How Does It Feel

How does it feel to rip my heart out?
How does it feel to cause me pain?
How does it feel to make the tears fall?
How does it feel to drive me insane?

You knew what it would do.
You knew how it would break me.
You knew how to play your game.
You knew I wouldn't want to see.

You are just like all the others.
You just wanted to crush me too.
You get a kick out of leading me on.
Choking me with your lies so my feelings grew.

You knew exactly what touch, what kiss
To use to lure me in.
You knew exactly what gesture, what line
To ensure I couldn't win.

You carefully broke down my barriers.
Drawing me deeper into your snare.
Your lying eyes promising me the world.
Reassuring me that you did care.

You've added to the scars on my wrist.
Feel proud of what you've wrought.
A permanent reminder of what I fell for.
All your pretty lies that I bought.

You've added to the emotional scars.
That get deeper everyday.
More weight to carry on my shoulders.
Congratulations for getting your way.

How does it feel to have succeeded
In hurting me more than ever?
How does it feel to have made me believe
That we could be something together?