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My Two Loves

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Then it all fell apart about five years ago. I came home from running some errands to find Stu sitting in a chair in our kitchen with tears running down his cheeks. He stood and handed me a letter and walked into our room. I put the groceries and things on the table and sat down and looked at the letter. It was From Annabelle Jackson, Rafe's wife. Rafe was dead, killed in a head on wreck with a tractor trailer. She wrote that she knew Rafe would want her to tell me he had loved me until the end. She said he had told her about me from the start of their relationship. She said she knew we had been lovers since a year before either of us got married. She said she was able to live with it because she knew we only had sex five or six times a year on average. It was better than not having him at all. She said it had been a hard thing to live with for thirty years.

I had tears running down my cheeks too. Then I saw Stu walk out the door with a suitcase in his hand. He never said a word. His SUV started and drove away. Something fluttered to the floor. It was a wedding picture of Stu and I cut from a newspaper. It was folded and well worn.

Then it hit me, My Stu was gone forever. I knew I couldn't live with out him. My mind wouldn't function correctly. I kept thinking, 'he has just gone off for a while to the hardware store,' then it would hit me again, he was gone forever. I crawled in a corner and pulled a blanket over me. I couldn't stop crying. I heard the kids come home. They tried to talk to me but I couldn't face them, I couldn't stop crying. I wanted to die. Not over Rafe, I was very sad about that, but the loss of Stu was the end of my world.

I knew I was in a hospital. I knew the kids came to see me. I knew Mom came to see me. I was still crying.

After a long time I was sitting alone in a room. I was holding my eyes open with my fingers. A soft voice asked me why I was doing that. I said, "I mustn't close my eyes. If I do I see my Stu. Then I have to cry because I love him so much and I know I will never see him again because I hurt him so bad. He was my perfect husband and I killed all that. I wish I could die. I want to die. They watch me so close here I can't find a way to do it. Why won't they let me die?"

I felt a hand take mine. "Donna, this is Stu. Look at me. I still love you. I learned from Annabelle, I went to see her many years ago. I have known about Rafe for nineteen or twenty years. She said having you for 359 days a year was lots better than never having you at all. We knew the two of you loved us and would never leave us. I realize I will always love you. I want you back."

It WAS my Stu. I couldn't believe it was really him. Things started coming back for me. While he held my hand I could close my eyes. Just for a little while though. I had to be touching him to sleep at all. A week later I was strong enough to go home. That was like I said, five years ago.

Things are mostly back to normal. Both of my parents are gone now. I gave my share of the money from their estate to Annabelle. We never go back there anymore. Miami is our home now. I have some bad days now and again. Stu pulls me out of them. I feel such guilt about the years of hell I put my poor man through. I put myself in his place, I could not have lived with that. I am the world's luckiest woman.

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AnonymousAnonymous5 months ago

Tragic. Polyamory from friends with benefits to trusted lovers. (People who need people...)

AnonymousAnonymous8 months ago

The stupid runaway LW girly man trope.... part #1,984,281,963.

LoejtcLoejtc10 months ago

No matter how egregious the humiliation, despicable the betrayer, how long it continued or inappropriate the reconciliation this author will write it.

AnonymousAnonymous11 months ago

What the everloving crap was that? One of the most implausible submissions here.

AnonymousAnonymousabout 1 year ago

Totally bull crap!

AnonymousAnonymousover 1 year ago

Cucky bs no one accepts that kind of betrayal

MasterKoteMasterKoteabout 2 years ago

Almost 2 decades of deceit and betrayal... Yup, no spouse is that forgiving unless they were into that lifestyle...

Pasqual_ClementePasqual_Clementeover 2 years ago

I liked the story. But, the ending puzzled me. If Stu knew about Rafe for, as he said, "...for nineteen or twenty years", then why did he leave 'with a suitcase in his hand' upon learning of Rafe's passing?

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Pasqual

Just_WordsJust_Wordsalmost 3 years ago

No thanks. I don't see what he sees in her.

