My name is Nick (Nikkie), I'm a closet CD born 1996 from Sweden. I started crossdressing 2018. That year I put on my girlfriends panties and stockings. After that I was just entranced by feminine clothes. She never found out... later on she left me for another guy. Been single since then. The dressing part escalated and I bought more and more online, as well as toys.

Been thinking/planning a few months now to quit crossdressing. I feel like it has changed me too much. I feel like it's taken away my masculinity/manliness. I think the more I do it, the more feminine I act and think. Hasn't helped that I've been talking to men while dressed. They have made me realise that I'm very submissive and like to be humiliated. Even though I want to fight those ideas. I'd like to blame everything on the dressing and the men I've talked to, but then I'd just sound stupid and naïve.

Height: 5'7/171 cm

Weight: 143 lbs/65 kg

Penis size: 3.5 inches/9 cm

Feet size: US Size 7. Euro size 40

I have light blue eyes and shoulder length dark brown hair. But I prefer the blonde wig I have.

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