He Wanted to be my Cuck Ch. 01

I can't go one day without coming across a story where a husband wants to be his wife's cuck or is forced to become his wife's cuckold or is a cuck and doesn't know it, yet.

Can you be a cuck if you don't know you're a cuck or do you become a cuck once you know your wife is cheating on you and you accept it?

I guess it depends on what interpretation you read the answer could be different.

Anyway, I know some readers of the "Erotic Stories" especially under the Loving Wives genre get turned off by the topic of cuckolding and complain that it's in the wrong category, but I think you can find all genres under the "Loving Wife category."

I was turned off by some of them too. The whole licking the wife clean after she had sex with her lover. Do cucks do that? I don't know why it bothers me so much, my husband sticks his dick in my mouth after I orgasm, isn't that the same thing as a husband eating his cum? I'll have to think more about that.

I have also found some husband-humiliation stories that are very well-written. Some cuckold stories are, oddly loving, I guess. The clueless husband can't see what's happening right in front of his eyes or chooses to ignore the telltale signs until it is too late. But the wife always loves her husband and showers him with sex.

The wife just gets a little lost along the way. You know, missing that excitement in her life after being married for 15 or 20 years. The kids are away at college and the wife wants to spice things up a little. Or seeing a big dick. I guess seeing a big dick could make you want to cheat on your husband and make him your cuckold bitch so you can rub it in his face. "I'll never feel that little Tic-tac dick of yours again after my bull fucks me with his big cock."

I'm sorry, I got a little excited there.

As I said, I enjoy reading the cuckold stories where the husband is allowed to have sex with his wife and there is respect. Owe sure the wife may lock her husband's dick in a chastity cage as part of the game they play or the wife and bull may say things to the husband that might be a little unacceptable, but it's a loving game that they both enjoy playing.

And I think we can all agree that the comments can be more entertaining than the story itself.

I started reading all these erotic stories, especially the stories written by women, because of my husband. Yes, my husband. I didn't even know he was reading erotic stories. Oh, I assumed he was watching porn, don't all men, but reading erotic stories. That was a surprise.

The reason my husband got me turned on to Erotic stories and porn was because he had a fetish. I had to do a lot of research to understand his fetish too. To be honest, the porn and the erotic stories brought on this fetish. My husband, Jerry is 35, a project manager for a construction company. He's a big man standing at 6 foot 200 or so pounds, but he must have a submissive side to himself that I had never seen. Why else would be wanting to be my cuckold bitch.

I wonder if porn videos have subliminal messages built into them.

Jerry and I married when we were 27, and two years later our twin daughters were born; they're 5 now. I thought my marriage was great and humming along like it was supposed to. Well, we hit a little bump in the road; my husband wanted to watch me get fucked by another man. Is this normal? I didn't think it was normal, but I was wrong. Listen to this.

"The fetish is almost always the man's, not the woman's fetish."

What is wrong with men? I know they say the little head controls the big head, but this cuckold thing is out of control. Another article said "That doesn't mean cuckolding is all about him. "For couples who make this work, the woman also finds excitement, fulfillment, and stimulation from the sexual exploration of the taboo."

Many happy cuckolds are also voyeurs, and their wives or girlfriends might be exhibitionists.

Whatever happened to the traditional husband and wife relationship? A happily married couple just worrying about raising a family and growing old together. Now I have to have sex with other men to save my marriage and keep my husband Jerry happy.

I went on to read more.

"Any fetish is open to psychological interpretation with cuckolding, there may be an actual biological imperative at play."

I'll say there's a psychological problem at play, my husband is crazy if he thinks I'm going to go slut myself out to any man looking for a piece of ass.

"When a man believes his wife has been with other men, the man's biological passion is increased as he tries to physiologically compete with that other man's sperm. The man gets erect sooner, pumps harder during sex, ejaculates harder, and his ejaculate contains more sperm. He gets erect again after sex sooner and wants to have more sex than they'd had previously. This phenomenon is called, "sperm war."

What the fuck is wrong with my husband? Sperm war? Really!

For most, it remains an occasional fantasy or kinky sexual activity they indulge in from time to time. But men can get incredibly self-absorbed and demanding over this fantasy. That's not a healthy dynamic--it's a selfish form of narcissism and sexual self-interest.

