Disapointment

Disappointment ran through my veins
As I held my face together
Her look towards me, complete disdain,
Like eyes in well worn leather.

Hell-bent-for-leather
No need to explain.
I saw them both together
Just increased all my pain.

So hemlock, I would then partake.
Could not be fixed by magic wand.
She just forgot the word forsake,
And thus destroyed our once tight bond.

So then the question asks itself,
Where do we go from here?
Forgiveness seems doomed with lack of tear
All gone our once shared hopes and dreams,
Even without her acid sneer

Even when we started out,
We drank the best champagne.
Now we're so done, I have no doubt,
All we're drinking is blood and pain.

Again for her I disappoint,
My heart like shattered glass.
Perhaps another to annoit:
Replacement for my ass.

So pull off the bandaid,
Fast or slow?
Which hurts worse?
I've got to know.

The hurt from you, I do express,
I've got to let you go.
I think about your sweet caress,
As your disappointments show.