AMA - The Boyfriend Ch. 031-040

I gave her another peck, firm and friendly and quick, re-establishing the boundary. She laughed and nodded, knowing what I meant.

"Wow!" I said, standing up and rubbing at my face. I turned to Cassidy. "Babe, I don't know if our parents will like it, butthat is the kind of kiss I want at the altar."

This set up a round of giggling and laughing from almost everyone. Heather was clearly faking a smile, and only partially responded to Cattie sitting up and throwing her arms around her girlfriend and whispering to her. On the other side of the circle, Cassidy was laughing so hard she was crying, and it clicked for me that it wasn't from the laughing.

I quickly crossed the circle and got down, kissing her hard and earnestly. She wrapped her fingers into the hair on the back of my head and fell backwards, pulling me with her as she kissed me fiercely even while giggling into my mouth. She kissed me back, pecking me hard over and over.

"Whats- wrong-?" I asked in between kisses. Everyone was catcalling all over again, seeing me and Cassidy seemingly making out wildly with me on top of her.

"Nothing," she gasped. "Nothing, Tiger. You said at the altar. I just- you still want to marry me?"

My heart twisted at that moment. I had said that, hadn't I?

I hadn't even thought about the wedding. Getting married to Cassidy.

She was trying so hard. I was so focused on the past, on the now, I hadn't thought about the fact that I was marrying her in six months.

I didn't answer her. Instead, I wrapped my arms under her and picked us both up, rising to my knees and then my feet. "Sorry, folks," I said. "I think my fiance and I are out of the game!"

Even more catcalls followed us as Cassidy clung to me happily and I walked us over the bridge to our boat and towards the stairs. I could feel Cassidy gesturing and making faces at the girls over my shoulder, and then she made some thrusting motions with her hips, all of which garnered more laughter from the group. I carried her all the way down the stairs and into the houseboat. The entire way she kissed my neck and cheeks happily.

I sat down on the bed, her now straddling me, and then I fell backwards and she was over top of me, planting little kisses all over my face.

"Cass," I said.

She kept kissing me.

"Cassidy," I said, firmer, and she stopped.

"What's wrong?" she asked me.

I sighed and closed my eyes, wrapping my arms around her again and hugging her down onto me.

"Cassidy, I'm scared," I said.

"Oh, Robbie," she sobbed. Maybe we were both a little manic today, flipping emotions on a dime. She held me for a long few minutes, our heartbeats intermingling and our breathing falling into sync. "Talk to me," she whispered after a while. "I need you to tell me it all. Every bit."

"I- I don't know if I can marry you," I sobbed, taking my turn to break down. "I don'tnot want to marry you, but I just- I can't even think about it. I just don'tknow anymore, and that terrifies me."

And then we cried together for a while, and that little part of me that surfaced every once in a while between bouts of sadness wondered if the others could hear us, and thought we were happily fucking each other's brains out instead of desperately clinging to each other, hoping this whole thing wasn't falling apart.

Chapter 35

We'd wound down after maybe fifteen minutes, but kept tight hold of each other for a while.

"I'm sorry," I said quietly. I knew I'd said something so utterly hurtful.

"No," Cassidy said firmly. "Don't. You can't be sorry. Never be sorry for telling me what you're feeling." She lifted her head up and looked me in the eyes. "I read about this thing - radical honesty. Some people have had really good success with it. It basically means that we need to dedicate time to check in and be completely honest, no matter what. Even if we think it's going to hurt, or be hurtful, we need to be totally open."

I nodded. "OK. That- I can see why that would work. I don't know if I'm ready to say everything I'm feeling though. It's all jumbled up in my head and my heart."

"OK," she said and laid her head back down on my chest.

"It's true that I still love you," I said.

"It's true that I still love you, too," she said back.

We were syncing up our breathing again.

"How was the kiss with Sherry?" I asked.

"Nice. Cute," Cassidy said. "She isn't bad, but I don't think she's into girls. All I could think about was you, though. I was worried, and waiting. I was terrified I would miss you telling me to stop."

"Thank you for stopping," I said.

"I love you, and I'm yours," she said. "I'll do anything you want."

I took a deep breath and let it out.

"How was kissing Terra?" Cassidy asked.

"Really nice," I said. "I kept thinking about how different she was than kissing you, or Becca. I wasn't joking with JC, I'd be happy to kiss her more if I had the chance, but I wouldn't ever want to be the reason they broke up."

