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Click here"I hate you!" she screamed and grabbed her clothes and turned to leave.
"I don't know why I wanted you anyways, you can never give me what I want," she slammed the door as she left.
I was shaking with sadness and anger. I knew she was drunk, but somewhere deep in her she held some resentment for me and my condition. Again, why can't things be easy?
Working with Georgia after that was strained. We stayed apart as much as possible until a few weeks later she tapped at my cubicle to tell me she was leaving. She had found a new job elsewhere. I was happy for her and happy to see her go.
As I said at the beginning of the story, after Georgia I went through some more women. Most of them were short term as they initially were attracted to me but when faced with the cold reality of my circumstances, they decided to find someone else. I couldn't blame them as I certainly would have done the same.
I shrugged and turned on the television. The ballgame was on and I settled in for a quiet evening. I didn't know what the future held for me. I don't make plans. I take things a day at a time now. Who knows how long before I die. Then again, does anyone know?
- COMMENTS
Another stupid narcissistic loose female dog running around destroying marriages and lives. Pure selfishness, only regretting it when she was caught.
The reality of the consequences of promiscuity. It's all fun until it gets deadly serious.
Sad and depressing. At least his slut wife got what was coming to her. It's cruel that her husband got infected from her slutty ways before her treachery was revealed. And there's nothing he could do about it at that point. :(
Well if you want realism,this story gives it to you In spades. Bleak is an understatement, but well written.
Tragic. Powerful. Well written. I don't think this author posts on this site anymore, but I think he was one of the best on Lit. He was able to write successfully in several categories which is unusual. I wish him well wherever he is.
DAMN WOMAN! She sentenced him to a lonely, short life. Well written and told tale. 5 stars. DMW aka Sumnut96
An excellent but heart wrenching story, told beautifully. Georgia wound up despising him because he cared more for her safety then she did. At least she'll be alive! 5 stars Bob
Fantastic! Sirsmega tackles some unique challenges in people’s lives. Some of his stories have no comments for years & I find that hard yo believe.
There should be a way to let others know of these gems. 5 stars.
Bill S.
Wonderful story. A lot of repercussions that we aren't always aware of. Good job.
Ed
HAART (Highly Active Antiretroviral Therapy) has changed the premises on which this story rests. Once HAART lowers an HIV infected person's viral load to the point it is no longer detectable, that person can no longer pass the infection to others through sexual activity. Condoms are no longer required to prevent the transmission of HIV if the patient is receiving effective HAART. Of course, if the uninfected sexual partner is taking PREP (Pre-exposure Prophylaxis) therapy, such as Truvada, she/he will not become infected with HIV irregardless of whether the infected person's viral load has been suppressed. The medical advances against the HIV pandemic have been nothing short of miraculous. The development of a vaccine is an ongoing quest, but recent developments have been quite promising.
Just a sad story, that I am sure played out many times, back in the day. No winners, just losers.
I wish all would/could read this story!!!!! HIV is real. The life/lifetime it dictates a person to are real.. Read and take to heart.
Morbid story but makes you realize the day in which we live, the consequences of cheating and unprotected sex can be deadly. Penicillin can't fix everything today...
Was this supposed to cheer me up? I realize that it’s a subject that needs to be discussed (I guess). I’m sure it’s accurate, and that there are people whose lives are just as sad as has been depicted here. I feel for them. I truly do.
