Masculinity Lost Ch. 30

Danny let the hot water cascade over him, trying to wash off the fluids from last night, as well as the shame and humiliation. Well, not his whole body as his newly styled and colored hair was up in a neat bun to stay out of the shower. The shower felt good this morning, but no matter how hot he made the water, he still felt icky. The memories of the dancing last night, the kisses with Demarcus and Jamie and Candi and Jessica, holding Jamie's cock to pee, sucking two separate cocks, all of it wouldn't wash away. But Danny did his best to compartmentalize and shove those feelings deep down inside.

Danny soaped up his body, trying to scrub the shame away, when his fingers brushed the sensitive nipples of his breast forms. A girly gasp came out of his mouth as his clit struggled to free itself from its cage for the 100th time this morning. Knowing it was futile to try and get off this way, and not wanting to explore his back passage after all the humiliation, Danny turned to the water to cold to calm himself down.

Cold and sopping wet stepping out of the shower, Danny wrapped himself in a towel and patted his smooth skin dry. Looking in the mirror with the towel wrapped around his waist, he saw himself without make up for what seemed like the first time in forever. Or, mostly himself. Although his face looked like his own, it was much more... girly now. His cheeks were as smooth as the rest of his body. His eyebrows were much too arched and feminine for a guy. The earrings adding a touch of femininity to his head. Even with his hair in a bun, it still looked way too feminine for a guy to cover up and say was a man bun.

But the biggest offenders against his masculinity were the two giant DDs glued to his chest. Looking in the mirror, for the first time it felt wrong to have his chest out like this. 20 years of not caring about not wearing a shirt and now it just felt.... Exposed. Shamefully, he wrapped the towel around his buxom chest to cover his new additions.

Danny thought back to the last couple hours. After coming back to Jessica's from Demarcus's (and also his apartment), they found Jamie sitting there, lounging around in a short powder blue babydoll nightie and thong. He had blown his date in the VIP area, which he thought was "sooooooo hot!" Sucking off his BBC in front of a bunch of people. But had decided to head back to Jessica's to find out about Danny's night. Danny was forced to tell Jamie every sordid detail of the rest of his evening with Demarcus, but not before getting into a matching babydoll nightie but in pink. Reliving the horrible evening back was almost as bad as experiencing it first hand.

Jamie gushed about all the intimate details, especially Danny being able to deep throat that monster. Jessica and Jamie played back the video several times, making comments about technique that Danny should work on in the future. Danny was sheepishly looking down the whole time, but the image of his massive cleavage made it worse. But when Jamie would pause the video and have Danny explain his thoughts at that moment, of Danny seemingly looking lovingly up at Demarcus begging for his cock, Danny was so confused.

The girl on the screen looked so happy to be at this massive man's beck and call. Was he really that happy serving Demarcus? He remembered how it felt to let go and just follow Demarcus's orders. And how good it felt to have the plug teasing him and that cock stretching his throat, denying him of air. But Danny just shook his head to get rid of those thoughts, causing his soft curls to flutter around his head as well as cause his titties to jiggle.

After seemingly hours of watching back the evening on Jessica's phone, they called it a night. Of course, Danny didn't sleep alone. Jessica said he was sharing the guest bed with Jamie. The two sissies, one in pink and one in blue, washed off their make up, making sure to moisturize and hydrate their skin with a ton of concoctions before settling into bed. Danny was stuck being the little spoon, too tired to argue and to be honest enjoyed the gentle warmth and comfort of snuggling up to Jamie, especially with Jamie's big DDs pressing into his back. Thankfully, Jamie was still locked in his cage as his date had taken the key for the night (which Jamie thought was so hot, a man taking the key to his own manhood) so Danny only felt the metal cock cage pressed between his cheeks, not the cock itself.

Danny fell asleep almost immediately, exhausted from the day, but woke up several times from his cock pressing on his cage. He desperately needed to cum, but there was no way he was going to ask Jamie to help him.

Now, he was standing in the bathroom dreading going back out and getting ready for the day and whatever humiliating girly outfit he'd be made to wear. Thankfully, he wasn't made to put the plug back in immediately and he wasn't about to remind anyone of that. But he didn't think that would last long after the enema Jamie forced upon him this morning. Being bent at the waist as the red bag filled with warm water and a soapy flowery concoction filled his bowels until his stomach started to bloat. And doing it 3 times to make sure he was fully clean and smelling of roses was brutal.

