Webslut Madison Ch. 30

Madison maneuvered her car into the lot at the park & ride near the highway. It had been just a few minutes since she had left the school.

"Worse interview ever," she muttered to herself. "I had been so good - what happened?" It was a rhetorical question. She knew exactly what happened. The minute the superintendent and principal started talking about the videos she posted, she felt herself starting to get turned on. She was crying, yet horny, and the more they kept going, the worse it got. She couldn't help herself. "I should have masturbated and relieved myself before I started that interview," she thought. Who was she kidding? Not touching herself was going to make her more desperate for humiliation, not more sickened by it.

"Maybe I just need to fuck every day," she thought. "Like - if I got some regular dick, I wouldn't be desperately horny. And then I wouldn't do the crazy shit I do." She laughed, as if more sex was really the answer to her problems. "Maybe I really am a sex addict," she mused. "Ohhhh god I need help!"

She sat in her car, just trying to calm herself down, replaying the events of the interview. "I can't believe I went wild like that. Just lost it completely. Did all the things I swore I would not do. I wrote on myself and showed them. Plugged my ass and showed them. Showed my pussy. My clamped nipples. Tied my shirt - what was I thinking? That's not going to help at a school! Fuck, maybe I should just get a corporate job, or an office job at a small business where I could basically be the office slut and they just keep me around to keep the guys satisfied." It was horrid, really, the way she was given to objectify herself.

But as she thought about it, she got more turned on. "Why even bring the plug and the clamps and all that if you don't intend to use them?" She wondered to herself. "You know what you were doing, you slut!" As she sat there, she realized she hadn't even bothered to take any of it off. Or out. Her nipples were still clamped, her pussy still squeezed by clothespins, her ass still plugged. She was such a mess she had barely noticed.

"I guess I could take these off," she said softly, referring to the clothespins. She looked around. There were cars around, but she didn't see anyone. "Must be at work," she thought. After all, it was a park & ride during the late morning. She slowly hiked up her skirt, revealing her soft, swollen pussy. Grazing herself unintentionally, she let out a soft moan.

"Ohhh, I really shouldn't go this long, I get so desperate!" She whispered. "I could - I could leave these on - I could force myself to suffer. I - I think I'd like that," she whispered.

It was already over and she knew it. She didn't have a choice. Too horny to stop herself, she was going to have to do it, to masturbate, right here in her car.

Madison hiked her skirt up until her bare pussy was fully exposed. She looked like a tramp. Oh, how she longed to be here, tied, helpless, on display! She lifted her legs up, resting her ankles on the steering wheel. Her plugged ass almost came into view, and she ran her fingers over the protruding knob, moaning softly.

"Ohhhh fuck," she moaned. "I'm fucked. I'm so ruined. And I don't think I even care anymore! I should just go repost all my videos and say fuck it, my life is over, I'm an exposed slut forever," she moaned to herself.

Madison reached for her phone. "I'm going to regret this someday," she said as she started recording. She had an idea - she grabbed an arm band out of her tote, the kind used to strap a phone to one's arm during a workout - and strapped her phone to the visor, manipulating it so that everything from the headrest to the steering wheel was in view.

"I'm going to really regret this," she started. Her pussy was in full view. She started unbuttoning her shirt as she spoke to the camera. "I just went for an interview. It was - like - the most humiliating thing ever. The interviewers at the school - of course they had seen all my pictures, all my videos. Everything. And they called me out and told me how nasty and disgusting I am and did like, a - play by play of everything I have done on video. Ugh!"

Reaching for her shirt, she pulled it open, exposing her clamped nipples. "So, like - I couldn't take it anymore. I cried profusely. Over and over. I had tried so hard to be a good girl, but I just - I just can't! It's not in me anymore. I think that part of me is dead. I just - I just don't know what's wrong with me! I tried, I really tried. I've been working so hard to wipe my videos off the internet. But I completely lost control, they're out there, probably forever."

"And in the middle of all this, I go to the bathroom to get a tissue, and I see myself, in this nice professional outfit, pretending to be an upstanding young woman, and I just - I was so uncomfortable. It's not me. Or, it's not me - anymore. I just lost it. I clamped my nipples, I plugged my ass, I wrote slut on myself, put clothespins on my pussy and I tied my shirt to show my stomach and I - I went back out to the interview and stopped pretending."

Madison caressed her breasts as she spoke. Her nipples were clamped and fully erect. She swallowed, her heart pounding, as she became more aroused. "And then I - I basically went out there, raised up my arms so they could see this," she said, pointing at the word "slut" on her upper stomach. "And I told them what I was and told them I liked posting all my videos and I wanted to be ruined and humiliated. I told them they pushed me. By bringing all of it back up. And then I showed them my stupid slut pussy, my tits, my ass."