It also serves to make me ashamed. Once, I had the experience of encountering someone with HIV. It never went very far, as she told be pretty much right up front that she was positive. I don’t know why, but it was the last thing I expected. Its not like I wasn’t aware of HIV and Aids. I was a journalist with an apartment on the upper west side of Manhattan, who moved to south Florida while still owning my apartment. I lived first in Palm Beach, and then bought a house in Coconut Grove. I did mostly celebrity journalism and came in contact, one way or another with HIV/Aids. Unfortunately, I had been to many memorial sevices for people I knew who were positive...or even worse where they developed Aids. I once had a barbecue at my house sw with fifty something gay guys in attendance. A Contact of mine, who also became a friend was very prominent and active in the gay community. He asked me if I would host the event, and I told him I would
Getting back to when I encountered a woman, who in normal circumstances, Id have been romantically interested in. When I met her, I had just come back from living in London, and splitting with my wife, who was also my business partner. It’s said that the three most tragic, or life changing things that can affect someone are divorce, losing one’s job, or career, and moving. I really try not to make excuses for myself, since looking back, I feel my reaction was inexcusable. But, in trying to understand it, I realize that I had just suffered the end of my marriage (divorce), lost my career (my wife was my partner, but I was really the lesser partner. I went into her field and stayed in it with her for 21 years ), and I moved (from London, back to NYC, at which time I had already given up my apartment and didn’t really have anywhere to go to). So, in retrospect, I at least understand my reaction. She told me over the phone, and I never thought if possible of myself, but I was literally speechless. I was at a point in my life where I really just couldn’t handle it. I made some flimsy excuse, wished her well, and quickly got off of the phone. And, I still feel somewhat guilty over this even though it was over 20 years ago.
Such a sad story, told with love. For the poster who didn't know how easy it is getting HIV-- were you sleeping since the 1980s? This knowledge isn't new by any means, although I believe there're drugs out now to prolong life & (hopefully!) stop the progression of this disease. I feel for anybody - especially those who've contacted HIV or similar STDs through their spouses/ significant others - who're battling for their health & lives.
Armageddon may not be just one gigantic end. It may be death by a thousand cuts, and HIV/AIDS may be the first cut. Such a sad, prophetic tale you’ve woven.
Fuck!! Never realized how easy it is to get aids, definetly changing my ways. Thanks for that info, never looked into it because ive never really thought about it. As for the ex-wife what a fucking bitch, she literally gave you a death sentence and your unable to have healthy children.
He just has to find a gorgeous woman who is has having the same problems that he has, namely HIV! He should advertise on Craig’s List.
Bloody hell, that's a shitty tale. Poor sod does nothing wrong and ends up with adepts sentence.
What a fucking bitch
well told of consequences. Lust is powerful and cunning and sometimes has consequences. Well told
Last night, something this powerful and depressing is not the way to start the New Year. Signed: BTW
Tea it again, and it is still a terrible story. I stand y my original comment.
He pays price for nothing he did
I would have got all names and made sure their families and friends know what a low life they are
Well written depressing but one of possibilities if cheating
This is it.
Upon finding out he had gotten HIV, he should have tortured his wife for the names of all of her "Flings" and then in a very painful way, killed them while leaving the wife, crippled and alive to live with the guilt of all those lives snuffed out.
Yes, this is a nasty and cruel thing to do to other human beings but their behavior is what set everything in motion.
This is one of the seminal stories here on Literotica. It is unbelievably gritty and a pretty realistic view of one of the worst possible consequences of cheating. Yeah, it’s doubtful any woman without HIV/AIDS would knowingly have sex with this guy. But for the sake of the story, the author pretty much had to allow the possibility. Without that license, there is no story.
Extremely depressing and extraordinarily well done story.
Very well done. What could be more tragic than being handed the death sentence for something totally not your fault and all know it! Sad but deserves a read.
Would you go to the funeral of the man killed your child? No but you go to the grave and piss on it.
A very well-written story, made all the more powerful for its unrelenting bleakness.
I wonder how many tearful confessions like this end with a murder/suicide?
Sirsemega
I thought that your treatment of HIV and its impact on a heterosexual couple was one of the most honest that I have read. It was impossible not to to be moved by your development of the husband's character and his attempt to find meaning and social connectedness. Full marks from this reader!
not a happy story at all but well done on every facet. Shit thing is i cannot imagine how many people this has happened to. God damn thats terrifying
I agree with MightyHorny, and other commenters. I could not be as big of a man as Matt. I would seek to destroy Jessy and any of her lovers that I could find. I would dedicate what remained of my life to burn the world. I would not endanger any innocents, but the guilty would pay a terrible price.
