A Brother's Touch

Laughing, wrestling, groping
Cuddled up to watch a movie
You hold me from behind
Touching my tummy
Moving slowly up to my chest
Your gentle hands on my breasts
Squeezing, caressing
Asking if it’s okay
Yes

Next time you get under my shirt
Remember how fast I was breathing?
Remember my hand between your legs?
Then yours between mine
Like my own touch, but electrified
I love feeling your warm hand shifting soft cotton
Up and down
I accidentally moan

Every night another cuddle
You’re so confident now
I wait all day for this
Your hands all over my body
I feel so beautiful, so desired

You ask a new question
“Can I touch you for real?”
You know the answer
I can’t hide my smile
You slide under my panties
Your fingers explore my wetness
Your touch is strangely respectful
Like I’m your princess
I moan and push against your hand

I turn and kiss you
This feels even more dangerous
You almost pull away
We hesitate
At edge of this bridge
But we cross
Our tongues play
“This is crazy” you whisper
“And fun” I answer

I reach into your pajamas
And pull out your meat
A panic in your eyes
Shame?
I soothe you with a hug
“It’s okay”

A Sunday of stolen kisses
After breakfast
Here and there
I want you to get used to this
Feeling our lips together
Our breath on each other’s faces
You turn red
Can’t hide how much you want me

A Monday of daydreams
And extracurricular activities
Freshly showered, I lock your bedroom door
I drop my towel and pull at your clothes
Laughing, wrestling, tickling
Skin to skin
We tumble onto your bed
Innocence, lust, does it matter?

You massage my tender breasts
There’s fire in your eyes
You worship my body
“Do whatever you want to me”
You’re shocked, but I mean it, and you know
I trust you more than you trust yourself

You suck my nipples
Kiss my body all over
Going down
You open me with your fingers
They tremble lightly as you explore me
And then, your tongue
A bliss I’ve never known
Time loses all meaning
As you gently devour me
Ten minutes? An hour? An eternity of pleasure
One shuddering climax gives way to another
And you’re still hungry

Dizzy but determined
I take you in my mouth
My jaw stretches and aches
But it’s so easy
To make you feel good
Never heard you moan like this
A deep vibration
And then a swelling
A primal groan
Your boiling hot cum gushes down my throat
I briefly choke, then swallow
Sucking the life out of you
Didn’t even know you could make these sounds

Cuddling, sweet words
And a promise
No guilt, no shame, no awkwardness or pain
Only exactly what we want it to be
A sublime experiment

I could always count on your eager tongue
Mind-bending pleasure only a question away
Your generosity was legendary
Impossible to deserve
But I did my best
All the fun places I took you down my throat
Like a quick suck in a parking lot
Or a detour in the woods
Getting dirt and grass on my knees

The pills flipped a switch, in body and mind
An insurmountable, unspeakable risk
Dissolved
Behind it, only possibility

I will never, ever forget
Feeling you push inside me for the first time
A tight expansion
Raw melding of flesh
Dangerous but intensely beautiful
A thrusting torpedo of pure pleasure
Which I gripped and squeezed possessively
Mine to love and receive and treasure

Remember when you tried to pull out
And I locked my legs around your lower back
Like a tarantula with its prey
You were so scared to let go
Or didn’t think you deserved to
I broke your resistance with love
I kept you drained and happy
My pussy was yours to enjoy
In exchange for your seed
An elemental need
To feel you explode inside me

Remember all those videos we made?
I’ve been watching them lately
Our animal noises
Our cries of ecstasy
Playful affections in the afterglow
Your softening wet penis gently gliding out
The beauty of your dripping cum
Captured from every angle of every position

Sometimes I just liked being used
Lying naked in your bed all day, your personal sex toy
A constant river of cum flowing onto the towel below me
You pound me so hard
Then gentle
Then hard again
And I ache for every inch of you
My body is yours
Your touch is mine