"And then they kicked me out and I came here," she said. Madison began to stroke her pussy in between the clothespins as she spoke. "To a park and ride. To calm down. But I'm not calm. I'm horny as fuck. I haven't cum in two weeks and I'm desperate!"

"So now I'm going to probably post this and take back everything I said! Godddd I know I shouldn't! I know what it feels like to be ruined! To be humiliated for being shown off, exposed everywhere! To be too - too famous, too exposed, too untouchable by normal society. I know after the past 2 weeks that it's so, so hard to clean up your online image. And I feel like I'm getting somewhere, I got like - half of it removed!"

"But then the urges rush back! I'm desperate, sitting here - ohhhh, edging my stupid slut cunt and wanting it to all come back and be a hundred times worse! And I know - I know precisely how bad it's going to be! I'm so close to graduating, for good, I need a job so bad. And I don't even care. I don't care and I'm just - I'm so ready to throw it all away to please my stupid greedy cunt!"

"Ohhhh, fuck yeah, my greedy little cunt wants it!" She moaned as she stroked herself. "Im so stupid for doing this, ohhhh! I don't even care anymore, I - I can't stop. I won't stop!" Madison leaned forward and I'm strapped her heels - and then promptly used the straps to fasten her ankles to the steering wheel, her knees pointed out and her cunt exposed.

"I want to be everywhere. Put me in the news! Put me all over, like - find my social media and just - and just expose me, tag me, ruin me! Make Madison Holt a household name! Make it so everybody knows who I am and what I do and what I am good for! Ohhhh, so nobody ever forgets Madison Kendall Holt! Bucking her hips, she greedily stroked her pussy.

"Ohhhh God I'm desperate for this! I know I'm going to regret it - I just - ohhhh I don't care! I really am disgusting! I want to do it to myself! I want to be ruined! I want to be wrecked and destroyed! I want to finish off good girl Madison forever! I want you to help me so she can never come back, so it's just nasty filthy Webslut Madison from now on!"

"Ohhhh, that's it, guys! Help me, push me, help me get ruined! Make me cry when I regret it, make good girl Madison cry, make her cry when I have to admit all this to my family! But you now what? I want to cry. I want to be disrespected. I want the ultimate abuse. You get off to it too. Help a cunt do it!"

Suddenly, as Madison bucked her hips, her knee hit the button on the door to roll down the window. "See?" She said, laughing. "This is the universe telling me it's what I was made for. If I didn't want to be exposed, I wouldn't be masturbating with my ankles tied in a seedy parking lot." She waited until the window was fully down. "I'm Madison Holt!" She practically screamed. "I'm a slut! I want everyone to know I'm exposing myself!" She turned back and laughed nervously, shrugging her shoulders, before she rolled down the passenger side window - this time, on purpose. Leaning her seat back to get more comfortable, she removed the clothespins from her labia and put them back on, moaning. She pulled her arms out of her shirt, lying on it on the driver seat, and she was down to a cupless bra, heels, and her hiked-up skirt.

"I don't know why I want this," she said again, taking a break. "I bring myself to the edge, I'm so horny, I deny myself an orgasm - I guess it feels too good - and then I do something even wilder. Like - I could get so busted right now. Cops hang out in these parking lots all the time. And the worst part is, right now I'm so turned on I don't even care. I'm - like, come find me. Fuck it, I hope I do get caught. It literally doesn't matter. I'm so horny that I don't care what happens tomorrow. Or an hour from now. I just need my dirty little slut cunt exposed and my worthless fucking life ruined."

"Why do I want it. God I'm such a stupid horny mess! I'm - ohhhh, I'm literally locking myself out of a normal life and a job right now and I don't even caaaaare!"

I love exposing myself with my name, ohhhhh yes! I love giving out my personal details! I'll - I'll post a picture later with a list of my real socials! Ohhhh, want my address guys?! You already know my name!"

"Ohhh fuck! Don't hold back. I want to feel it all! I want to fucking cry in shame! I want to struggle, to try over and over to be good, just to wreck my reputation more and more every time I fail!"

"Ohhhh fuck and it finally happened! Ohhhh god, thank you! Thank you so much to all of you who did this to me! See what you've turned me into! A depraved horny slut, ohhhh! Now I'm fingering myself in my car where anyone could watch! Anyone could listen! Anyone could catch me!"

Madison reached for a headband she kept in her bag, and a set of ear buds. She put the ear buds in and turned some music on low, and put the head band around her head and over her eyes. "There," she said. "Now I'll never know if anyone is watching."

