Understanding

How do I put into words what I am feeling? Tip of my penis tingles at the entrance of her uterus. Bare naked passion is driving us. At her request no more rubbers ever...many times we have gotten carried away pulling out at the last millisecond. Eighth grade sex education called it the rhythm method, completely unreliable.

Eight months ago at Christmas time she introduced me to her mother and father. Chess game lasted over an hour ending in a draw, I passed his test. His sly grin over scotch rocks. Firm handshake when we left that evening, "She is everything to me.."

BBQ at her best friends house tonight, she is announcing her new addition to the family with the love of her life. We laughed until we cried. Her husband and I hit it off the first time we met. Our juvenile humor, love of golf. Our better halves waiting for us at the ninetieth hole. Two months ago we attended her wedding. "Don't stop.."

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Amber's roommate was livid. Three months she has not spent the night at the shared apartment. Terrible mattress and night stand were the only things left to dispense. "You slut! Different man every weekend! These walls are too thin!" Lease was expiring and the dumpster fire roommate was on her own.

"Please.." Amber was full of angry passion that night. First time my dick had ever penetrated the forbidden most intimate zone. Ring that was resisting yet demanding. Face down in the pillowcase growling for more, give her all of my perverted love.

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"With this ring I thee wed.." Grandmother's heirloom ring that her father had given me many months ago. Completely traditional asking the bank owner and former mayor for his blessing to marry his one and only. His jewell. Untraditional that we moved in together at the run down house in an exclusive neighborhood. Engaged and building a home.

Beyond my comprehension how these things happen. On our honeymoon prancing across the Hawaiian beach in a nearly see thru bikini drawing the whistles, catcalls drove her to near insatiable need to fuck. Couldn't help my roving eyes at the delightful bodies drove her to near insanity, her hidden need to be fucked hard and rough. Our day at the exclusive nude beach a disaster, proving to one and all she was a nasty slut only for her husband. Our first born daughter conceived on the beach witnessed by the world.

Two years later our son brought to us on shores of an exclusive resort in the Virgin Islands. This woman I love unrelenting, strangers in awe or embarrassed at her carnality. Confessed her perversion needing anal sex during pregnancy. We never used any kind of birth control as our two kids became young adults. Our home an empty nest.

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Profound wants and needs oozing to the surface. Our best friends suffering from the middle age crazies also. Many golf foursomes over the years. She is an outstanding player, beats us boys on a regular basis. Uncharacteristic that she landed her ball in the deep bunker on the seventeenth hole. "We haven't been to the beach in years honey, show them how you fuck your brazen bitch.."

My best friend for all these years, living with all our shared trials and tribulations, having his desire re-ignited for his wife, my wife's best friend. Both ladies fit and trim, very popular at the nineteenth hole. Drawing the stares and whispers from our club members at a new budding sexual closeness, near intimate gestures. "Pal will we still be friends after this?"

Odd that we have a late afternoon tee time, my wife having lunch at their place. Odder still that we haven't made love in two weeks. Never knock, the old our home is your home of a very close friend. "Fuck her..." My wife tied to the dining room chair in her golf outfit. "Put her hands in the cuffs and fuck her.."

"Pal she's been wanting this for years.." At the opposite end of the heavy table fully clothed and bound to his chair. "Fuck her vicious, rape my bitch wife.." Several packs of generic ED pills on the table.

"Hole in one you fucking cunt!" My twenty year old vows shattered. My best friends wife sobbing on the table. I'm exhausted after coming three times.

"Put your dirty ass fucking cock in my mouth!" My wife hasn't shown her nasty streak in years. Pissed herself too..

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Our foursomes have taken a whole new dimension. Yes I will admit to being with a man, our wives demanded our homosexual fucking, once. Don't prefer it but the old adage, 'Yes Dear!'

My wife's best friend prefers being bound with vibrators in her mouth, pussy and ass. Getting slapped awake after the sensory overload has taken her bodily functions hostage.

My pal loves the prostrate/cock-ring massager bound to the chair while I fuck his wife senseless. Both woman forcing him to suck my queef from their asses or pussies.

My wife's favorite, and mine, is forcing them to watch us make slow tender love for hours on end...

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"We miss her too dad." The kids called it understanding. Particularly when they were in trouble, same smirk, or wink, sometimes a frown and they would get the same answer from each of us. Sometimes spoken together. The day we met till...Her dad saw it before we even knew.

Both of us knew our daughters husband was a disaster, her stubborn streak was deep and strong as her mothers. Her son is a rowdy little snot, we laughed and laughed, she loved her first grandchild. Our daughter was so beautiful at her wedding reception, rosy cheeks and tears from laughter when we told her about the beach in Hawaii. Settlement from her divorce would take care of her for life.

"Virgin Islands!" Told his story also that night. His girlfriend is spunky and wild, already planning a vacation to the sex resort on the island. My wife giggled. Yes I said giggled! They were running off to the girls room hand in hand.

Honorary Aunt and Uncle, our best friends, were willing to foot the bill if they could go along. "They're understanding again!" Our daughter and son have been questioning our relation ship with Aunt and Uncle for the last several years.

Palliative care nurse is shooing them away so she can change the bedding. Our home has been such a happy place. Hope you can understand my short sentences, read between the lines, writing this down on a legal pad for my kids.

They say your life passes in front of your eyes when the time comes, I'm ready to be with my wife for some sweet and tender understanding...