Webslut Madison Ch. 16

"This is my last normal day before my life changes forever," she said to herself as she walked down the street. She could see men looking at her as she walked, and she just carried on, enjoying the stares. It was really turning her on. "Here's my body - for you to look at," she thought to herself. "This is why I need to expose myself so badly. I know I look like a slut. I like it. I want them all to look." Madison was getting aroused knowing she was being ogled, knowing she was putting her body on display just to get attention, and knowing she was becoming fantasy and masturbation material for whoever saw her. "I have to go back - it's time," she thought finally.

Back at her apartment, Madison stripped down. She felt compelled to write a message on her body - a final message detailing what she wanted and how far she was willing to go. She stripped off her clothes and grabbed a marker before stopping to stroke her pussy, thinking about what to write. This took more than a few minutes. "It has to be perfect," she thought. She was too aroused to stop herself. Finally, frustrated, she put the cap on the marker and decided a video message would have to suffice - there was just too much she wanted to say.

"Hi, I'm Madison Holt," she said with her camera running. "So - today's the big day. Once I'm done with this video I'm going to post all of my videos. It's going to be really humiliating. I still can't stop myself. I can't tell myself no. I've been at this for over three weeks - I haven't cum since June - and I'm so turned on. I get turned on now just having someone look at my body. Like - the slightest touch would send me over the edge. And I can't - I can't let myself - because I'm afraid I would chicken out if I didn't deny myself. Like, if I cum right now, there's no way I'd actually post the videos."

"So I'm just going to stroke my pussy, ohhhhh - and - see, I'm so wet, waiting, needing - and just stroke and stroke until - ohhhh, yes, I want to be exposed, I've fantasized about permanent humiliation for so long, ohhhhh, yes! God, I need this! I don't want to chicken out, I don't want to take it back, ohhhhh, I don't want it to ever stop!"

Ohhhhh, yes, I'm a slut! Just saying I'm a slut, announcing it, turns me on, ohhhh! I want you to write to me, write me messages, ohhhh, degrade me! Tell me I'm a stupid little slut, ohhhh, yes!"

"And then before I cum, I just stop - my poor wet, dripping pussy never getting what it really wants until I'm fully exposed, until you guys have had a week to spread me all over the internet. Then I can chicken out all I want because I've lost any control over my exposure."

"So here goes - this is a little statement from me, and then I'm turning off the camera and posting everything."

"My name is Madison Holt. I am from Naperville, Illinois. I am aware that my nude and humiliating photos and videos and my personal information are posted online. I fully consent to this exposure. I understand that this will be permanent. I choose to post my nude photos, videos, and personal information and I accept all the risks and consequences of permanent exposure, including friends and family seeing me, loss of my career, loss of friends, loss of family, and complete, total, and permanent humiliation. I offer my body, my reputation, and my life to whoever sees this to destroy however you want."

"You've seen how wet this makes me. You've seen how much I crave it, how I would do anything. And now I choose to turn myself into a Webslut. Thanks, guys!"

Madison flicked off the camera. She was more nervous than she had ever been in her life as she went to her porn site and selected all the videos she had made - from the first video she had done months ago, to the videos her blackmailer had forced her to make, to the twenty-something videos she had made in recent days. Madison breathed heavily. "Last chance," she thought to herself.

Madison raised her hand and slapped her face. "I'm a slut," she said to herself. "Take it, whore!" She said after slapping herself again. Over and over again she slapped herself until she felt like a desperate, good-for-nothing slut for use. "I need this, I know I do."

"But I can't - oh God, my parents would be so disappointed! And I'd never be a teacher..." her mind drifted off all of the sudden as she had second thoughts.

"But I've wanted this so bad, for so long," she said to herself. "And I've done all this - made all these videos so I could do this." Madison slapped herself again and started rubbing her pussy. "I'm a fucking slut, ohhhhh yes, I deserve this! I'm just a set of holes," she reminded herself. "I'll get off to this over and over agin. I'll have to turn myself into a stripper or a whore just to have somewhere to sleep at night," she went on.

"Ohhhh yes, and I'd sell myself for five dollars - no, two dollars! Ohhhh yes! I'd be a sex slave just to have somewhere to sleep!" Madison slapped herself again. "Maybe I can find somebody to chain me up and livestream me 24/7, ohhhh! I can do this, I want it, ohhhh I need it!" She was rubbing her pussy furiously, on the verge of orgasm, and all of the sudden she stopped, slapped herself three more times, and clicked "submit."

Madison turned around, not able to watch, as video after video was uploaded to the porn site. She got up and laid on her bed, face down. "I did it! I finally did it!" She thought to herself. Still not able to look, she just laid there in a trance, wanting so desperately to cum, but not willing to take the chance that she might change her mind.