"Ohhhh fuck! It finally happened," she moaned as she stroked her clit. "It finally happened - I finally got what I wanted, ohhhh god, I'm so ruined! I went to an interview, and they knew all about me! Ohhhh fuck I'm so happy! I wanted this for so long, to be a true Webslut, to be sooo, soooo ruined and destroyed!"

"Thank you all," she moaned seductively. "Thank you for making my reputation garbage. Thank you for making it so you just google my name and find out I'm a huge exposed slut! Ohhhhh yesssss! I've wanted this so bad, so long, and I finally got it! I'm Madison Holt and I'm - I'm - im Madison Holt!

"Madison Holt! That's my real name! I love you knowing my name! I don't know yours but that's the way I like it! That's the way I need it! I crave it! Ohhhhh yessss guys! I'm exposed all over, ohhhh yessss, and all my details are out there!"

"Fuck yesss! You know what I did today?" She was really getting into it now. Getting louder, she fingered herself hard. "I went to a fucking interview! To be a teacher! And they told me they'd never hire a slut like me! Ohhhhh it felt so good to hear them talk that way about me!"

"Ohhh yesss! I'm fucked up! I'm a fucked up little pathetic cunt! Because it felt so good to my slut pussy to hear those guys tell me they knew I'm exposed! Ohhhhh yesss and they knew I begged for it! Knew I wanted it! Knew I ruined myself! You know what they told me?! They told me I need help! Ohhhhh fuck it made me so horny!"

"Yesss! They said they watched me get fucked by six strangers! Watched me suck off a grandpa! Watched me beg for my life to be ruined! And you know - ohhh yes, this dumb slut loved every second! You hear that?! I LOVED IT, ohhhh GODDDD it's what I've ALWAYS WANTED and I can't wait till it HAPPENS AGAIN!"

"Ohhhhh yes, I did it, I got it, I ruined myself. I destroyed my future, and I literally couldn't be happier. God, mom and dad are going to hate hearing that but it's SO FUCKING TRUE!"

Madison had been fingering herself furiously, but she suddenly stopped and licked her fingers. She was shaking, breathing heavily. "I - I need to cum. I want to cum. But I can't yet. I mean I'm so horny but - whew! I know this is getting worse if I make myself wait. I'm going to do it in a few minutes, don't worry, I just - this orgasm is going to be too good. I'm going to build up to it a few times before I let myself have it."

Madison laid on her back in her car for a moment, collecting herself. She breathed in and out, playing with her still-clamped nipples, teasing them gently.

"Okay, okay. I'm such a slut. Who likes this? Who's this happy about not getting a job? About being completely - like - totally worthless except as a slut? Like - I was serious about it happening again too. Only next time I'm not going to try to be professional about it. I'm going to like - I'll go in wearing a half shirt and a mini skirt and - Ohhhh, yes! I'm going to go in there with my slut ass plugged. From the start, not sneaking off to the bathroom halfway through. My slut ass plugged and my nipples clamped and - ohhhh, I'm going to write all over myself. I'm going to go in there and take it off and ask them why they bothered bringing a dumb whore like me in to interview in the first place!"

Madison was stroking her pussy again. She pulled on the clothespins, stretching out her labia, moaning. She flicked them, moaning, until she grabbed them and ripped them off. "Ohhhhh fuck yeah!" She cried out in a mix of pain and pleasure. She slowly massaged her clit, until it enlarged and she could slide one of the clothespins onto it, clamping it down.

"Oooohhhh yessss!" She hissed. "You know - the longer I stay here exposed, teasing myself - the more likely I am to get an audience, to be noticed - or to get caught! Ohhhhh just think. There could be people standing all around and I'd have no idea!"

Madison started fingering her wet, swollen pussy again. It made sloppy wet squishing noises as she thrust her fingers in and out. And as she thrust her fingers in and out, she started thinking back to her interview again.

"Ohhhh fuck, it happened! It really happened! Ohhhh I finally got ruined for real! I finally - ohhhh I have to live with it! Yesss, live with the consequences! And what I've done to myself, ohhhh, what I've turned into!"

"Ohhh fuck yes! It was so degrading, they told me all about watching my little videos and - how I got fucked by six strangers! Yessss and I sucked off a man three times my age! And how I call myself a slut, like - like a hundred times! Ohhhhh they told me I was asking for it, that - yessss! I begged to be exposed and have my life ruined and - ohhhh fuck! Begged to be slapped - and hurt!"

