Tried to think what to write here, guess will start with something that has come up in the comments left in my Ava stories. Rape - most of the commenter's that seem "up in arms" are mostly men, which i find ironic.
As a woman who has gone through a very ...(Interesting? Complex?) traumatic childhood. Even through my adolescence and adulthood have experienced various degrees of sexual abuse. I - who've lived through daily abuse, for years not months (through childhood & life), find all these enraged / self righteous comments, mildly ridiculous if not down right amusing.
I know rape, pain, humiliation and more than anything else, i know what it feels like to feel helpless and isolated - not to mention violated. Not one of these sentiments are conveyed in my stories. Keyword - Stories!
My writing isn't therapy, i don't deluded myself - I'm Not an Author or a talented writer, for that matter. So all the mean comments, trying to demean me and 'put me in my place' are unnecessary - because they don't faze me (constructive criticism will always be taken into consideration and appreciated).
I write because i enjoy giving 'voice' to my fantasies, (don't know why this subject / topic turns me on (given my past). Since I discovered my sexuality or rather i awakened sexualy, these were the fantasy that "starred" . And when i dared to write them down, quickly destroyed the evidence, as i knew it to be taboo and i felt wrong 'voicing' something I knew to be bad.
Now that i've made peace with myself, i have no problem writing about what turns me on. My conscience is clean and i post these stories in a place where i know it belongs (i.e. Incest category, adult site) not in a public form, or any other place where unsuspecting individuals would be shocked or horrified, coming across their content. I certainly don’t feel like I have to apologize for anything, I've fantasized about or written about.
What's more i don't get how one aspect is ok and where u draw a line? And for that matter why should i consider you - whoever you are, when i write?!
I've learnt early on in life, that trying to please everyone will only leave me (anyone for that fact) with a headache, like a dog trying to catch its own tail.
I've got enough on my plate Thank You very much, so if you don’t like my writing, no need to keep wasting your time, there are more than enough talented writers (much more talented than me for sure) on this site. Why waste ur time on me?!?
To those few, that do like what i write Thank You. I really do appreciate You, and the fact that You like or favorite my stories, take the time to vote for me or leave a positive or constructive comment , Thank You whoever You are from the bottom of my heart.
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