"You don't want to be the cheater," Cassidy said. It wasn't a question, wasn't even really self-accusatory. She said it more as a sad reality that I held myself to that and always had, and she hadn't.

I just shook my head in response, staying quiet.

"How about Cattie? That kiss was super hot," Cassidy said.

"I- I don't know what to say about that. It was, by a lot. But also Cattie is your best friend, and one of my friends. Kissing her felt amazing, and feeling her up - god damn, I can't believe we did that in front of anyone, let alone at all. If she wasn't dating Heather, I would... Well, I'd be open to a lot more. But she is with Heather, and even if we aren't exactly sure about her, I'm still not looking to end relationships and cause rifts."

"What if I told you I wanted you to sleep with Cattie?" Cassidy asked. "What if I-"

"Stop," I whispered. "Stop, please."

She did.

"Robbie, I want to be close to you," she finally said. "Can we get naked? Is that OK?"

I nodded, and we quickly started stripping off and got under the covers. She lay down on top of me again, her body pressed to mine, skin to skin. I wrapped my arms around her, and she pressed her cheek to my chest.

"Thank you," she whispered.

"I love you," I whispered back.

Over time, between the little touches we made, and the subtle shifts, I ended up getting harder between us. "Can I help with that?" Cassidy asked me when she had to move again to make room for my penis.

"You don't need to," I said, but she stopped me.

"No, Robbie. I want to. I want to do anything you feel comfortable enough to do," she said. "I can't figure out the right words to make this go away, so I need to talk to you in more ways. Can I?"

I nodded, and Cassidy slipped under the covers and settled between my legs in the dark. She started with just her fingertips, tracing them up and down my cock, then slowly transitioned to a soft stroking as she danced her tongue along the shaft. Then the head. Then she was suckling on me, making love to me with her mouth. She slowly worked her way through every trick in her book, teasing me and sending little zaps of pleasure up my spine and into my balls.

"Cassidy," I groaned, enjoying the leisurely feeling. It was decadent, laying there with her.

She worked me over. After everything that had happened that day, I was weirdly backed up. When had I last gotten off? In my truck? I'd had that unfulfilled blowjob from Cass earlier, plus all of the teasing, and kissing, and topless women, and the massages. Fuck, I gave Leia an orgasm!

I threw the covers off of us, and Cassidy looked up at me with my cock half in her mouth. And I came as we looked at each other. Cass didn't pull off, instead she started gulping my cum down, and I gave her a gullet full. And she grinned through the whole thing, revelling in doing this for me.

When the last few dribbles were getting sucked out of me, I relaxed my body from the orgasm and she just kept going, making sure she'd gotten everything, and then bathing me with her tongue. She crawled back up my body and playfully opened her mouth, showing me her empty mouth. "All gone," she whispered playfully. "Feel good?"

"You're amazing," I said. "And I feel mellow, now."

"Good," she said and hugged herself to me again. "We should probably see what's going on, but I don't want to drink any more. Or party. It's been a long day."

"OK," I said. "What if we start a movie out in the lounge? Maybe some of the others will join us."

"That sounds nice," she smiled, then pouted. "But also means I have to get dressed again."

"Probably," I chuckled.

Chapter 36

Cassidy and I got dressed in some comfy clothes - sweatpants for both of us, while I threw on a light sweater and she slipped into a zip-up hoodie without bothering to put on an undershirt or bra. I had a feeling she knew this was going to tease me and I let her have it.

We went out to the loungey living area of the houseboat. The music was still playing up top and there was loud talking. I had to wonder how long the game had kept going after we left, and what we might have missed out on. I checked through the kitchen area quickly while Cassidy turned on the TV and looked through the shitty selection of DVDs that the houseboat was stocked with. I ended up finding a couple of pouches of microwave popcorn in a cupboard, so I started working on those.

"What do you think," Cassidy asked me. "Space Jam or Dirty Dancing?"

"Space Jam for sure," I said. If I was remembering correctly, while Dirty Dancing was a fun and sometimes sexy movie, there were also some scenes and characters I didn't want to think about after the day I had.

"OK," Cassidy chirped happily and loaded the DVD player with the movie while I opened the steaming bag of popcorn into a big mixing bowl and brought it over to the couch. Cassidy had sat on one side, so I sat in the middle and she immediately leaned into me and handed me the remote as I tucked my arm around her. We hadn't even gotten our first handfuls of popcorn to our mouths when there was a stampede of feet coming down the stairs just outside the glass doors.