Depressing? Sad? Angering? So hard to know what to feel.
Like MightyHorny, he [the narrator] is a far better person than I. Bring that into our house and suffer the consequences, including full on revenge on all guilty parties.
It was sad about Georgia, all the other women were in their own way far more honest, either in outright misunderstanding or fear, but he saved her life and even after sobering up, she remained angry.
The sad thing is after over 30 years since HIV/AIDS first exploded into the public consciousness, if what we are told is true, it would seem that the number of cases and variety of STIs is on the increase.
and cannot begin to unravel or relate how many close relatives and friends are affected by the ignomy of those infected, TK U MLJ LV NV
sirsemega
A pretty well written tale about an all-true possibility in any relationships. I was seeing a women a cancer patient social worker at a major hospital with a nursing background on a regular basis and thought that we both agreed to be exclusive. I had been tested prior to our relationship starting and was negative on all accounts. One night when we were in the middle of our usual foreplay, she dropped a clanger on me by explaining that on a trip interstate she had met her serious boyfriend from her early Uni days. There were a lot of things left unspoken during her talk. So I straight out asked her if she had slept with the guy and also whether she had used protection i.e condoms. She responded by an onminous silence. At this point any thought on my part of continuing foreplay was ruined. I thought very carefully about what I should say in response. A bit of personal background is warranted here. I had watched my younger brother in the last stages of dying from AIDS in a hospital bed and the experience left me very raw. I said to my lady partner the following. "I was under the distinct impression that we were in an exclusive relationship. Thus using protection never came up. I think you may have also slept with this guy without taking any precautions; a guy I know absolutely nothing about. I will tell you this as seriously as I can. Hypothetically, if If I found that a partner with whom i was seeing supposedly exclusively had passed Hep C or HIV from their sex with another guy, I would ensure that I would begin by outing that woman to her employers, her family and friends. I would then destroy her whatever career she had, especially if that career involved dealing with cancer patients possibly at threat with potentially compromised immune systems as a result of cancer therapy. I will then seek legal remedy for her blatant disregard for my health effectively passing me a death sentence. Following my successful court action I will find a way to take kill her for retribution for effectively taking my life - an eye for an eye. There was a deep silence. Needless to say the erotic potential of our evening was shattered and I asked her to go home. To this day I do not regret any of my comments. As a previously trained nurse and as a cancer social worker she had encountered many instances of patient deaths. I could not get over her complete irresponsibility over this life or death issue. Our relationship crashed after this ruined evening. So hopefully you can see why your tale resonated strongly with me. I thought your male character behaved a lot more sympathetically than I ever could in the same situation. Very thought=provoking.
Tom is definitely a better person than I am, 'cause, God forbid, if I ever end up in the same predicament that he did...
Sorry, but I would go full Torch Earth: I'll try to sent my bitch of a wife to prison; if that doesn't work, I'll sue the shit out of ever in civil court, and, why not, sue every last one of her sex partners too, regardless of the success of the first two options; I'll make so much of a ruckus about it, everyone in North America and beyond would know exactly who she is, which would definitely make her last days on Earth all the more miserable; and I would do all this, even though it would also hurt her parents, who did nothing to me... except maybe allowing me to marry their evidently whore of a daughter.
... Yep, Tom's a better man than me. 'Can't believe he waste the time to read her FUCKINGLY HOLLOW apologize letter (don't you fucking hate those scumbags who ask for your forgiveness while still blaming you for their action? "I think you lost interest in me as the passion between us died slowly"... you worthless cunt, Jessy; that truly is what she is.) He even went to her funeral, for chrissake - sure, more for her parents than for her, but still. A good man that got dealt an extremely wrong hand for no apparent reason... shit like this happens every day in the real world.
I second pretty much most of the comments left here: this is a fantastic story; you got to be a fucking idiot to still have unprotected sex with random people nowadays; and you're the worst kind of human beings if you can justify cheating on your spouse without using any protection.
