Shadow of Secrets Pt. 05

*Disclaimer: All characters are 18+, no underage characters will ever be portrayed in any shape or form in this or any future stories.*

**Eva's point of view**

After a very exhausting conversation with Jax; Eva finally managed to convince him to take her to an illegal medical facility. Jax had objections to it but he relented knowing Eva wasn't going to change her mind and ultimately it was her decision. Slightly unhappy with how dismissive Eva had been about the topic; Jax promised to take her to an illegal medical facility he knew could be trusted to take good care of her.

Jax led Eva to a discreet building hidden deep within the seedier parts of town, far removed from prying eyes and ears. Upon entering, Eva felt a mixture of trepidation and relief. They reached the entrance hallway which opened up into an expansive waiting room. Around twenty other individuals awaited their turn for treatment, all dressed casually to maintain secrecy. Some held newspapers to shield their faces from recognition, others wore plain clothing with large sunglasses. Each person present bore a sense of desperation mirrored in their expressions.

Most were anxious, seeking answers to pressing issues. And while each individual displayed various reasons necessitating discretion, the common thread binding everyone together was a shared need for confidentiality.

"Please take a seat," a nurse instructed, directing Eva and Jax to a vacant spot. "One of our physicians will be with you shortly." The woman smiled reassuringly, offering an air of professionalism amidst the chaos surrounding them. As they sat down among strangers, Eva couldn't help but feel uneasy -- a mix of dread and hope intertwined.

As she waited, memories flooded her mind, images from years ago haunting her like specters. How different life would have been if she hadn't abandoned the life of a costumed vigilante and chosen instead to carry on fighting evil alongside her peers. Would her relationship with Jax even exist today? Or would she remain bound to a distant past, forever separated from those dearest to her? Such contemplative thoughts swirled within her head until finally, Dr. Riley entered the waiting room, accompanied by a male nurse.

He appeared competent and efficient, garnering instant respect from the patients in attendance. Introducing himself briefly, Riley announced, "My name is Doctor Riley Thompson. I will be examining and assessing each patient individually, ensuring complete privacy throughout your visit." Glancing around the room he continued, "Should you require additional assistance beyond my scope, please notify myself or one of my colleagues readily available to assist you." This pronouncement brought forth a collective sigh of relief from the assembly.

One by one, individuals were ushered into separate rooms. When Eva and Jax's turn arrived, they followed the attending nurse deeper into the dimly lit corridors. As they walked, Eva's fear subsided, replaced by curiosity regarding the outcome of their consultation. Stepping into the sterile environment of the examination room, she was greeted by the faint scents of antiseptic solutions mingling with a hint of perspiration -- a testament to the gravity of their situation.

Removing her clothes, Eva laid upon the examination table while Jax paced restlessly outside, consumed by anxiety. Dr. Riley began conducting routine tests, checking vital signs and administering blood samples, engaging in light chitchat to alleviate any unnecessary worry. Eva answered questions honestly, recalling her recent changes and expressing concern for her future. At one point during their discussion, Jax barged in, demanding updates.

Seeing their vulnerable positions, Eva hesitated to disclose information. Nonetheless, the doctor decided to speak first. With a gentle smile directed toward Eva, he declared, "There appears to be nothing alarmingly wrong with your physical state, Ms. Eva. However, further investigation may be necessary due to specific circumstances mentioned earlier." Eva nodded grimly, understanding that the probe would likely lead to more troubling revelations. Feeling exposed in ways she never expected, Eva sought refuge in Jax's embrace after receiving the news.

Though initially apprehensive, he offered comfort, assuaging her fears with kindness and affection. Unable to ignore the lust burning inside her, she allowed herself to fall into Jax's arms, reciprocating his passion. The doctor left the room to get the results for her blood samples; giving Eva and Jax some privacy. Eva promptly covered herself up now that the examination part was done. Both Eva and Jax sat there in silence; holding each other's hands as they waited for the doctor to get back. Finally after waiting about half hour the doctor came back into the room with a slight smile "well Ms. Eva...... I just looked through the tests and I think everything looks great." Then he paused a moment and exclaimed "but I guess you guys knew that considering your body's abilities"

Eva felt her stomach drop as the moment she dreaded came swiftly onto her. She wanted to keep her superhuman abilities a secret from Jax but the doctor must have assumed Jax knew as he was Eva's partner. Seeing Jax's confusion Eva decided to come clean right there and then. She briefly told him about her past as the super-heroine and vigilante known as "The Shadow" and promised him that those days were behind her as she had retired to take care of Erik. Jax was quiet for a long time during which Eva was starting to feel like her relationship with Jax might finally be over considering she had kept a big secret from him for so long. The doctor in the meantime performed the procedure and let Eva know that she was good to go. He even suggested some methods to have safe sex including condoms and recommended some better birth control pills. Eva wasn't concerned about any of it though; she didn't wanna lose Jax despite how he treated her. Despite all the bad things Jax was part of; he still took great care of Eva and she wanted him around her.

Once both of them were back in Eva's apartment; Eva pleaded with Jax to sit with her and talk to her. Jax had been silent the whole way back and had yet to speak even one word about Eva's past. However when he finally spoke as he sat down on her bed; the words surprised Eva as she hadn't expected those words.

Jax slowly spoke "so you still got that outfit you used to wear? I mean I know you retired like so many super-heroines back in the day.... Many still had their costume or uniform... whatever you wanna call it.... They had it with them still. So do you still have yours?" Eva looked slightly relieved at his question as it meant he wasn't even thinking about leaving her.

She quickly locked her room and removed the loose floorboard under which her old outfit was hidden. Jax's eyes went wide with curiosity and excitement as Eva dropped the outfit onto the bed for him to see. He reached out and felt the material with his own hands before a very mischievous smile appeared on his face "why don't you try it on? I wanna see you in it!"

Eva's expression quickly turned from nervous to disapproving as she caught on to what was going on in Jax's head. She shook her head firmly "no that's not gonna happen. I haven't even taken it out like this in years let alone wear it. I don't want to wear it....." then slight doubt clouds her mind as she ends up saying in a low voice "besides I doubt I could even fit in that tight thing anymore!" She quickly grabbed the outfit and shoved it back into its place. She did notice Jax's disappointed face but he didn't object as she hid the outfit back under the floorboard once again.