The first woman in was Heels, and she was clearly drunk. Wanda and Heather were right behind her, also looking like they'd had a good time.

"Here you are!" Heels said. "Come here, you're the only ones that I haven't made out with."

Heels was kneeling next to me on the couch before I could even pause the movie and kissed me firmly, slipping in a little tongue. I could taste the alcohol on her breath and, to be quite frank, even if I'd actually responded with anything other than surprise it wouldn't have been a very good kiss. She pulled away and smacked her lips, wiggling her thick eyebrows at me as I just sort of sat there in shock, and then she was climbing over my lap.

"Last one!" she said, and Cassidy squeaked in her own surprise as she was grabbed and kissed as well.

"Stop," Cassidy said, pushing Heels away.

"That's it, that's everyone," Heels said, not caring as she stumbled to her feet and stood grinning in the middle of the living room. "I have officially kissed every person on this trip, and it was great." Then she let out what might have been one of the loudest, most resonant belches I had ever heard. Calling it a 'burp' would have been an injustice to the sheer amount of volume she produced. Heels smacked her lips again afterwards, blinking tiredly. "OK, bedtime."

"Jesus Christ, Baheela," Wanda said, shaking her head. "Alright, let's get you tucked away."

Meanwhile, Cassidy was clutching my arm and whispering to me quietly, "Robbie, I'm so sorry. I didn't- I tried to stop her-"

"It's OK," I whispered back quietly, taking her hand and squeezing it softly. "I know."

"Hey, what are you guys watching?" Wanda asked us as she led Heels towards the bedrooms.

"Space Jam," I said. "You're welcome to join us if you want."

"I will! I love that movie," she said. "Be right back."

Heather was shaking her head with a wry smirk watching Wanda walk off with Heels, then turned to me and Cassidy. "I thought you two were getting in some private time. Don't tell me you're finishedalready."

The implication was obvious. "Actually," Cassidy said. "Considering the long day we had, we purposefully went quick. But once you're with someone for long enough that really knows you and gets you, quick can be just as satisfying as long."

"Oh, honey," Heather said, shaking her head. "Real satisfaction takes work, talent and effort. And certain gifts." She stuck out her tongue, which I had to admit was particularly long as she touched the bottom of her chin with it.

Cassidy snorted and raised her hand in mine, kissing the back of my hand. "Well, it's a good thing I'm marrying the most gifted, talented, hard-working man I've ever met."

Heather looked like she was going to retort again, but was cut off by Cattie coming down the stairs outside, followed by JC and Terra.

"Hey hon," Cattie smiled, oblivious to the sparring that had been going on. She stepped up to Heather and wrapped an arm around her waist, smiling sweetly up at her taller girlfriend with that sort of end-of-night, glazed-over expression of someone who had definitely had a nice, simmering day of drinking.

Heather took her opportunity to show off, I assumed, and she grabbed Cattie by the ass and pulled her closer, starting to make out with her right there. Cattie went with it, pressing her tits against Heather's even larger chest.

"On that note, I think we're going to our room," JC said, eyeing up the lesbian kiss.

Terra laughed, and so did Cassidy and I. "How come you don't kiss me like that, Juan Carlos?" Terra asked her boyfriend.

"Cause I don't have the boobs for you to push against," he said. "If I had tits like that I'd squeeze you with them all the time."

Terra acted shocked and slapped his ass. "Naughty boy!"

"Oooh, yeah, can I have another Mami?" JC laughed, and when Terra pretended to bring her hand way back to smack him even harder he laughed and scampered down towards the room.

Terra laughed, shaking her head and rolling her eyes at her boyfriend's antics. She stepped over to Cass and I. "You two may want to turn up the volume a bit," she said. "We'll try not to betoo loud."

"Worst comes to worst, we'll figure something out," I said and Cassidy grinned with me. "Have fun."

"Thanks," Terra smiled, then she surprised me by leaning down and kissing me on the lips softly, then kissed Cassidy on the forehead. "Good night you two."

"Good night," Cassidy smiled.

At some point in the brief exchange with Terra, Heather must have dragged Cattie towards their room, so when Terra left it was just Cassidy and I again.

"She likes you," Cassidy smiled.

"I like her, too," I said. "Her and JC seem like good people to make friends with."

"No, I mean she's got a crush on you," Cassidy clarified. "If she didn't, she wouldn't have kissed you on the lips."