Dejectedly Danny sighed and stepped on his tip toes out to the guest room. Or, now his new room as Jessica had told him that's where he'd be staying for the summer. He looked around at the pink walls covered with girly posters and artwork. The small potted plants in the corners. The large make up vanity with a dazzling array of cosmetics. The full walk in closet that already had a ton of outfits and shoes. Danny heard the door open and hurried to make sure his towel was covering up his chest and crotch.

Jessica looked like a girl taking a casual day in a pair of black leggings with a white cut off tank top. The tank was cropped showing off her fit stomach but the arm holes were cut very wide to show off her sports bra from the side. She had on a pair of white sneakers. She had on minimal make up, just mascara and some gloss on her lips. Her hair was in a "messy" bun but looked anything but messy. Typical girl next door sort of outfit. And she looked stunning in it.

"Well good morning, Danielle! So cute wearing your towel like that! Gotta protect the girls. You look positively glowing this morning! It must be the love you have for your former bestie, Demarcus! I think he sent you a message on Snap btw. And there's some other messages on there too. Make sure to check your socials too, girlie while I get your outfit ready for the day."

Danny sighed and picked up his phone. His screensaver had been changed to a picture of Demarcus shirtless on a basketball court. Must have been a promo thing the team did. His huge muscles were on display as he held a basketball in one hand pointing it at the camera. It looked so small in his massive hand!

Danny saw a ton of notifications from messenger and snap and insta. More than he'd ever had in his life! He opened up snap for Demarcus and recoiled. A cock shot of his massive cock filled his screen with the caption "Daddy needs you back here soon, baby girl." Danny tried to close the app quickly but Jessica saw.

"Oh wow Demarcus really took a liking to you! Hold on, we'll keep him interested, just sit there" Jessica pulled open the towel, causing Danny to yelp and try to cover his boobs with both hands covering his nipples. "Just like that girlie! Show him the goods without showing too much!" She said as she snapped a pic and typed away.

Throwing him back his phone, Danny opened it up and saw she had sent a picture of just his torso, showing off his cute belly button piercing but nothing lower and also cropping out his head, showing off his tits. The caption read "mmmm can't wait to put it between the girls daddy". Danny shivered thinking of giving his buddy a tit job!

Danny groaned but moved on to insta where he saw hundreds of new followers on his account, as well as couple new posts and stories from his night out at Spades. He knew he didn't post any of these so it must've been Jamie and Jessica, those bitches. The bathroom pic posing while putting on his lipgloss with the caption "Gotta keep 'em wanting more". A video of him dancing with Demarcus with the caption "beauty and the beast". Each post and story made Danny quiver in shame.

But he looked at all the pictures and videos and didn't see a humiliated boy. He saw a happy, carefree college girl living life to the fullest. There wasn't a hint of shame or humiliation in those happy eyes. He knows he felt it, but did he really?

Danny decided against looking at the comments when the first comment said "damnnn girl! What those lips do?", not able to handle such sexually explicit comments from other men.

He saw he had a text from "Tiffanyyyyy ❤️❤️❤️" who must've put her number in his phone.

"Hey girlieeeee! Hope you can still walk after last night. Demarcus looks HUUUUGEEEE! But Trix and I were heading to the gym later to try and get that BBL of yours!!! Please can you join us and show us the ropes????"

Danny tried to hide the text but Jessica was watching like a hawk. "Your new girlie besties want some gym tips!! You're definitely going honey. Respond back you'll go this afternoon after you take care of some things. And you better match Tiffany's vibes in the text"

Danny muttered his response "yes Miss" in a soft quiet voice but just a look and hand raised made Danny put on his best girly smile and respond more cheerfully. "Like, of course Miss! I'd love to work out with my new besties!!"

Danny started typing away, taking way longer due to his fingernail additions than normal.

"Omg you're such a bitch! Lol I can walk just fine. It's my time of the month so nothing like that! And I'd love to join you girls! I'll see you soon honey!!"

Danny groaned at the girly response but was brought back to reality with Jessica laying out his outfit for today on the bed.

Surprisingly, it was his boy clothes that were there. Well, mostly boy clothes. A large black hoodie that was very much oversized and a pair of jeans that looked pretty tight but not overly feminine as well as a baseball hat.