This was harsh and sad... but, given how most LW tales are written around here, it was most definitely welcomed.
All the stats Anon gave here are accurate.
Problem is... race have absolutely nothing to do with this specific story, not the way sirsemega wrote it anyway.
So, for Anon to bring it up here... that kinda shows his colors, so to speak.
Anon posted some CDC stats or w/e saying you are more likely to get STDs from young black males. Is that really true?
Even if you have protection a lot of things can still happen, performing oral sex or just kissing with an open wound in your mouth or just pure accidents. The best protection is monogamous relationships. This is the moral of the story. I dont understand women and men who cheat on their spouses. If youre in a rut or frustrated with your partner divorce him or her. Relationships in the first place shouldn't primarily be based on sex, if it is then marriage is doomed to fail cause there will always be a more attractive person than your spouse, its an animal instinct to search for a healthier specimen. We have two paths to take here live morally or live like an animal.
At last.
Someone writes a very real dangerous consequence of adultery. Yes it is extreme (the extremest), but it is real nonetheless.
Granted, most of the story content is fantasy. I agree with others that there is no way in hell that a clean woman would fuck him.
There are however, plenty of groups out there that provide HIV/AIDS sufferers with sexual partners. After all, if you already have it, at least you can still fuck.
I doubt there is a woman on this planet that would knowing fuck some guy with HIV, even with a condom.
I love the moral of this story, teenagers and dumbass "adults" who think protection is overrated should read this. I love how the protagonist is careful with every girl he meets. His resistance and reluctance to sex and relationship makes him elusive and by extension, attractive which adds some realism to the story as the women are either freaked out or not caring he has HIV.
but this time one can guess HOW. TK U MLJ LV NV
this is right for young people to read for educational purposes. I worry with someone else about the facts of whether kissing is that safe. But there are websites about all this. This is more than just a factual website, it's an account of how it affects an individual's life. There was no mention of the wife having sex with black men, although from what I've read what the commentator said about the higher risks of having sex with black men is true. Yes for once someone has dealt with this dreadful aspect and result of sexual behaviour.
And what about HPV, and the risks of getting throat cancer from oral sex? If it is the case that there are treatments for HIV that prolong life, then maybe HPV is actually worse because of the fatality rate of throat cancer. So many of the stories on this site are about the hubby doing "cleaning up"......
I agree with all the comments...This is a cheating story that leads with reality. This story is a "MUST" be read!!! 5*
I have noticed that due to the lack of quality stories I have had to back to the old ones. This IS one of the best cheating wife stories. It shows just what can really happen in life. Yeah, most get something lie clymedia (sic) or the clap but regardless what the disease is, you run a huge risk of passing it on. Do you really hate your spouse so much you want to play Russian Roulette wit both of your lives or your kids for the matter of that!
I know most authors say in their world there are not unwanted pregnancies or STD's. But in the real world there are!
Great reading here!
C
This is the first one to actually look at the reality and danger of cheating. "It's only sex, what's the harm?" sounds so hollow when you think of the dangers of sleeping around. This happens more often than people will admit to themselves, and their 'fling' will always end up hurting the innocent. Cheating may give the selfish person a temporary ego boost, for a small few furtive moments, but can do a lifetime of damage. Is it worth the risk? Your answer to that question will tell you what kind of person you truly are!
THAT SAYS IT ALL, MALE OR FEMALE, DAM THEM ALL TO HELL, CHEATING HAS WIPED OUT VILLAGES IN AFRICA, AND THOSE BLEEDING HEART CHRISTIANS CRY PITY FOR THE ADULTERER, LIKE THOSE PEOPLE THAT WATCH TERRORISTS CUT OFF PEOPLES HEADS AND DO NOTHING, BUT SAY SHAME, AIDS WAS WIDE SPREAD BY UNPROTECTED SEX AND MEDICAL FACILITIES FIGHTING OVER THE FINICAL REWARD OF AIDS. AIDS IS THE BEST SLOW LINGERING DEATH THEY CAN HAVE, BUT LIKE A DRINKING BASTARD BEHIND THE WHEEL THEY KILL SO MANY BYSTANDERS, AND STILL THE CHURCHES CRY OVER THEM.