There are, of course, plenty of deviations from this model, it's really up to you which terms and which acts you take from the dominant script on kink and what you develop and discover for yourselves.

A cuckold is her partner - who often watches his hotwife be intimate with others or is told about it later. To be cuckolded means that you are a heterosexual man (usually) who is being "humiliated" (again, usually) in a consensual way by his wife openly having sex with other men. The other men are called 'Bulls'."

This was all so confusing. My husband wanted me to be a slut and get fucked by other men for his enjoyment.

It's always about Jerry. Jerry this, Jerry that, and now he wants me to be part of some sperm war fantasy. No thought at all about my feelings. Sure, sex is great. Why wouldn't I want to have sex whenever and with whomever I wanted? Because I only wanted to have sex with my husband? If I wanted to sleep around, I wouldn't have gotten married.

And get this, through my research, I learned that some couples wanted to get pregnant by their lover or "Bull" while he, the ever-loyal husband plays daddy. I was glad Jerry and I already had children. If my bull were black, not that I care if a Black man and white woman date or get married, but how would I explain a Black child to my family and friends?

How would I convenience them that I didn't cheat on my husband, and that that was what he wanted?

This was from one of those erotic sites my husband had me reading,

There is the element of competition, of being bested by another in the most sacred place in his life, the home. This is why the marriage bed itself is so often an element in cuckolding: the most intimate place in a man's home has been used to humiliate him by having another man take his wife and please her more than he can. Likewise, the stranger will, often before the very eyes of the husband, use her in every imaginable way, ejaculating in her mouth, on her breasts, flooding her pussy and even filling her ass with his cum, and his wife will not only let him use her in ways her husband has not or has been forbidden to do, but will praise her lover as he takes his pleasure. The hectoring shrew her husband endures will become a compliant slut willing to allow the interloper his every wish.

Well, that pretty much says it all.

So, let's recap,

1. My husband is crazy!
2. My husband is watching too much porn!
3. My husband needs to start reading directions so he can install the shelving unit we bought for our closet and stop reading erotic stories late at night!
4. My husband thinks his dick is some kind of lightsaber and he's in a sperm war! 'Where is Obi-Wan Kenobi when you need him?'
5. My husband thinks I'm a slut to share! No, I should apologize for saying slut. That is inconsiderate to women who enjoy this lifestyle and humiliate their husbands, which I will not be participating in. At least I don't think I will be. But who knows!

I know sex is never the same once you have children, but we were sure to find time for ourselves. If the girls were napping, Jerry would come up behind me, slip his hand down my panties and just finger me to orgasm. I would reciprocate by dropping to my knees, swallowing his dick, and enjoying his love juice. That's what Jerry calls it, his love juice.

Somewhere along the way, it wasn't enough for Jerry. Jerry had his fantasy, it was to watch me get fucked by another man or men, I guess. Who knows, maybe he wanted to see me with other women too. He said it would enhance our sex life.

It all started about six months ago when I found out that Jerry was watching porn. Jerry downloaded porn videos, of different genres. I was curious as to what kind of porn he was into, so I peeked. What I saw was normal, a little more than I wanted Jerry to do to my face and throat, but nothing crazy. I did get excited while watching the wife getting spanked by her husband for banging the pool boy.

But Jerry finally got the nerve to ask me to watch porn with him. As we watched his porn collection, I will admit, it was not the porn I saw when I peeked.

Jerry's new genre was a little over the top, two guys and a girl but not a threesome. One guy was the husband and he sat naked on a chair while the other guy was fucking his wife. The wife and her "lover" had sex in front of her husband, and he got off watching. He was stroking his dick while his wife was being fucked. Once the lover left, the husband and wife made love. He was "reclaiming" his wife. That's what Jerry told me.

Jerry was stroking his dick and playing with his balls, and he finally erupted.

"Jerry, did that turn you on?" I asked.

"Yes, I don't know why but it did."

I was never into porn so this whole concept of cuckolding a husband was new to me. I don't understand why a man would want to watch his wife being fucked by another man. I get it if it was a threesome or something like that, but to just sit there in a chair and watch. Jerry had other videos too. One where the husband was tied to a chair and another where the husband, and a ball strapped in his mouth.

