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Click hereWe spent the next few hours cuddled together naked on the couch and watching bad horror flicks on the television. I only half watched the movies, instead rehashing in my mind the things that had been said earlier. The closeness and intimacy we had was what I had craved from Derek, but never found. Even though Jeremy and I had decided on a new beginning, there was a nagging in my head that wouldn't let me free Derek fully from my memories, and that worried me.
I didn't comprehend just how strong the hold was until I was laying in bed later with my legs spread wide and my ass being prepped for fucking by a talented tongue. My eyes were pinched shut enjoying the foreplay but I damn near lost all desire, when I opened them and realized that I had been fantasizing that it was Derek between my thighs eating my butt. At that moment, I fully accepted that Jeremy had been right...I wasn't ready at all for anything more serious more than committed fuck buddies.
- COMMENTS
I am so frustrated with Brad right now! Its time for him to quit living in his fantasy with Derek! The major thing the two best friends have in common is the ability to live in denial!
Jeremy is so much more in every way than Derek, but then I'm not in love with Derek! I know first hand how first loves are so hard to let go of! Jeremy is absolutely right in not allowing himself to fall any deeper with Brad. Brad is still totally confused, and very much in love with Derek! I think if Jeremy gave him an ultimatum instead of letting him sit on this fence, it may help Brad make a decision! We always seem to want most what we can't have! It seems like such an easy choice to me what Brad should do!
Could Derek really be so naive all this time about how Brad has felt towards him? Is it just his ability to stay in denial? Its every bit as much Brads fault for never being able to voice his true feelings. I know the fear of loosing or fucking up the Best Friend thing, but they did that the first time they got intimate whether either one realized it at the time! You can never go back!
Brad needs to take some time to figure out what he really wants! He still has no clue! I'm certain things are not settled with Derek just yet! Does Brad really think Derek will leave his new wife and become committed to Brad only? I doubt that Derek could remain faithful to anyone for any length of time! Derek is for sure Bi- but I doubt he could even admit that to himself!
I'm tempted to read ahead. There are two more chapters. But I won't! At the end of chapter 10 I really have no idea how this will all end! I know what I would like to see it be, but I have a feeling there are more surprises ahead. I really just hope its not a three way with Derek and Lacy! Maybe a three way with the boys, but that will be the end for any chance for any of them to end up together.
Annoyed me so much....trying way too hard to be clever. Why?
Somehow I feel that Lacy still has a significant role to play in how all this will end.
Yes the wife of the gay married straight man who made a play for his best bud hs bud from the past....
I agree with Casey 100%. 'By the time I was starting that third week of no real contact with Derek or Jeremy, I was one or the other in my brain at least once every waking hour!' LOL, 'Derek caught me first in the dairy section...' Imagery plus. Finally the truth is revealed. 'But Brad...if I only knew...' Moron.
Brad now has to tell Derick that he is dating Jeremy. Maybe Brad can get serious with his new love.
Brad standing up to Derek and saying no is probably a good thing. But something tells me giving him the kiss wasnt.