, his hot seed filling me as I went into another amazing quivering body orgasm.

The summer went by quicker than I wanted. Hugh and I were inseparable as he stayed close by to protect his little girl like my uncle and aunt had wanted. We experimented our lovemaking thru out the house, but I liked the slow passionate lovemaking in the big bed the best. Our orgasms never less fantastic than the first time on the couch. I had kept a journal of my transition and all the feelings I have had with Hugh, but did I achieve the result of the experiment that I wanted? I only know I felt and thought I was a girl and my orgasms may or may not be like a woman's except they were my own and wonderful. It has been the best days of my life and I was really sad leaving Hugh and our love nest, but we said we'd keep in contact and possibly meet up sometime. I still haven't any idea how I will deal with my life after I return to normal society. I know my mother and sisters will support anything I want to do and I will continue to dress up and dream of a girl ( you guessed it- ME!!!) who loves her man and enjoys a good experimental fuck now and then.