AnonymousAnonymousalmost 4 years ago
Lack of testicular fortitude

He needs to grow a pair and let her go to Bedlam if that's what she wants. No real man would put up with this. There is a reason you hear about "sister wives" but you never hear about "brother husbands." Think about that for a moment. She says that it only happens 5 or 6 times a year. Over the course of 30 years that is between 150 and 180 times that he is disrespected and he willingly puts up with it? In the real world good ole Rafe's car accident might not have been an accident.

NoBullAlNoBullAlover 4 years ago
What a croc of.....

Have no respect for either of them!!! She’s a cheating bitch and he is a stupid wimp!!!

desertdog43desertdog43almost 5 years ago
Be kind a difficult

To look at her the same way after something like this. He new 20 years ? He's as fucked up as she is..

26thNC26thNCalmost 5 years ago
Not believable

Not believable at all. She.screws some black guy all those years when he takes her back. Not in this world.

AnonymousAnonymousabout 5 years ago
this would only work if...

stu was plowing raf's wife. and to boot, they'd continue said affair even after raf's death. just because these two cheaters started it, doesn't mean they get to dictate when to end it. that's the ONLY thing that makes this story workable. Because you cannot love someone that much, while they backstab you and lie on the daily. Every day, your love for them would die a little.

widowedidiotwidowedidiotover 5 years ago
Donkey?

I have to agree with a lot of the commenters. This story shouldn't have been written. However it did take me back about fifty years ago to what an old man told us. Seems they had a mare that anytime she was in heat she would break out of her corral and run over to where a donkey was kept. As the saying went a donkey would push in a cup and pull out a plate. Donna reminded me of this mare and her donkey. Otherwise I'm sorry for wasting time to read a story of a girl that ran away from her boyfriend because he wanted some. Only to give it away that night to a man she hardly knew. Dumb.

AnonymousAnonymousalmost 6 years ago
This is fucked up

You should be ashamed of your self for writing this crap. But a faggot assed cuckold lover like yourself is just writing what he wishes for. You love sloppy seconds. You wish you could suck his dick and swallow his cum. Faggot assed cuckold piece of shit.

AnonymousAnonymousabout 6 years ago
Stupid. Just a waste of time

I so often see "cuck fag shit" in the comments.

This is aptly desrving of that sobriquet.

Dont bother reading it.

AnonymousAnonymousabout 6 years ago
i' ll bet

Daddy was okay with black married guy building shack on his property that was only used when guy screwed his daughter

Daddy never wonder about daughter going off for four hour walks coming home walking bowlegged clothes and hair and make up mussed and reaking of sex

You are funny

Grey must be indicator of senility and no eagle most likely pigeon

AnonymousAnonymousabout 6 years ago
rafe's lies

According to blondie she went to folks 8 times a year and was plowed by rafe at least three times a visit-so rafe telling wife 5 or 6 is off by over 20.

Others have pointed out ludicrous nature of story.

White southern girl only been kissed couple of times and desirous to remain virgin lets complete stranger-black at that-take her virginity 15 minutes after meeting him and falls forever in love.

Did reedrichards or carolinadreamer write this pathetic effort

AnonymousAnonymousover 6 years ago
Good thing above it had writers

They die sonner rather then later lol

AnonymousAnonymousover 6 years ago
rafe's cabin

On her dad's property - WTF

DID DAD HAVE IT WIRED FOR VIDEO

Tough to believe lover was allowed to build cabin on her father's property unless dad was in on it

AnonymousAnonymousover 6 years ago
what a ditz

He finds out and keeps quiet for 20 years. No way. He could have told her and forced decision. Hopefully while she was getting hers he was getting his.

Makes no sense that he only leaves after rafe's death. If he took it that hard how could she not notice how down he was whenever she returned from her rafe rutting.

GreyCookedGoose 286

Or greypigeon or greychicken

AnonymousAnonymousover 6 years ago
uhhhhhh

She has steady high school boyfriend but leaves him at prom party because he wants to have sex and she doesn't then less than hour later she gives her virginity to guy she hardly knows. Of ourse he is black don't you know!

