Cucked My Black BF With My White Ex

This story occured when I was still in a relationship three years ago. I've been in a relationship with my boyfriend for one year now. We've always had hot sex, but it just keeps getting better, especially ever since he brought up my ex and whether I'd want to fuck him again or not. Well my boyfriend us black and my ex was white.

We didn't realize it at the time, but that would shape the next few years of our sex life. I was already cucking him with other guys; my boyfriend can't get enough of my pleasure - no matter how I get it. There were so many hot hook ups, but none compare to how turned on, how wet, how depraved I get over my ex.

I've fucked my ex quite a few times now, and every time seemed even hotter than the last. I would come home to my boyfriend a used up hot slutty mess, and he would kiss me head to toe before eating my pussy like his life depended on it. I fell in love with how desperate he was to "lick me clean", and how hot our sex was anytime it was after seeing my ex.

Some nights I would come home so worn out from fucking him that I would tell my boyfriend to eat my pussy and just fuck me till he comes, because I had no energy left for him. I would just tell him about my night, how many times I came, the hottest parts, etc. all while he ate me out and worshipped my body. I also told him that my white ex dominated me and threw racial slurs at me which made him even hornier.

Now nothing turns me on more than the way he worships me after I've been a slut for my ex. How desperate he feels, how sweet and loving his kisses are, the fact that he's so gentle and sweet after my ex was so rough and forceful, I loved the contrast. My sweet boyfriend giving the aftercare, after my passionate ex destroyed my pussy and covered me with cum.

After some time we moved farther away from my ex, so I can't hook up with him as often. The thing is, I'm trying to let it go, but I can't.. I'm trying not to think of my ex, trying to accept that I need to focus my horny energy elsewhere, but I just can't. My ex is on my mind every day. Flashbacks to his bed, my bed, the back of my bf's car where I sucked him off a few times, every memory floods my mind.

Whenever my bf and I start talking about anything kinky or sexy, my mind just goes. I think of how his cock felt, how his lips felt on my skin, his hand pulling my hair or on the back of my neck. My mind is just a hot mess about it. I'm obsessed.

I've been making my bf eat me out while I watch old videos of my ex fucking me. I get so wet feeling my bf get hard while I whisper sweet nothings in his ear although I guess they're more like cruel nothings.

Sometimes he'll kiss my chest or hips or waist, while making me admit all sorts of things. Things I used to be afraid to admit, like how badly I crave my ex's cock or how often I think of him. And somewhat recently, how badly I want his cum in me.. admitting these kinds of things to my bf just drove me wild.

I love it. I want to rub his face in it. I want him to know the intensity that I crave it, need it. I want him to know that I'm addicted to it and always will be. That I'm as obsessed with my ex as my bf is with me. I keep getting bolder and bolder, telling him what I want while forcing him to worship me.

I tell him my ex fucks me better, harder, more passionately. I tell him I miss his hands on my hips or clenching my fist in his hair. I'll pull out my phone to watch old videos of us fucking without even asking him now. I do it while he's eating me out or fucking me. I can't stop. Nothing makes me cum as hard as watching those videos and imagining I'm reliving it.

The other night I had an earth shattering orgasm riding his cock and making him hold the phone up for me so I could watch a video of my ex cumming in me. I came so fast. Sometimes I even tell my bf I just want to use him like a dildo while I imagine he's my ex.

He just goes rock hard and does what I ask, it's so fucking hot to have someone so obsessed with me they let me do and say whatever I want. And then the fact that I'm admitting such taboo stuff just makes his cock harder, which is incredible. It seems like it makes him cum harder, too.

I honestly feel like the luckiest woman alive. I'll never get sick of using my bf and cucking him with my ex. This is the hottest direction my sexlife has ever taken and I am without a doubt obsessed with it. I just masturbated while writing that story too.