"Well, it's not going any further than that," I said. "I'm not-"

"I know, Tiger," Cassidy said. "I know. And it doesn't need to be a thing with her. Just accept that a beautiful woman like her is attracted to you, and you can be attracted to her, too."

"It is nice," I admitted. "I'm not used to thinking that way. Like, obviously I could objectively judge if I saw someone attractive, but I never spent time thinking about being attracted to them, or them to me."

"And that's just one of the many, many,many reasons I love you, and don't deserve you," Cassidy said a little sadly.

I wanted to say something for her, but a door burst open and JC jogged back down the hallway in just a towel. "Dude, I totally forgot. Becca asked me to move the boats a little ways from each other for the night because we aren't supposed to stay moored together overnight without anyone awake. Could you...?"

"Yeah, I got it," I said, flashing him a smile. "Go show that gorgeous woman of yours a good time."

"Thanks, dude," he grinned and headed back to his room.

"I'll be right back," I said, kissing Cassidy quickly and standing up. "Don't start the movie without me."

"OK," she smiled. "I love you."

"Love you, too," I said, meaning it.

Chapter 37

Detaching the boats from each other wasn't hard work, it was just a little time-consuming. I had to undo the ropes mooring us together at the front and back, then stow away the ramp connecting the two top decks and undo the ropes there. Then I had to power up the boat motor, raise the anchor and slowly pilot the boat about twenty-five feet away and lower the anchor again.

I also took the time to check the fuel for the generator that was running in the hold of the boat, making sure we weren't going to wake up to nothing working - all of the women had photo shoots planned for the morning, so being powerless would have been a disaster in the making. We were good though, so I powered down the engine and headed back down.

Cassidy was still in her spot, but Wanda had come back out and was lounging on the other end of the couch. She'd pulled her blonde hair up into a messy bun and wiped off what little makeup she'd been wearing. Wanda was a pretty girl even without makeup, though she was definitely an artist at making her apple cheeks more prominent - stripped down like this she looked more girl next door than the all-American midwest apple pie beauty queen. She'd also changed her top.

"Wow, really?" I laughed, sliding the door closed and latching it. "I'm impressed."

"I might have brought the costume to shoot in," Wanda smiled. "I've got the ears and shorts with a bunny tail to go with it, but I figured this was enough." She was wearing the jersey of the Tune Squad from the movie, and in the delightful crop top version.

"Come on, Tiger," Cassidy said, patting the seat between her and Wanda. "Let's get this show on the road. The animals are starting to get restless." That was when I noticed the noises coming softly from the back end of the houseboat.

I settled in, offering Wanda some of the popcorn and she accepted. Cassidy snuggled up to me again and started the movie, and during the opening scene Wanda shifted closer to me and leaned over to Cassidy. "Do you mind if I snuggle a bit, too?"

"Robbie's a bit of a furnace, and gives good snuggle," Cassidy said. "Go for it."

So that was how I ended up with my arms around two beautiful women watching a kid's movie for the nostalgia.

We were about halfway through the movie, and had turned up the volume twice early on to drown out the noises, when Cassidy sat up and stretched, then turned to me. "Tiger, could you give me a quick shoulder massage?"

"Sure," I said, sitting up and little.

Cassidy slid up onto my lap and unzipped her hoody, then looked to Wanda. "You don't mind, do you hon?"

"Not at all," Wanda said. "Especially if I can get one too. This afternoon was amazing. You've got fantastic hands, Robbie."

"Thanks," I said.

"You can go right after me," Cassidy nodded with a smile, then didn't just lower her hoody but slipped it off completely and set it on the seat beside us.

Wanda's eyes went a little wider, but with a soft smile. "Damn, girl. I wish I had boobs like yours, they're so pretty."

"Thanks," Cassidy grinned. "But I kind of wish I had your ass. You must work so hard at it."

"Yeah, but it's genetics, too. Ten years from now I'm going to end up looking like a Pixar Mom, though."

"Well, Leia has Pixar Mom proportions now and she still makes it look hot," Cass giggled.

"True!" Wanda laughed.

I set to work giving Cassidy a shoulder massage, working her neck and shoulders, then slowly down her back until I was working her lower back. We went quiet as I did this, enjoying the movie, except for Cassidy occasionally groaning in appreciation. The feeling of Cassidy responding under my fingertips was comfortable and familiar. I'd touched her a thousand times and more like this, and Wanda sitting next to us and splitting her attention between the move and Cassidy felt strangely blended into those feelings. It wasn't weird because we didn't make it weird.