Has marriage long affair with that guy.

Lover's wife is fine with it 359 out 365 theory.

Really???? You know nothing about sistahs. Her black husband nailing a white whore would infuriate her and she would cause all sorts of hell

She would definitely balance scales with whitey husband.

What would Commander Murphy do?

Nail Rafe's balls to the mantle along side wifey's breasts

And enough with the big black cock...give the majority of black males who have barely six inches a break. Save them humiliation and embarassment.

My frat had half a dozen bruthas. We also had some wild parties. One night couple of girls from our sister sorority who were legendary sluts decided to liven up our party for new active members. There were two rooms adjoining our bar with beds in them. The girls each chose a room and informed everyone they would be taking on every guy in the frat. Doors were left open. Worked out that neither girl had sex with black guy before and also worked out that a black guy was headed in one room while another went in the other. Five minutes later girl1 one was loudly laughing her ass off screaming OMG so much for BBC! That guy barreled out of the room more red than black. Meanwhile in other room girl was urging the guy to put it all in...she could take it! She kept telling him to ram it home and quit teasing her...finally we heard him tell her to shut up he was all the way in. To which she said something like your kidding me. There was a bit of movement then she appeared in doorway completely nude and flipped on light. That poor guy. Everyone was trying to look in room while he was scrambling to get pants on before scurrying out. Girl2 spotted guy - white -she had dated before and told him to get in there and give her a real cock. Girl1 looked around room and asked the two remaining black guys - the other two had followed friends when they left - if they wanted to show her what they had in their pants.

Both decided they were more interested in the keg.

Things were pretty awkward around the house for next month when semester ended. Of the blacks, one graduated, two transfered, and the other three moved out of frat and only sparingly attended meetings and never came to another party.

Whenever I read or hear about bbc I remember that party. I can only imagine how often that myth is cause for embarrassing moments.

tazz317tazz317over 6 years ago
HOW TO SHED A LIFE-LONGTIME LOVER

is the impossible dream/ of all times. TK U MLJ LV NV

fisheronefisheroneover 6 years ago
Sad

Rafe was honest but his lover wasn't

JackmoftenJackmoftenalmost 7 years ago
NFW!

I'd of left for good...screw her and her long, long, long time affair.

AnonymousAnonymousalmost 7 years ago
1*

absurd cuck shit.

AnonymousAnonymousover 7 years ago
What a Crock

No friggin way. He should of stayed gone, forever!

AnonymousAnonymousover 7 years ago
We wonder if your mother had any kids that lived annony, you asswipe

5. Annony is just an old fat ugly fag

AnonymousAnonymousover 7 years ago
ouch

Sad tale of a woman that pretended to love a guy.

She used him for support between meeting her lover.

30 years, nope she didnt lover her husband much at all.

Hmmm wonder if they are his kids?

silentsoundsilentsoundover 7 years ago
Extreme bullshit

Stupid cuck and whore shit.

AnonymousAnonymousalmost 8 years ago
true love

Give me a break-having someone 359 days knowing she is cheater is not better than not having her. If the two adulterers really loved spouses they would not have cheated.

Then there is her first time - few minutes after telling boyfriend she wasn't ready she gives it up to basically a stranger

YEAH SHE IS A SPECIAL ONE ALRIGHT

AnonymousAnonymousalmost 8 years ago
Another Unworthy Story

She refused prom night sex with a boy she was dating, but gave up her virginity to a black guy she only knew by name on their first opportunity. There are names for that. Whore. Slut. Tramp. Skank...all come to mind. So she gives her husband what is rightfully his for 51 weeks. Rafe should have to pay the slighted husband for her sexual services equivalent to one full week of his salary. If I ever catch my wife cheating on me and I decide I can still keep her as my wife, I will demand financial restitution. I think $500 per occurrence sounds about right...to be paid to me...not her!

AnonymousAnonymousalmost 8 years ago
May I say...

.....eww....