Read it again. When you cheat you open up all involved to diseases. The best way to prevent this?
Don't cheat
Responsibility; do we always think about ourselves first ? ?
bill....
5...good write and cause we need to read shit like this .....
good tale but sad the way things like STD and a few others leave are a fact of life now. HIV is bad STD and a few others leave lasting rashes and other nasty reactions. Is a little strange sex worth the price some pay?
Scary, it makes you appreciate the cheating slut that takes all your money and your kids but leaves you alive! How many people have had their lives drastically altered by other infections? Long term un-diagnosed venereal disease has cost many women the ability to have children. Herpes, may not be as serious as HIV but it has trashed many loves and lives. All for what? An ego boost? A thrill? When 25% of the population is infected with herpes alone, and another 10% has another active infection unprotected sex is high risk, low reward. Stupid.
Just 1 *, because he should have killed her and her lover as soon as he discovered that he was infected...
HIV is a stonehard reality of unprotected sexual contacts. People don't realize this usually when in the moment. Whores are usually very aware and professionally responsible to themselves and their clientele. It is the neophytes that usually suffer the consequences due to their blatant lack of knowledge experience and forethought. This story is extremely well done and this author has been bold in accepting the challenges of writing a story that has such impact on potential victims of this horrible disease. The human tragedy of this disease was very strongly indicated skillfully by this talented author.
re the comment on the dating site, I haven't done any reading for awhile, but I recall that HIV mutates so readily that it isn't safe for people who both have it to have unprotected sex. They could pass a different variant to each other. Since we all have biochemical differences however much our biochemistry is similar, that could result in getting a variant that particular biochemistry doesn't handle well. This was a well-told story.
Of course I've known of the possible effects of HIV, but your yarn really brings it home. Well written.
You certainly don't take the easy options, sirsemega - but your writing is first class.
The innocent party suffers. The guilty party died. In pain.
No witty quips here.
Don't cheat.
There are HIV positive dating sites. In fact, one story was predicated on that fact. "Kiss of Death"?
So, while the dating pool is rather small, the...motivation of the people involved is rather high, I'd imagine.
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There is the case of the dentist in Jacksonville infecting his patients. Spit is saliva, a bodily fluid and in the process of chewing cells in the mouth are abrated and cellular fluid is released into the mouth. Besides that chewing for not only releases cellular fluid but also traces of blood into the mouth. Wont even talk about gums and teeth enough is already said. This is fiction but blatently wrong information doesnt have to be given.
Sirsmega you have written a very powerful and thought provoking story which deserves "Kudos". Jessy was a selfish, cheating, whore who frankly got what she deserved ... this reader has absolutely "NO" sympathy for her. She condemned her husband to death and ruined her parents "golden years" .. not to mention how many of her other "lovers'" lives she destroyed (some would say they got what they deserved since they were fucking this married female piece of shit but it's unfortunate never the less). Again thanks for taking on a subject as difficult as this and making it feel so real to this reader!
It was not his wife that gave him a death sentence, it was his parents. He was born with a death sentence. Consequences of being alive. When, where and how are uncertain, but the basic fact is. We all die. (Only two things are certain, death and taxes.) This story never mentioned taxes.
HIV can be lived with. With time, one can learn to live with it with grace and humor. If one cares about others, then a certain care of their exposure is appropriate. The villain in this are the ex and the SOB who infected her. They did not care.
KenL
anyone who comes to the story or comment section of this site for disease info is probably as much of an idiot as DWmoronic.
There are numerous sites providing useful and accurate information on HIV, AIDS and other healthcare issues for those looking - this site is not one of them.
anyone who comes to the story or comment section of this site for disease info is probably as much of an idiot as DWmoronic.
There are numerous sites providing useful and accurate information on HIV, AIDS and other healthcare issues for those looking - this site is not one of them.
anyone who comes to the story or comment section of this site for disease info is probably as much of an idiot as DWmoronic.