Of course the underwear made up for it. There was a plain pink sports bra that looked like it would be tight fit with his new additions. An extremely frilly pink satin pair of cheeky panties that looked like it would cover less than half his butt. It was adorned with ribbons and bows at the leg openings and one over his crotch as well as a large bow in the center of his back. A matching garter belt with bows at the top and bottom of each of the six garters. The garter belt was wide and looked like it had some boning where the back pink ribbons in the back would cinch up his waist. So much for not having a waist trainer.

It came with a pair of white thigh stockings. They could almost pass off for normal socks if his pant leg rode up if not for the pink piping going up and down the legs. For shoes were the same heeled sneakers from yesterday. Thankful for the added support to his turned up arches and that they weren't some ultra girly heels either.

But Danny was curious why the guy clothes, especially with his hair the way it was and the fake pink nails still glued to him, as well as the massive tits. The sports bra they gave, while pink, didn't really fit the motif of the rest of his lingerie. "What the fuck am I thinking? I'm upset my lingerie doesn't match?? Get it together dude" Danny thought.

While holding up the sports bra, Danny looked quizzically at Jessica. "Um Miss, why this outfit?"

Jessica laughed "oh I know it's not nearly pretty enough for my girly girl sissy! But you're moving out of your apartment today and it wouldn't do for 'Danielle' to be moving Danny's stuff now would it? The sports bra should compress your big titties enough that they're not that noticeable, and the baggy hoodie should cover the rest. But I know you couldn't go without some girly accoutrements. Plus, we want that waist nice and trim so back to corsets for you girlie!"

Danny just sighed and nodded his head, remembering to keep a smile on his face. He dropped the towel, standing nude with only a cage on, his breasts on full display and heavy without any support. Danny wrapped the waist training garter belt around himself, hooking the front clasps. Carefully he rolled up the white stockings and slid them up his hairless legs. He had to admit, stockings on shaved legs felt amazing as he nestled them into place on his thick meaty thighs, leaving a small indent at the welt where his thigh fat was too much for the stocking.

Carefully hooking the six garters to the stocking, making sure his long nails didn't catch, he slid the silky panties up his legs and nestled it into place. The bows and frills were embarrassing enough, no girl would wear this except in bed on a special occasion for her man. But Danny was here wearing it to move! But the silky fabric felt really good on his smooth balls and on his butt. And the stockings felt delicious as always. Even the garter belt wasn't too bad until Jessica got behind him and started tugging the ribbons tight. Air was forced out of his lungs until Jessica had it tightened as much as possible, taking a couple more inches off his waist.

"Nice and tight! Perfect honey your figure is already great, but we're gunna make it perfect. Oooo I see we almost forgot your little friend in your backside. After seeing Demarcus up close and personal last night, I think it's time we up the size." Jessica grabbed a larger butt plug, metal with a pink jewel just like his last one, but it seemed heavier this time.

Danny begrudgingly bent over, at the waist "like a good girl", as Jessica lubed up the plug and slowly teased it in. As much as Danny didn't want to admit it, it felt really good having something back there. But it just made him hornier, so he was left panting in heat by the time it was fully in.

Patting the base of the plug causing him to eeeppp once again, Danny pulled up his panties to preserve whatever modesty he had left. But suddenly, he felt a buzz in his butt and pleasure slowly build up as it vibrated his prostate. He grabbed the vanity for support as his legs turned to jelly. He looked over open mouthed panting at Jessica who had her phone out smirking.

"I thought you'd like your upgrade. It's Bluetooth enabled so I can control it from anywhere. This is only level 3 and it goes up to 10. You wanna test it out??" She said raising an eyebrow.

Danny panting begged "no no no... mmmmmmmm.... mistress please no! I'll be a good girl please!"

Thankfully, the buzzing stopped and Danny tried to compose himself. Jessica laughed, loving this new level of control over her feminized ex. "God I fucking love this! I should have done this years ago! Controlling little femboys and feminizing them into sexy slutty girls is so fucking hot"

Danny composed himself and looked in the mirror and was dismayed at the girly figure before him. In just panties and stockings with his huge breasts free and swaying, Danny looked like a girl trying to look like a present for her man. All the bows, especially on the back above his butt and the bow from the ribbons of the corset added to the image. Danny would have loved a girl in this pink finery coming to his bed, but now he was that girl. Even without makeup, Danny looked androgynous enough with his hair that no one would question he was just a tomboyish girl in ultra feminine lingerie, if it wasn't for the small bulge in his panties.