Perhaps it's because of my past. I married my HS sweetheart. We had come back together after a long breakup where she was in a wild sexual relationship and was cheated on. They broke up, I got her on the rebound and 9 months later, we were married. 15 months later, she had left earlier than me for her work and I woke up sick. I called my ride and told him not to stop by, I needed to stay home sick.

My wife stopped by the house on her lunch break. I was sound asleep in bed when I hear laughing downstairs. Paying little attention to it, I struggled to get back to sleep, until I suddenly heard moaning. I couldn't imagine her coming home to masturbate so I looked downstairs. There was the love of my life, someone whom I thought was my soulmate, riding up and down on her ex boyfriends cock.

My cellphone was in our bedroom and I at least thank her for not fucking him in our bed, that time I guess, and retrieved it. Of her hour long break, they fucked about 25 minutes and I got both photos and all sort of video. She left without ever knowing I was there.

Over the next few hours, I ran off a few choice photos and left then on the table. I also sent the video to everyone on our contacts list, including her place of work. Her family, my family, church members and friends. I hammered my ring flat and left in on a stack of photos on the kitchen table and after packing my personal items, I drove away.

2,000 miles away from my past, I still heard about the fallout. My wife lost her job, family and most of our friends. She was shunned from church, although that may not have been a big deal to her. Yet after all that, she searched for me, she really did. My friends didn't give me up and of course, neither did my family. It wasn't until 5 years later that she wanted to remarry, her old boyfriend of course, that she petitioned the court for an abandonment divorce. It was granted, and they married.

I went back to visit after she had been remarried for almost three years. By then, she was petitioning the courts for another divorce, this one for physical abuse. She saw I was home and asked my folks if she could meet with me, but I said no. her actions, what was in the pictures spoke volumes. Of course, she sent friends saying how she had made a mistake, etc.

My answer I sent back? Nothing. I meant it, I'll never speak to her in this lifetime again.

AnonymousAnonymousabout 8 years ago
Husband Was One Love of Her Life

He was not the "Love" of her life, just one of them. He should of divorced her and found someone else. I would of, for sure.

AnonymousAnonymousover 8 years ago
Really!!!!

DIVORCE COURT.

AnonymousAnonymousover 8 years ago
i'm sure it

happen just that way in your dreams

AnonymousAnonymousover 8 years ago
Nigger whore

Nuff said

AnonymousAnonymousalmost 9 years ago
Ha ha ha

Fucking wimp.

pitbull4pitbull4almost 9 years ago

so she did not want to have sex with her first boyfriend but fuck the nigger 2 ours after she met him and keep on doing it even after she got married what a fucking slut

calflashcalflashabout 9 years ago
wife

she wasn't the luckiest woman - but the most lying deceitful one. I can't believe the spouses went along with the long term relationship

AmbivalenceAmbivalenceabout 9 years ago
So, she tricked her husband into thinking he was her first lover...

And she had sex with her lover every chance that arose...

The love life with her husband eventually slowed down some - because HE had to deal with their life every day, day in and day out, and her lover only had to deal with the sex they had together - and maybe some time around it, before and after.

She's broken up about the fact that her husband leaves her but it didn't seem to bother her enough to stop fucking her lover during all those years. and yet during all of that time at any point in time her husband COULD have found out and been destroyed just as he was when he DID find out. I find it hard to believe, based on the way the story was written, that he had known that she had a lover all of those years.

I understand that it wasn't his intent that she would go crazy or die from missing him, but the most he should have done for her was to explain to her that the stuff she'd done had destroyed him and for her to die as a result of this would just be punishing him even worse. If she wants to make up for it in any way, even if only slightly, then she should have learned to deal with the fact that he was gone and it was her fault. I'm not saying this would have been pleasant or even intended to be pleasant, but that's her problem... not his.

tazz317tazz317over 9 years ago
WOULD SHE HAVE CHANGED

if her lover was still alive. TK U MLJ LV NV

AnonymousAnonymousover 9 years ago

Maybe he had a woman of his own over the years so he let her do what she was doing. Hope so anyway because it doesn't matter how many people will try to say you can be in love with two people, it's not possible. You will take away from one of them to give to the other , weather it be physical, emotional, time , experiences or just some of your love. She was nothing but a cheating pig and her poor husband loved her so much that he had to endure that for 20 years. She should have be divorced or never married, they could of stopped when they were moving on to marry. Plenty of people have fuck buddies but that comes to an end when you settle down and get married. She even stated that she would not have be able to live with what she was doing if we're the other way around, she knew how wronge it was all along the selfish bitch

AnonymousAnonymousover 9 years ago
this is close to my life

I knew when my wife and I married where I was in the relationship (or I assumed).