There are numerous sites providing useful and accurate information on HIV, AIDS and other healthcare issues for those looking - this site is not one of them.
Anon black women are 15 times more likely to contract Hiv, because they are so low on the totem poll. The average black women has 7 partner her whole life, while the average white female has 24. So if 10 black women contract HIV, it seems a whole lot higher. Know your facts before you say them. Also don't worry about DWornock, he is a child of incest.
Huedogg
Actually, in the US, black women are about 15 times more likely to contract HIV than are white women. The reasons for this are not entirely clear, but choice of sexual partners is surely a major part of it.
Untreated HIV takes about 10 years to develop into AIDS. With constant treatment, HIV may never develop into AIDS. The problem is that there is no cure for HIV. Therefore, even it it never develops into AIDS, you can always infect others.
The risk of female-to-male transmission is 1 in 250 per act and male-to-female transmission is 1 in 125 per act. The rate for receptive anal intercourse is much higher, 1 in 60 per act.
In the United States, more than 1 million people are living with HIV, and about one-fourth of them are unaware they have the virus, the CDC said. According to the report, 53 percent of new HIV infections occur in homosexual or bisexual men. African-Americans account for 45 percent, or 25,000 new cases annually, meaning they are seven times more likely to contract HIV than whites.
There is almost zero risk of catching HIV from white, middle class, men and women that have not engaged in drugs, bisexual, or homosexual activities or that have had sex with anyone outside their group.
In Africa, AIDS is horrible because the natives believe a cure is to fuck a virgin. Therefore, many young girls are raped and made HIV positive.
You never know when you will get a knife in the back. Can you trust anyone? You can't ever relax and let your defenses down... But then that has been life for thousands of years, we just have a new variation to deal with.
Really brilliant author. Give us more of your work!
Some emphasize on the cheating bitch being in agony would of been nice.
wouldf you go to the funeral of a drunk driver that kill your spouse, of course not. The why go to the funeral of a woman that gave you a death sentence. She was sorry that she gave you HIV but wasn't sorry she cheated. So why go? And ANON AIDS/HIV is a death sentence, unless your rich and have millions it is a death sentence.
Tell that to several friends that have contracted it and died. It is a death sentence if you dont die of something else first. Yes there are drugs, no it doesnt cure, it simply prolongs life with the disease and reduces, in some cases, the severity of the disease. And there is no guarantee, if you are being treated, that you cant transmit it to someone else. And the comment other STDs are not deadly yes some are, but most can be "cured" with drugs caught soon enough. But then again they are now finding drug resistant STDs the cant be treated or that are at least difficult to treat. People need to get past the it cant happen to me and realize sex should not be a death sentence. And yes bodily fluids transmitted orally can convey HIV/AIDS, especially cock to mouth.
Never have sex with anyone not tested even then test are only good for a few months ago at best. Protective measures are only so effective. I do have one trouble with the kissing part. One might think back to the dentist in Jacksonville that gave AIDS to his patients. And then remember we constantly irritate the mucus lining of our mouths and our gums and teeth sometimes bleed. When you say kissing cant transmit HIV you are taking a leap of faith that isnt warranted in the real world.
Usually (at least here) this title indicates consequences to the cheater. You took it and doubled the same on the spouce who was the innocent party. Beyond this 'technicality' the story is original and of course grimly realistic. The main problem - as a story there is no real development here. From begining to end it's an ongoing parade of frustrating relations which come to an abrupt ending sonner or later - more like a hopeless elaborate log.
Ugly. But the truth that we live in, these days. Good writing!
-- KK in Texas
Very well written. I prefer barebacked sex, but there is always that danger in this modern world. I am very choosy on who gets to feel my naked cock in her pussy, altho I'd love to be a natural daddy with my low sperm count.
It's not a death sentence, neither are herpies or some other S.T.D.'s but who wants to be with someone infected if your not. The reality is unprotected sex is fucking stupid, not erotic.