"Fuck, I came out of that bathroom and I admitted it! Ohhhhh all of it! And begged for it and told them I really am a slut! I fucking told them I get off on it! And then I - then I threw myself at them - ohhhh I teased and tried to get them to just - to fuck me! Ohhhhh god I'm so exposed and ruined and I LOVE IT! I want to to keep getting worse! I want it bad! I want everybody - people on the street, ohhhh! My friends! My parents! To look at me and see my skimpy outfits and my writing and my videos and never see me as anything but a dumb sluuuuut!"

"Ohhhhhhh god that was close," Madison moaned as she removed her fingers from her pussy again. "Oh fuck I'm shaking," she laughed again. "I wonder if anybody's watching this. They'd be getting a real show. And a story! Fuck, guys are probably standing out there recording me and taking pictures. Go ahead! Take as many as you want! I'm posting this online anyway! I'm Madison Holt! Webslut Madison! From right here in Naperville!"

She slowly started to finger herself again. "Mmmmm," she moaned. "Thank you for making my life a ruined mess," she said seductively. "Now keep posting me all over the internet! Ohhhh on every website! My real name and everything. If it doesn't say Madison Holt it doesn't count. Because then it doesn't help me get ruined! Like - ohhhhh like - I want my real name on all of it! Goddddd I got so horny when I realized all you have to do is google me and - and all my nasty videos pop up! But I need your help to - ohhhh to make it worse!"

"I don't even know how to make it worse but I need it! I need to be even more ruined! And exposed! Ohhhhh just thinking about it makes me so fucking wet!"

"Ohhhh I had my Instagram hijacked - like, slutty shit posted all over it! All my class found out alllll about me! Ohhhh they all know! They all know I'm an exposed slut and I WANTED THIS! And I did it TO MYSELF! Ohhhhhh fuck! Fuck! Expose me more! Expose me worse! Expose me everywhere! Ohhhhh fuck yessss, just ruin me! Ruin me good, ruin me forever and no matter how much I beg and plead don't ever stooooop!"

"Ohhhh should I let myself have it? Huh? Should I let myself cum?" Madison yanked her hands out of her pussy, smearing them all over her face, licking them, turning her face into a wet mess. "Ohhhhh not yet. Not yet. This is too good. I need a finale. I need to - to really get into it, to really degrade myself this time. Okay? Whew! Going to calm down for a minute here, just let myself relax, all tied to the steering wheel." She chuckled softly.

"Okay. This is going to be in the moment. Living out my own ruination. I'm going to focus on the fact that I'm ruined for good and I can't believe it finally happened but I did it! I got what I wanted. Finally! And I don't know where I go from here, like - I don't know - and I'm so horny I just don't care!

"Ohhhh, that's it," she said, sliding three fingers into her pussy. "Mmmmm, here we go."

"Ohhhh I realized today how ruined my life is. I went to an interview and I'm so fucked! Ohhhh I'm never going to get a job! Mmmmm yessss I've been begging for this - ohhhh I thought maybe it was a fantasy but noooo it's all real!!! Ohhhh yes and I - and I actually - yesss I LOVE IT! I CRAVE IT! I WANT MORE! OHHHH!"

"Find my socials, just take them over and use them and change my passwords and completely ruin me and post nasty shit! Ohhhhh yes! I'm ruined! I'm fucked! I'm so beyond hope it's disgusting and I WANTED THIS! I didn't get hacked! I didn't get forced into this! I'm a DIRTY SLUT and I wanted it!"

"Ohhhhh thank you! Ohhh I'll do anything for the guys that ruined me! Ohhhh it's so REAL! My REAL LIFE is DESTROYED! Ohhhh my fucking horny cunt couldn't say no and it - YESSS IT FEELS SO GOOD TO BE A RUINED! WRECKED! SLUT! Ohhhh I have nothing left! I THREW EVERYTHING AWAY and I'm so fucking happy I did! My reputation is GARBAGE! My whole school knows, ohhhhhh goddddd, YESSSS! OHHHH IT'S SO REAL!" Tears streamed down her face all of the sudden. Shame came over her and she began to wail.

"AWWW WHYYY?!?! WHY DID I DO THIS?! WHY DID I FLUSH MY LIFE DOWN THE TOILET?!" She wailed. "OHHHH YESSS IT HAPPENED and it's never going to STOP! Ohhhhh yessss! OHHH! I'M FINALLY THE SLUT I WANT TO BE! I'M LOSING EVERYTHING! OHHH JUST like I WANTED! I'M TEARING MYSELF APART! OHHH YESSSS!"

"Ohhhh! I should just sit here all day and edge my poor, worthless, aching, desperate cunt over and over to that thought!" She teased as she slowed herself, barely touching herself, her heart still pounding, her body writhing, begging for release. "Just sit here until somebody shows up and finishes me off."