Danny hurriedly put on the sports bra to cover his bare tits as well as provide some support to their heavy weight. As he adjusted the cups, he did see that they did compress the big breasts down to a more manageable level. Hurriedly Putting the hoodie on to cover up his pretty pink lingerie, Danny saw that there was barely a bulge on his chest, finally looking more like himself. But when he looked in the mirror, he saw his androgynous face and his stockinged legs poking out of the hoodie, looking more like a girlfriend wearing her boyfriends hoodie on a cozy night, adding a touch of sexinesss with the stockings.

Danny rushed to put on the jeans, sliding them up his legs. While a little tight, especially in the butt, they didn't look overly feminine. Danny looked in the mirror once again and was happy his newfound femininity was hidden until he saw his hair and nails which just screamed girl. He put on the ball cap, tucking his highlighted hair up inside and pulling the hood up. With just the nails left, Danny looked at Jessica concerned.

"Miss, can we take these off please? I can't hide these pink nails"

Jessica scoffed "Even if I could get them off cause Stacy used that special glue, I wouldn't. I like you with long nails. They make your hands look so dainty and cute. Plus you fumbling around trying to do things is adorable. Here, you can put these on so you don't get your panties in a twist. It'll make sense since you're moving to wear gloves" Jessica handed him a pair of gloves. Slipping the gloves on, he was happy to see he was back to himself, as long as no one saw what was underneath his cover. Slipping on his heeled sneakers, Danny was ready to go.

The former lovers got in Jessica's BMW and drove off to his former apartment. Danny sat dejectedly in the passenger seat. But a buzz from his plug made him look at Jessica. "Smile, girlie. Everyone likes a girl who smiles and is happy. I'll have you trained soon enough" Danny quickly put on a big smile and the buzzing stopped. "God this is gunna be brutal. I can't keep getting teased like this or I'm going to explode!" Danny thought.

Just then his phone buzzed and a text from John came up.

"Hey beautiful! Looking forward to our date tonight. I'll meet you at Flanagans bar at 8 pm. Wear something short and tight haha. See you then."

Ugh he forgot about the date with John. "I can't keep going on dates with guys! I'm straight! I really am straight! I don't like guys or their big cocks!" Danny thought to himself, sounding more like he was trying to convince himself rather than making a statement.

Jessica looked over and saw the text. "Wait, I didn't set up this date? Did Jamie? Who the hell is John?" Jessica thought.

"Danielle, who is John? And you have another date tonight???" Jessica laughed.

Danny embarrassment hit a new point at Jessica finding out about his date with John. Demarcus and all that was already after he'd been feminized and pseudo forced into it. John hit on him when he was still a guy (I am still a guy, damnit!). Well, John thought he was a girl, but he was dressed in his guy clothes. And the text confirming the date was a typo! He didn't mean to say yes he was a girl and that he was going on the date! This was all getting too confusing for Danny's damaged masculinity. And now Danny had to try and explain it to Jessica!

"Umm... he's a guy from the gym..." Danny went on to explain the whole situation, how John thought he was a girl on the treadmill in his short shorts and tank top. How he didn't give Danny the chance to speak up. How he texted him to confirm the date and how the shower made him slip up and send a misleading text. All of it sounded unbelievable when said out loud, and Danny was starting to not believe it hearing him say it, and he experienced it!

Jessica was silent throughout Danny's story. By the end of it, she started to piece things together. Before she even feminized him, Danny had shown up in very tight revealing clothes, blaming a "dryer problem". His body was smooth saying he used her depilatory cream "on accident". And he had agreed to go on a date with a guy who thought he was already a girl, no matter what Danny said about a "typo". When she first dressed him up, he didn't fight back very hard. He almost immediately, after some angry words, took to being a sissy girl like a fish to water. He had deep throated her big black dildo, which is wildly impressive for an experienced cock sucker, let alone an amateur. And, he came so hard and girl watching interracial sissy porn, and only cumming when he saw the sissy girls clit on screen.