TavadelphinTavadelphinalmost 10 years ago
WOW - he took it until he thought she would leave him

Then he left - he could not face her finding another outside lover and could not stay either -

She was the luckiest BITCH in the world - to get away with it - she never deserved him or any of the life he gave her -

Tw0Cr0wsTw0Cr0wsalmost 10 years ago
wait! what?

First he gets a letter from her lovers wife telling that her lover died and he leaves her.

Then he says that he has known for 19 or 20 years?

If he knew and accepted it then why did he leave?

If he knew and did not want to accept it why did he stay until the letter arrived?

phil2213phil2213over 10 years ago
Extremely bizarre story.

Marines are usually conservative and they possess high standards. I couldn't imagine any Marine accepting his position as an unwilling cuckold. It's Almost an oxymoron. Please try to handle your characters with more perspective when preparing your stories. This wasn't very palatable. Thanks for your effort.

betrayedbylovebetrayedbyloveover 10 years ago
Garbage

His whole life was a lie and he accepts it and returns to the fucking cunt???

Stupid cuck asshole.

Damn

tazz317tazz317over 10 years ago
#2 SEMANTICS AND SPINS

one good way to provide excuses, TK U MLJ LV NV

AnonymousAnonymousover 10 years ago
Nasty

Imagine having a wife that was fucking someone else, her first love, all the years you were married. I don't care if you got sloppy seconds or not. Your wife, while she is your wife, for DECADES, is fucking someone else too. They are laying in bed together, they are touching, caressing, loving, kissing and fucking.

Is that what someone wants of a wife? Not me. Leave the skanky ho in the funny farm and move on.

Huedogg2Huedogg2almost 11 years ago
there nothing like a grey beagal 286

loving/willing cuckold story. Your almost to MM standard but now quite there.

cantbuymycantbuymyabout 11 years ago

a fucking whore who let another man support her while she fucked around on him and then he lost his balls and became a cuckie. pure crap unless you like cucks then you will love it.

AnonymousAnonymousabout 11 years ago
sorry a slut is a slut, and an adulterer is an adulterer

this woman was low class shit, refused to bed the guy she had been dating and immediately went to bed with a guy she hardly knew. IR trash like this years ago would have i small town GA labeled her a common whore and probably got her lover terminated. To carry on a love affair like this while married to a may she professes to love is irrational and illogical, meaning very simply she is mentally ill.

DunaDunaover 11 years ago
Reproducing???

EgoTrixi Do not be affraid of this, because they bring up the bull's/loverboy's children and their DNA disappear from the genpool.

EgoTrixiEgoTrixiover 11 years ago
A toast to all you cuckolds out there!

Another author with a cuckold-worshipping attitude, as it seems.

I find it amazing just how many cuck-loving writers find a home at Literotica.

Are they allowed to reproduce themselves?

Huedogg2Huedogg2about 12 years ago
yet another sucessfull manual on how to be a cuckold for 20 plus years

Another cuckold loving writer. WACC/RAAC to the fullest

tazz317tazz317about 12 years ago
FIRST CHEATER IS ALWAYS A BETTER DECEIVER

leaving love ones to suffer. TK U MLJ LV NV

lonewolf3307lonewolf3307about 12 years ago
I'm almost speechless!

Just when I think I've read the worst story ever, I find one like "My Two Loves". My firm belief is that women are evil, faithless, treacherous creatures by their very nature and the few good ones have to strive on a daily basis to overcome that nature. Donna certainly does nothing to disprove that belief.

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