My Final Friend

Here comes that horrible feeling
The one from so deep inside
So full of anger and hatred
too late, no where left to hide
It was a seed I call betrayal
Planted by a careless soul
Watered by my lonely tears
it's grown and achieved it's goal
Just a step from going psychotic
having lost all that I held dear
Living in a world of loneliness
Reaching out, but no one's near
Nightmares plague me every night
Whenever I close my tired eyes
Even when I awake from my sleep
They still haunt me after I rise
So when will all this madness stop
And how soon will it all end?
Perhaps when I sleep forever
And find Death-my final friend....

HRB2002