For the next month or so, we watched hotwife and cuckold porn. Our sex life did improve. But as I had expected, Jerry now wanted me to be fucked by another man so he could watch and jerk himself off.

"Lisa," that's me by the way, "have you ever thought of having sex with another man?" And that's how it started.

'What the fuck.' I thought to myself.

"How romantic of you Jerry. No, I have never thought of having sex with another man and right now I'm thinking I may not want to have sex with you either."

But Jerry was relentless. He wanted me to read Erotic cuckold stories and lifestyle articles. He even had me listening to a hotwife and cuckold Podcast, yes, they exist," So, I did, and I found them to be disturbing.

"Really Jerry, you want to watch me get fucked by another man or men, and told that you can't please me like a real man, and then you want to lick my pussy clean?"

"What!" was Jerry's response as I laughed.

"That's what it says right here in the story you told me to read,"

My loving husband sat there stroking his dick as I was being fucked hard by my lover, my bull. I don't know what came over me, but I just started verbally assaulting my husband. I called him a pussy boy and told him his little dick would never satisfy me again. The more I berated my husband, the more my husband stroked his dick. You better not cum until I say you can!

Once my lover brought me to orgasm, I called to my cuckold husband, Come feast on my lover's cum. I didn't know if my husband would or not, but he did and he brought me to two more orgasms. Then we kissed and we shared my lover's cum.

As I read this story to Jerry, he was lying on the bed jerking off. I didn't know what I was supposed to say or do. 'Fuck it' I said to myself, "Lick my pussy Jerry," and Jerry did as he was told.

"Are you sure this is what you want Jerry? Do you really want to be my cuckold bitch and eat my lover's cum?"

"Well, up until the part where you ask me to eat your lover's cum, yes, that is what I want," Jerry responded.

'Thank God he didn't want to feast on another man's cum,' I thought to myself.

"But why Jerry?"

"I don't know Lisa, but there could be many reasons."

"Okay Jerry, let me hear um?" I said with a smirk.

"There are many reasons why men would like to be a cuckold. For me, the idea of having my incredible wife, whom I would do anything for, including watching her have sex with another man, is what fuels my fantasy. I would love to be there and hold your hand while your lover pleases you.

The other reason is the feeling of reclaiming you. You may have a lover, bigger and better than me, but you always return to me."

I just stared at Jerry as he went on.

"Many people, both men and women have this fantasy, watching their partner having sex with another person. But at the same time, most people are afraid of speaking of it because of how the world would react. It brings a sense of shame if someone gets turned on by watching his/her partner having sex with another person, and that shame becomes guilt. The fear is that even the partner will be disgusted if they hear about this fetish."

"What the fuck Jerry. Did you memorize that word for word? " Many people, both men and women have this fantasy, watching their partner having sex with another person. But at the same time, most people are afraid of speaking of it because of how the world would react. blah blah blah."

"No Lisa, that's how I feel. I love you and want you to be happy. I don't know, maybe my dick is too small, and you need someone bigger than me."

"You have issues, Jerry. Go get a ruler."

"What for," my future cuck asked me.

"Just go get it, Jerry!"

Jerry came back and handed me the ruler. I looked at Jerry shaking my head, "Lay down Jerry, and start jerking off."

"What?" Jerry seemed surprised.

"Start getting used to it. That's what you want, isn't it? I get fucked while you jerk off. Well, get to it." He just looked at me.

"For God's sake Jerry," I had to pull his boxers down and I started jerking him off and sucking his dick until it reached 6 and a half inches. "Look Jerry, 6 and a half inches. How much more do I need? I've tried deepthroating you and I can't. Why would I want someone bigger to abuse me? YOU ARE ALL I NEED!"

"Lisa, I was just giving that as an example."

"Jerry, what happens if I fall in love with my 'lover,' then what?"

"Lisa, it's just sex and fantasy, you're not going to fall in love and leave me. That only happens in those erotic stories."

And then, Jerry went on to throw statistics at me. Jerry was driving himself crazy over this cuckold lifestyle. "There have been studies done.... Blah blah blah blah blah," Jerry started in again.

"Really Jerry, and how many ended in divorce?"

"Less than 5%," was his response. But he was full of shit.

"Lisa, this is a quite common fantasy, fetish, and lifestyle. And it's not just heterosexual men who fantasize about their significant other being with a lover or bull. Heterosexual women, gay men, and lesbians can have cuckold fantasies too."

"What?" I just shook my head, "are there gay bulls Jerry and is a lesbian's lover called a cow?

Jerry just looked at me with a confused stupid look on his face. Yes, I was getting mad.

One night Jerry would not stop talking. I was sucking his dick, "just imagine if you were sucking someone else's dick Lisa and I were......" I cut him off.

"Jerry, I need some time to myself," as I got out of bed looking at Jerry with his dick still hard, "Enjoy jerking off," and walked out of our bedroom.

"Where are you going?" he asked.

"I'm going to make a cup of tea. I am not leaving you. At least not yet." Jerry looked relieved.

I stayed up late that evening reading more about my new role as a hotwife and my husband as my cuck. Never in a million years did I imagine my life would turn out like this.

The things we do for our husbands. So, I thought to myself as I read on, 'Maybe I should give Jerry what he wants. If he wants to be a cuck, I'll make him my cuck, and let's see if it's what he really wants.'

By the time I slid into bed, it was 2:00 a.m. and I had to get up in a few hours to get the girls ready for school. I was tired and pissed off when I woke up the next morning.

"I have to go, honey, we can talk more tonight," Jerry said as he started to leave for work.

"Go make the bed before you leave Jerry! Clean sheets." That's right my little cuck was going to learn how to do the laundry and maybe even do a little vacuuming too.

Jerry came home from work at 5:30 on the dot like he does every Friday night, except things were going to be different this Friday night.

The girls were at my parents' house, "Jerry, we need to talk," I said as Jerry, his jaw dropped, and his face went pale.

"Lisa, it's just a fantasy, please don't leave me."

"Shut up Jerry," he was pissing me off. "Are you sure this is what you want?"

"Yes, more than anything," my stupid husband responded.

"Okay, then I want a postnuptial agreement that says if either of us files for separation or divorce because of your stupidity and since it was your idea, I get full custody of the girls, the house, and 80% of our savings. You will also pay me alimony and child support amounting to 50% of your pay. I want that in writing before we go any further.

Also, now that you are home, go wash the sheets you pulled off the bed this morning. That is your new job. I want clean cheats if I'm going to be fucking other men in our bed."

"You're going to do it, bring men home so I can watch?"

"Calm down, Jerry." I thought he was going to cum in his pants. "I haven't decided yet, but for now, you will only get to hear about the men that fuck me. But you still have to do the laundry and learn to be a good little cuckold husband."

"Lisa, the whole point is so I can watch."

"Jerry, you get two options: Option 1) You wait until I get home, and I'll jerk you off while I tell you how much better sex is with someone other than you, or Option 2) You don't get to live out your little fantasy.

"Lisa, you're not taking this seriously," my whinny cuck bitch started to complain.

Just as a side note, I learned that my husband is an idiot. He can't follow simple instructions. How hard is it to separate white from colors and hang my damn bras to dry? Jerry doing the laundry got me a new wardrobe.

Anyway, back to my story.

I made Jerry licking my pussy Friday and Saturday night as I teased him, "You're gonna need more practice licking my pussy Jerry. It might be all I give you." He thought I was kidding.

"Did you like Cracker Jacks as a kid Jerry? Well just think of my pussy as a box of Cracker Jacks, you keep eating, and may you'll find a prize that my lover leaves for you."

"Lisa, I told you I won't do that."

"You'll do what I tell you, Jerry. That's what being a cuck is," I smiled, "Cucks get off on humiliation and you will eventually too."

Then I was tender and sweet. "Jerry, if you don't want to lick me clean, maybe we can find some other way to humiliate you. I read that a good cuck likes to suck a bull's cock, would you like that, Jerry? I promise I'll tell my bull not to cum in your mouth."

Jerry looked like he was about to cry. I couldn't believe that he hadn't changed his mind yet.

Sunday morning was all about Jerry, "Okay Jerry, give me your best shot. Reclaim Me! Show me what I have to look forward to after being fucked by my big dick bull."